Oh my... has been like 1 week since i last blogged... haha... i have practically been living my no life life... haha.. following the same routine day after day after day... really no life sia... n i've really not have enuf sleep... haiyo... the panda eyes n the eye bags are appearing... haha.. ok.. this week i've done quite abit of work... especially yesterdae... did the 2002 geog paper... 4 out of the 5 qns... do until my hand wanna break sia... den did the bukit panjang govt high maths papers... all of them... damn tiring sia... den oso did all the bio qns that miss lela gave for the xtra class... haha... feel damn good sia... haha... n to miss lela... im not not hardworking enough... haha... lolx... just joking... haha... soO yah after doing so much work... must reward myslf yea... haha.. soO 2dae i only did the last qn of the 2002 geog paper.. haha... n i slacked away all my time... yea... haha... firstly went to habourfront after lunch to get my SD card frm the canon main office... haha... den at the same time go look look around... waste my time 4 fun ... haha... den came back home... den my bro ask me follow him go bedok... get his army stuff n but some other stuff la... den follow lor... go walk walk... waste time again... haha... bought a shirt... haha... coz my bro influence me de... haha.. lolx... den came back home 4 dinner... haha... its a MUST to come back home for dinner for my family... esp me... haha... lolx... den 2dae maid went for shopping... haha... soO 2dae my mum got to do everything... n i oso have to do abit of the household chores... haha... and i mean a bit... haha... iM super lazy man... haha... lolx.. ok... im gonna go study abit more later... coz im feeling the guilt...

PRELIMS IS IN 7 DAYS TIME!!! PANICK PANICK PANICK!!! IM SOO GONNA DO SUPER BADLY MAN!! SOMEONE SAVE ME...

iM tired... haiz... just tired...

Ok.. 2dae went to skool for chem in the morning... 9 to 11.30... gd revision... didnt noe my electrochem was soO bad.. until 2dae... haha.. ok... did alot of chem essay qns.. yupz... den after that went to go makan wif choon wei, john, li wen, mei ying, beverly, sabrina, crystal, vicki... at 1st john sae wanna go makan at a "dunno where is it" hawker centre... den he missed the stop... lolx... den end up at bedok interchange... so go eat mac lor... haha...lolx.. den makan lor... den played wif that dunno wad tarrot cards... haha.. read future de... lolx... cannot fully believe it... our destiny is in our hands! haha.. (actually this means that i didnt get such good cards yea... wahaha)... lolx... den after that den go home le lor...

After went home... dunno y.. but go motivation to do A maths, A maths n nth but A maths... haha.. so i did n did n did n did... until now... 10pm ... haha.. did like frm 4 to 10... minus dinner... abt 5 hrs of maths ba... finished the whole integration techniques part... n intergration of areas half way le... total like 60 qns ba... realli do until wanna die le sia... haha... but got sense of satisfaction wo... haha... think gonna contine later ba... but i oso wanna sleep! haha... lolx...

Ok... this is just an entry to waste sumtime... wahaa...lolx...

SiGh oF rElief man... haha... 2dae got back chinese results... really nerve wrecking sia... they pinned the results up on the canteen noticeboard... wad lor... make it like soO public sia... haha... yah.. got my A1... haha... kewl... n distinction for oral... soO happy... realli excited sia... for those who didnt do as well as they thought they can... cheer up kz! Dun bother to retake tho... just concentrate more on ur other subjects kz... U CAN DO IT! YEAH! n My cousin got a B3 n Merit... not bad le lah... jia yoU kz... haha...

Ok... 2dae got O levels Eng oral for majority of the class... heard from them that its not bad... much better den prelims... wah... wasted sia... if onli my orals is 2dae... if onli.. haha... hmm... so lets c the trend... haha... 1st dae of orals was kinda tuff ... den 2nd dae is ok... den 3rd dae? EASY! *dreaming* Just hope that the orals r ok... not betting that it will be easy... but at least make it ok... haha... *praying praying*... haha... im sure gonna hav such a restless weekend... wif the constant phobia that i will flunk my orals.. haha... haiyo... think of it... i dun think it will be that bad oso ba... haha... since im number one... i set the standards... haha.. hope i set it high enuf... haha... pls god save me... haha... *dying of anxiousness*

Hmm.. as been sum time since i blog yea... haha... very busy life... mugging like nobody's business... haha... have been concentrating alot on my humanities this 2 weeks... haha... n also start my a maths le... haha... coz elective geog prelims is like on 29th this month... together wif english... soO realli got to buck up le... n that john arh! mad sia he.. haha... driving me n miss yati crazy yea... last week he handed up 7 essays... haha... den i still can cope... did 7 oso wif him... den this week he did another 7! wth.. haha... realli dun hav the time to write so much lor...so onli wrote 2 essays... haha... *i wanna sleep*... haha... den miss yati was like asking us not to do anymore essays... coz she cannot cope.. haha... too much to mark.. haha... but the catch here is... she said dun do SEQ le... but she didnt sae dun do SBQ! wahaha... i rawk man... finding various methods to drive miss yati crazy ... wahha...

N yah... on the bus 2dae... saw this i think sec 1 st hilda's gal... aiyoh... i realli like bu shuang can... she like so old le still need her mother to carry her bag for her... summore like shout at her mum for walking soO slowly... wad sia... she realli tot her mum is free labour arh?! haha... but altho like none of my business... but just think nowadaes the children like too spoilt le... dun even noe how to carry their bags... haiz... realli very bei ai arh... dunno lah...

Anyway... i think getting back my O levels chinese results tmr.. realli hope can score my A1 sia... if i score A2 or B3 i will just freak out lor... this time like if dun score well i realli dunno wad to do sia... haiz... realli hoping things will turn out for the better... *im only hoping*... haha... n to those 4E ppl taking their O levels orals tmr... wish u all the best of luck!!! cOz i will need the luck back on mondae when it will be my turn... n guess wad? iM number ONE one mondae... die... god bless me sia... haha...

2dae.. realli got my beauty sleep... haha... slept from 2am to 12 pm... haha... 10 hrs! haha... ok... den ate lunch.. den got to follow my parents to some functionheld by the paint company.. haha... alot of people sia... c until scared... haha... it was held at Shaw Lido... the cinema... haha... summore got free movie lehz... ^_^.. haha... lolx... den i realised... its the 1st time in like 10 yrs since i watched a movie wif my parents... haha... kewl yea.. haha... watched qi jian (7 swords)... haha... very kewl show... haha... lots of action... n swordplay... very kewl.. haha... really recommend this movie man! haha... den after movie did abit of shopping wif parents... haha... den went for dinner at my fav restaurant... haha... at North Bridge Road... haha... great food... haha... yumZ... ate until almost bloated sia... haha... but one funny thing... my bro wasnt here... coz he got army duty... haha... n i very seldom eat out without my bro.. haha... ok lah... den went home...

2dae has been a very good dae... except i practically did not do any work... except for 2 geog essays... aha... ok... tmr's national dae celebration... teachers performing... so looking forward to the Famous Japanese Sensation... EKK! haha.. kewl lah... ok... gonna slp le... ByEz~

2dae's a realli hectic dae yea... n its a sat... can u believe it? haha... lessons started at 9am... chemistry... think that im soO prepared for Os now... mr chooi did like super revision... haha... realli fully understand everything le... haha... yeah! den until 11.20am... den went for like 10 minutes break... eat peanuts n drank vitasoy (VITASOY RAWKS!)... haha.. lolx... den went for geog class... humans rm... damn shiok... n miss neo bought us egg tarts n dounuts... soO nice rite? haha... den did quite alot of map reading... i finally noe how to read a map! yea! haha.. lolx...

Den after lesson which was like 2 plus 3 went to makan wif adam, choon wei n john at bedok... john insisted that we eat LJS... so ok lor... haha... met fahmi there wif his parents... haha... filial boi... haha... den eat until damn bloated sia... haha... den after that go home le lor... haha... *time trap*... went home u noe wads the 1st thing i did? haha... i sat down n cheong one e maths P1..haha... quite easy ba... soO took like 1 hr onli.. haha.. yea... den bath... den did a maths P1 ... haha...fun sia... maths after maths... hahah... den after dinner cheong my geog worksheet... do until i hand pain sia... write soO much.. haha... so proud of myself 2dae... i did soO much work (much more than wad i usually do.. that is... haha...)... tmr gonna do summore geog essays... let miss neo mark... i dun care if she fail me now... prelims dun fail can le... no... its i want A1! haha... gonna do maybe like 2 geog essays n 2 ss essays tmr ba... hope i can finish n hope my hand dun break... haha... realli got to make use of this sudden burst of energy i have to cheong as much as i can... haiz... prelims coming... 23 more daes encounting to 1st 2 written papers... EL n Geog... haiz,... no more time to slack le... realli last 23metres le... haha.. i can do it... YEAH!

Ok... end of another very tiring week... now i really understand y many sec 4s complain that sec 4 life is very stressed... ok... 1st my score... good news and bad news... good news is that i set the school record... 545/600... bad news... i think that its totally an unacceptable score... its kinda pathetic considering that i've been training for 3.5 years already... thats y i really got to give credits to aqilah n shazunnah... aqilah scored a wooping 385/400... and shazunnah scored a great 379/400... really... its not an easy feat... n their lowest score is... 9... wth... haiz... the feeling of losing to your junior is not very nice... ok... i will strive harder after my Os yea... i will be back...

Study wise... i think there r ups n downs... haiz... all i noe that its kinda in a terrible mess.. i did not do much revision this week... so think that i've got to utilise my weekends very well... 1st i realli got to start my geog... coz prelims geog is on 29 August... n im soO dead le... haiz... mugging again... n seriously... do anybody realised that i've become much more mad than before? haha... i really feel a significant change in my attitude man... all i do is luff all dae n act crazy... (if u noe wad i mean... ask gerry n jk lah... haha...) Hmm... i think its really stress taking its toll on me... n acting crazy is just a way to reduce my stress... haiz... thats my life... Really feel like sleeping now... coz i've really had insufficient sleep for the whole of this week... the maximum amt of sleep i had this week was 7 hrs... on tuesdae nite... coz sumone forced me to sleep... haha... den the rest of the daes? 5-6 hrs... haiz... im exhausted...

Ok... on the brighter side... 2dae's maths pyramid game... haha... really just went there to have fun... haha.. then there was like 3 boys team n 1 gals team.. which consist of a god... haha... no lah... its Gao Yuan! haha... representing 4I... haha... den us boys were like praying that we dun lose to the gals... haha... we r male chauvinistic pigs... haha... n yah... me n john got 2nd... haha... 1st was 4R... haha... they were real good man... haha.. really pei fu sia... haha... but they still lost to miss yati n mr oh... haha... but poor 4V.. haha... lost to the gals of 4I... haha... lao kui sia... haha... no lah... jkjk... yah... soO i won 10 bucks times voucher n 10 bucks popular voucher... haha... yah... so gotta go stationery shopping one of these days... haha... den after school there was the teachers' day performance auditions... haha... thought that we did not bad... considering the fact that we started thinking of the performance on monday... haha... ok lah... den mdm wan called n call me go for oral practice... omg... i was soO unprepared lor... really is ling shi bao fo jiao... (a.k.a. last minute hug buddha's leg... haha... lolx)... den kenna fired with comments from mdm wan... i really mean fire... haha... lots of comments... yah... but at least its good... i can learn from my mistakes... haha...

Ok... tmr got to go school for chemistry n geog... haha... so much for the 5 day week policy... haha... yah... but i really dun mind the lessons... its like free tuition + revision for chem... n for geog.. i desperately need it... i'm a map reading idiot... i cant read maps... haha... i keep failing it can... haha... sianz... soO tmr chem from 9 to 11... den geog i think from 11.30 to 1.30... soO fun rite? haha... lolx...

N when i think back nowadays... really enjoyed those days where i could sui xin suo yu (a.k.a. do whatever i want whenever i want...) like in lower sec... " wanna go out arh? set lah... anytime..." thats wad i wud say 2 yrs back... but i now lehz... " wanna go out arh? er... er... got to check my schedule 1st... confirm with you tmr can?" haha... c the difference? thats y i really admire my bro sometimes... he can stay soo carefree all the time... even just days b4 the Os... he can still stay late in school to play soccer... n at the same time do reasonably in the Os... Sometimes i really wonder how he do that... i really dun noe... haiz...

N at this very moment... im watching this horrible show called extreme makeover... dun anyone think that this show is soO crap? Those desperate participants go on TV n get this fantastic cosmetic surgery that can change them from looking like a 50 yr old woman to a 30 yr old woman... n before the makeover they would say..." i feel so horrible. Wherever i go, people will despise me because of my looks. And when i look at the mirror, i feel so inferior...(n blah blah blah blah)" n after the makeover they would say.. " This makeover really made me regain my confidence n i feel soO pretty(or handsome for guys) now. I really have to thank the extreme team for this makeover.. it was great..." Now... dun anybody realise that the things that those contestants say b4 and after the makeover is almost identical? I mean its always those loads of crap that is very unoriginal n crappy... haha... not that im against the show... but dun u realise that those ppl who under went the makover look soO synthetic? Like soO plastic n fake... Is physical appearance that impt to those ppl? When they say i look so pretty (or handsome).. do anybody have a fixed definition for "pretty(or handsome)"? is there some sort of criteria or something? i think its really whats inside that counts n appearance is exterior.. Beauty is not only skin deep. N there's a proverb... " do not judge a book by its cover" really agree to this... some ppl appear soO nice on the outside.. but inside... haiz... dunno wad sia... crap...n do anyone realise that i always use this... "pretty (or handsome)"? haha... coz those ppl who go for extreme makeover are mostly women... that simply shows that women are more ai mei(like beauty... haha...) than men... wahaha... but yah... many women r arguing that men nowadays are becoming more n more metro sexual... haha... but women r still the more extreme case.. haha... (sorry if i've offended any women or pro-women men ard)... haha...

Ok... officially... i really dunno y am i blogging about some crappy stuff that is kinda unrelated to my life... altho to a certain extent is relevant... (like SS le lehz... SEQ!) haha...but its really that im soO disgusted by that show.. haha... ok... i will jus cut the crap...

Ok... only 2dae i realised that gerry is as ba gua as me can... i noe alot of rubbish that many ppl dunno lehz.. wahha... if only i am as talented in my studies... haha... but these gossips really make life soO much more interesting.. dun u think so? But im soO considerate... i wun amplify info unless its necessary... ok... im crapping... no gossip is necessary... haha...

Ok.. im getting very sleepy le... i WANNA SLEEP... ok... go sleep soon le... ok... end here le... THE ENDZ... so sadz... hahah