Woa... this week has really been the worst n most stressful week of my life sia.. ok.. om monday after my bro went to Taiwan... my great grandmother was sent to hospital immediately.. dunno complaining her back very pain.. so yah.. doc checked it out.. one of her kidneys almost failed le.. but other den that.. everything is still very gd.. den dialysis lor.. den on tuesdae.. for dunno wad soO every reason( now i noe le..) she wanted my mum to bring her her wallet.. she kept waiting till my mum gave her her wallet.. den she was like smiling n luffing.. den counted all the money... den slept le.. eveything looked fine until the nxt dae.. she instructed some stuff.. money issues.. den just soO suddenly.. her heartbeat dropped n blood pressure slipped tremedously.. den the nxt thing i noe.. she passed away.. sadz man.. dunno y oso.. she seems soO healthy.. haiz.. nth is forever in this world... accept the fact...

Ok.. soO these couple of daes was funeral.. very tiring.. slept max 3 hrs a dae.. took care of the place wif my 3 cousins.. morning 9am to nxt morning 5.30am... everydae for 5 daes.. (dead beat) yah.. because everybody sae wad my great grandmother pampered the 5 of us (including my bro) most when she was alive.. soO must respect mah.. soO everything we do... tired.. den the worst was wed.. that nite when i came back from the hospital 12 midnite le.. summore nxt dae got geog prelims... n i havent even touched my book.. haiz... panicked like hell sia.. den my parents was like telling me relax lah.. n just study abit go slp lor.. i very guilty mah if i dun do well.. soO studied until 3am.. onli got time 2 study 2 out of 5 topics.. very scared sia.. but i think thursdae ok bahz.. i noe i will not do well.. but at least will pass bahz... haiz..

Ok.. im officially in deep shit.. havent started revising my bio yet... n bio prelims is tmr.. im soO gonna die.. die die die.. sianz lah.. soO unfortunate that my great grandmother have to pass away now.. realli adding a huge burden on me.. really going to jing shen beng kui sia.. mental breakdown... haiz.. im tired... i just wanna slp...

My god... splitting headache sia... my brain like going to fall apart anytime.. arHH!!! very pain... haiyo.. dunno lah.. gonna slp soon.. my brain is soO hurting.. haiz..

Ok... just came back from airport.. my bro just went to Taiwan for his training.. haha.. 3 weeks... my god.. 3 weeks without TV... dunno how he survive sia.. haha.. anyway.. lets just sae im gonna have peace for 3 weeks.. haha.. dunno if its a gd thing.. haha..lolx..

Prelims r around the corner.. i just cant afford to have constant headaches n fall sick.. haiz... feel so horrible.. haiz...

2dae's Sept 11...
Sadz dae in American History...
iT happened in 2001...
4 years ago...
Pray history dont repeat itself...

Ok.. back to myself.. ever since the Mock exam ended on fridae... i've officially NOT been studying.. dunno y lehz... now feel abit like after exams le.. either rotting away on my sofa watching TV.. or going to my dad's shop to help out... or going out to have fun.. or sleeping..

SoO guilty lor.. nvr even touch my books... (ok just lill bit.. did abit of bio TYS last nitez at 1am.. felt very guilty arh...) ok.. other den that ... nth.. realli becoming a couch potato.. super addicted to TV sia.. i can watch TV the entire dae without complaining... haha... kewl yea... Prelims have already started.. soO i realli dunno wad im doin.. maybe feel very dejected bahz.. cant do well.. oh wells... wait n c... dunno lah..

Im tired.. even after 10 hrs of sleep...zZZ

2dae SS mock exam... haha.. amazingly didnt realli find much prob...i abit confused bahz.. dunno want to do Singapore's Industrialisation or Education n Healthcare.. end up doing education one bahz.. maybe coz i've done it b4 le.. n that time i onli get 8/12... sianz... haha... sumhow got this feeling that im not going to do well.. dunno lah.. just gut feeling..

Dunno lah... maybe 2dae is just to boost our morale bahz.. since the Mid Yr CT was a disaster... haha.. Prelims is on Wednesdae i think.. for SS... den oso got elect geog on thursdae.. stress sia... hope can do well... stress on!.. haha..

Lin Jun Jie rawks man... love his songs... haha... yea...

Haiz... very tiring dae 2dae bahz... 2hrs of phy followed by 2.5 hrs of SS... wah... can die sia... pure torture... phy 2dae onli do sum experiment stuff bahz... den SS teach usefulness den revise everything... coz fridae got Mock Exam... hope i can do well bahz.. soO super busy memorising everything i can... soO far onli fully memorised 4 chapters... headache sia... literally headache... think like will cease doing anything but SS this few daes bahz... its one of the most impt subjects to me... haiz... going bonkers... but at least i noe im ok wif the SBQ part le... know need to memorise my facts intensively... miss yati was like telling me... i got the Factor.. Explaination.. n Linking... but i dun have the Details.. coz most of the time i just crap my way thru without much details from the textbook... thats y ppl tell me my essays r all my own crap n th else... but maybe my crap makes sense bahz.. soO still can do ok... haha...lolx... den miss yati sae i got "flare in the english language"... i think its total crap lah... u read my essay its crap.. u c my eng.. realli super duper cannot make it... wad the crap lor... i feel kinda embarrassed... esp in front of pros like keith.. Britney.. Fahmi.. utter embarrassment...lolx.. In conclusion.. MY ENG SUCKS... lolx..

--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--

--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--

Ok... 2dae's been just another dae.. didnt do much work 2dae... coz dad wants me to go over n help him... lolx... i soO reluctant lor... coz wanted to study my SS... den went over lor.. didnt noe soO super busy lor... now i like half dead... soO tired... i wanna slp... so mustered some energy to study abit... studied 4 chpts of ss... coz its sec 4 chpts... easy to rmb... weee... dunno how m i gonna survive studying the rest of ss... die or boredom plus pHd sia... (permenant brain damage... haha) toO much info to store... sianz lah... y must they have a SS common test on fridae... make me soO stressed... haiz... at least the hols soO far quite productive bahz.. finished all the maths papers... (sense of achievement... haha...) n did 2 out of the 3 physics papers... haha.. try to finish it asap... later got to finish up my ss toO... sianz...

N yah... realised that my tutor is now more of a mentor to me den a tutor le bahz... he dun teach me anything... he just force me to do work... haha... n that's good... yea... haha... or else i wudnt even practice... haha... ^^

SoO bored... bored... bored...

Woah... ok... 2dae's bio prac.. ok lah... not too bad... can do reasonably well... i hope so... ahha.. den got back progress report.. 2nd in class.. haha.. great.. surprised tho.. choony 1st.. den john 3rd, brit 4th den dunno le... think john like very sad lehz... pity him coz his parents got very high expectations of him... they expect no less den 1st in class... sadz.. but i think this term's result is kinda inaccurate.. coz im getting like very unrealistic results.. ok here is it...

English--53
E Maths--96
A Maths--95
Social Studies--95
Elec. Geog.--89
Physics--70
Biology--71
Chemistry--87

Really lah... my English sucks like hell lor.. damn sad.. it doesnt matter how much effort i put in... if my English still C6... everything will be useless lor... hopeless... die...

Ok.. after skool... went to makan wif choon wei, adam, li wen, bev, jialin, mei ying, yvonne... eat at siglap... den all went to my house slack.. haha... nth to do... haha... slack until like 5 den they went home le... adam left earlier coz got soccer match wif 4I... haha... dunno wad rivalry between 4E n I... over some trivial matters... lamez... haha... dun bother lahz..

Later got maths tuition again... sianz.. i dun want sia... i wanna slp... haha...