Ok... may sound like some kind of despo the last couple of daes... yah... thought about it le... actualli thought that i may just be taking things a little bit too seriously... yah... so what if i don't manage to go into TJC through this direct school admission thing... just do well for Os n go in as per normal lah... haha... i would realli prefer to get 6 points for O levels n enter TJC than get 20 and enter via DSA... hmm... hmm... although DSA will relieve the stress of the Os alot... it actually doesnt matter... anyway i would also want to win my bro in Os fair as square( yEaH!) haha... ok... im fine now... haha... back to 2dae... just went out to makan dinner with my cousins n grandfather... to bad my bro is still in camp somewhere far far away in the deserted Lim Chu Kang Armour camp... haha... too bad... he missed one hell of a good meal yea... haha... don't fret... it will be my turn in like 2.5 years time... haha... 2dae's meal... wah... super nice sia... haha... went all the way to Alexandra Road to makan... (beside St Andrew's JC) tucked away in a quiet little ally... but the food is shiok sia... haha... 2dae celebrate Fathers' Dae mah... coz tmr maybe have to go maternal grandparents house to makan AGAIN ...haha... im sure gonna gain weight this weekend man... haha... ok... gonna end here 2dae... wish Vicki good luck for your DSA test and interview... haha...

I'm soO goin mad waiting for that one phone call... heard that TJC called sumone for an interview n test le... soO HOW?! Ok... im realli trying to comfort myself... but obviously to nO avail... nvm... *im still panicking*... lolx... ok... last call to TJC... Pls CALL ME... haha... lolx...

Ok... 2daes ok...haha... went for training...haha... yah... me is the onli sec 4 there... coz Kel is in malaysia... Vicki is in bintan... n zhi wei simply refuse to come... wow... kkz... 2dae onli shot 45 shots... no counting scores tho... coz coach sae will distract us... did the 1st 20 horribly... wifout sighting that is... den next 25 super nice sia... wahaha... i think if i shoot like 2dae... inter skool shudnt be of a prob to win Dunman n St Pats... wahaha... ok... den saw the competition scores of the NUS invitational... realli think we can win GOLD in east Zone this year man... wahaha... i want my GOLD... n of course an individual medal wud be coOL ... wahaha... got to break the mental barrier... i can do it! Yah... n speaking of mental barrier... that diana arh... abit toO much time sia... went to search the net for ways to break the mental barrier for rifle shooting... den yah... got this super duper long article... den ask me read sia... read until me oso very blurr... but at least its kinda useful... its actualli abt psychology... very interesting... n discovered that little things do make a difference... esp in rifle shooting... yah... n she oso very enthu abt losing weight sia... haha... went to jog yesterdae...lolx... den 2dae after shoot... went to gym to do sum training to LOSE WEIGHT... den wad sia... drag me along summore... i practically slacked my way thru... ^^...haha... interskool is onli 13 daes away... must do miracle... must perform my upmost best... I CAN DO IT (once again... psychology... haha... n of course... AhQ jing shen oso helps... wahaha...)

Hmm... sAdx DaE... n haPPyz DaE... yah... went to parents shop to help out again... coz my parents realli super busy... yah... busy busy busy... soO went there early... b4 10am that is... haha... (i soO wanna slp more!!!)... ok... den morning just flew away like that...haha... den realli got workout sia...haha... climb here climb there... carry here carry there...haha.. met a wide variety of ppl... the good... and the bad... n the loser kind... the horrible... oh gosh... haha... quite interesting la... den read zao bao... den suPer demoralised... they stated that a wooping 600 ppl applied for TJC... which makes it the most popular JC in singapore... ahead of VJC, NJC, RJC, HCJC... all wif 300 each... ArGHHH!!!wad the hell!! Y like this... n they onli plan to accept 60... my god... my hopes of getting into TJC is GONE! TOTALLY GONE! 0%... i will just give up now... no point pinning toO high hopes... den at last nvr get in... realli yi chang huan xi yi chang kong... (a chinese proverb)... soO super saDz lor...

Ok... saDz event number 2... my pet turtle n terapins.. 2dae the stupid National Environmental Agency(NEA) came for no stupid F*&$ing reason... n acussed my turtle's n terapins' apartment of breeding aeides( is this how u spell it?) mosquitoes... n me being a bio student obviously noe that those dengue mosquitoes onli breed in clean water... n my dear turtle's n terapins' apartments r filled wif horrible looking n smelling water... soO i realli dun c y these kaypoh ppl must come n complain... den my dad was like scolding the stupid F&%$ed up ppl... den my mum was like asking my dad to keep quiet coz she dun want to get fined... $200 lehz... can buy alot of stuff wif that... yah... n that NEA ppl keep arguing wif me that those dengue mosquitoes do grow in dirty water... den my mum ask me to shut up... b4 we get fined... i realli think that those ppl are soO damn bossy lor... keep insisting that they r right... while the fact is that they r wrong! I realli nvr get soO angry for soO long le lor... those NEA realli spoilt my mood... n they said that the onli thing to do in order not to get that fine is to give my pet away... i was LikE " WAD THE HELL!!! AM I WILLING TO GIVE UP MY TURTLE WHICH I'VE BEEN REARING FOR 6 YEARS N MY TERAPIN FOR A WHOLE DECADE? HELL NO!!!" i realli super super angery lor.. realli wanna explode le... but no choice lor... have to give them up... soO sAdz... soO gonna miss them...realli yi yi bu she lor... denn now my dad is writing in to NEA to complain le... coz i realli think they r too much lor... ok... i dun wanna talk abt this anymore... SIANZ...

Ok... at least there's a consolation... my dad just bought me a new digi cam... canon ixus 50... coOl eh...haha... yah... but even soO im still feeling soO miserable... my dear turtle n terapins... no more comfortable living le... they r soO gonna hate me for giving them up...haha... LoLx... anyway they r my best friends ok.. followed me for a solid decade kz... hmm... just realli gonna miss them man... haiz... nvm... good things eventualli have to come to an end... at least this is another hard fact of life... accept it...

Ok... 2dae's kinda packed... woke up like 6am coz have to go for PT at 7am in skool... yah... soO just take my time... haha... i dun realli care... *sleepyz... ok... den reach skool... den all the sec 1s n 2s reach le... den im the onli sec 4 there... *YeA! LaSt SeC 4 StAnDiNg! haha... den coach came at abt 0715 lor... gd lehz she...haha... can reach here frm Punggol soO early... den the Vicki sae wanna reach skool at a later time of 0720... den guess wad... she's even later...haha... she came at 0730... haha... lolx... nvm lor... soO me, Vicki n addy slowly walk... den the sec 1s esp like super enthu sia... walao... run like mad sia... yah... but we ran for 100m lehz... *achievement ... haha... den we go 7 eleven... coach sae wanna buy breakfast for the rest...haha... thx coach!...haha... den me, addy, n Vicki help coach carry everything back 2 skool... den call diana lor... morning call...haha... took 3 calls to wake her up...hahaah... yah... the sec 1s arh... aiyoh... over enthu sia... haha... help coach make the bread... den make milo... wah... realli bao luo wan xiang sia... haha.. ok... supposed to do weights training in the gym... but guess wad... jonathan soh late... soO nvr open the gym... soO went straight into shooting...

2dae terror sia... coach sae wad seasoning training... haha... nice name... but actualli its very bad...haha... 100 shots wif full suit...wad the hell lor... shoot until wanna die sia... dehydration sia... den the last 60 shots used for scoring... wad the heck lor... i shoot until ai si buay si ( direct translation: want to die cannot die...) haha... but managed a reasonable score... despite scoring one 4 ( ARgH! cant believe that i shot a 4... ArH!!!)... den i onli scored 527/600 ... again... den addy n Vicki 343/400, diana 356/400... arGh... my av of 8.8 still lose diana's 8.9... aRH!! must try to win her...haha... yah... not bad lah... i maintained my score quite long le...haha...

After training promised diana to go buy kel's B'dae prezzie... yah... den vicki, addy, n jp tag along... mr soh soO kind lor... fetched to TM...haha... thx thx cher...haha... yah.. instead of buying prezzie... they end up eating Fish n Co. first... haha... yah... damn full... yah... den we like ba gua club like that...haha... crap alot... den dig out alot of gossips...wahaha... no bad...haha... den after that den go find kel's prezzie...haha... den again... side track... they end up shopping... haha... window shopping that is... den yah... bought the prezzie... (cannot sae wad prezzie... later kel c..haha... no surprise le...wahah...) den go home lor... den discussed wif diana alot of stuff...wahaha... kel arh... think u thursdae better b careful sia... haha... *eViL sMiLe...haha... got sum tricks up my sleeves...haha... ( eh.. i damn crap lehz.... sae until as if i soO evil ike that...haha... lolx...) ok... will end here 2dae... CyAz~

Ok... one of the few daes that i no need to go skool... *yea! haha... can wake up later... at least thats wad i tot ... haha... kkz... wanted to sleep till 11am... coz i slept like 2.30 am last nite... wahaha... den end up mum woke me up at 9... coz the shop's kinda busy... haha... den want me to go over to help... haha... n me... being a very FILIAL SON... i went over to help them... n yah... super busy... haha... realli nth much 2dae... helping my parents practically the whole dae... den at home did a lill bit of gardening...(haha... my mum's fav past time...hahaha... *mr yusoff no. 2... ahaha).. den slacked my life away le lor... later planning to do a lill e maths... haha... i FINISHED ALL MY A MATHS HW LEHZ!!! wohoo... haha... sHo happy... haha... but realli nth to celebrate abt.. haha... still got lots of work... emaths... SS... haiz... i soO wanna slp... haha... but too bad... i just cant have it... tmr got training... now is last 100m of my ARC life in TMS le... haha... counting down... 17 daes to interskool... soO excited... must chu ren tou di le... win east zone GOLD for B BOIS... wahaha...must leave a legacy behind... haha... aiyah... dun want to continue crappin le ... haha... lolx... kkz... will end here le... <<>>

HaiZ... shang xin arh.. 2dae shot at CDANS monthly shoot... haiz... sianz... altho i did my personal best soO far... but realli not satisfied sia... toO many 8s... ok... my score onli 528/600... haiz... did the worst out of the 3 sec 4s 2dae... my av. onli 8.8... den kel's de is 9.05(543/600), and vicki 9.1(364/400)... haiz... sianz arh... now officially im onli the 3rd best B boi... must cheong harder man... maybe im toO stubborn n reluctant to change ba... hmm... hmm...

Ok... enuf of that shang xin event... ok... den reach back skool... go home lor... den dumb dumb take bus 14A home... onli to realise that 14A returns to bedok n doesnt go to East Coast... haha...soO yah... hurriedly stop n take another bus 10 home... haha... lolx... den yah... my BRO BLUFF ME! 2dae is not fathers' dae arH! IDIOT... make me rush home... n rush go parkway get prezzie... haiz... ok... my bro bought an i pod mini... yah... he tOO rich lah... unlike me... broke... haha... lolx... kkz... den my stupid PC damn lag sia... install the stupid apple program oso take ages... haiz... damn sianz...

Ok... im just soO saDz sia... my scores arent improving... haiz... still inpatiently waiting for TJC letter... haiz... feel soO discouraged... haha... nvm lah...*self- motivation*... lolx... nxt time i will do better... wahaha... interskool is fast approaching... must get my 540 by den... must jia you le...