Ok... im kinda screwed yeah... i just realised that there is bio n phy prac tmr... i im totally not prepared... i 4get my food tests...my leaf drawing... n long time nvr do biological drawings le... gosh... better go revise a lill... later miss lela explode like the other dae again...

Ok... 2daes chinese was rather easy... But... but... if i dun do well i noe the reason... i 4got to write the qn no. for my Zuo Wen... HOw the Heck can i be soO damn bloody careless... wad was i thinking... but besides that... i think that i did a fairly good compo... n dunno isit mere coincidence... but it jus happens that our common test essay qn is word for word same as the Os... realli have to thank god... n miss low of course... soO damn accurate... think if they 4give me for my silly silly error for my zuo wen... i think that gettin an A1 shld not be much of a prob...YeAh! now ... the onli thing that i can do is wait till August... until my results come out... if i do damn badly... i noe y... n i will be damn devastated n just curse myself like some idiot... now everything is up to Fate... maybe i shld just pray more...

ChInEsE eXaM tMr... SoO eXcItiNg... WaHaHaHa

Ok... feel that im 4getting how to use English... kkz... my Eng here is crap... ok... i've been like studying my chinese frm like 10am to 2pm... den 2pm to 6pm... den 8pm to 10pm... gosh... my entire dae has been solely dedicated to chinese and onli chinese... yah... jus takin a break frm the stressful condusive studying environment(my room...lol... kkz... actualli takin a break in my PC room...blahx...)ok... feel like i've done soO very much todae... i've been a million times more hardworking... i've finished memorising my Sec 3 and 4 syllabus... n sec 2 im oso nearly done... guess i just need to mug for another few hours later 2nite... or must i sae early tmr morning... haha... crap sia me...

Realli took some time in the morning to reflect... (during breakfast lah...haha) i think that this O levels have realli wake me up... make me realise that i've realli not put in enuf effort... this is realli hao gao wu yuan... yupz... n miss lela was rite... ive slacked alot this term... thats y my result have dropped... jus feel that im such a failure... took soO long to realise such a simple thing... n jus realised that my parents have also been rather supportive of me... altho this yr i've been very much occupied in my CCA... n did not spend as much time on studies... they did not blame me... they jus advised me to try harder the next time... coz this is jus a "battle"... losing a battle does equal to being a failure... there is still a war ahead of us... winning the war is the most impt thing... n in this case... the battle is the CT n the war is the Os... n yah... dun have to remind me... CL Os... on mondae... yah... gotta win that war... n this war is not onli impt for ourselves... but also to prove to the teachers that we r as capabel as anyone else... in another words... its for pride...

Kkz... dun have much time to slack away le... got to make full use of every single second i got b4 chinese Os... suffer a lill more now n reap the benefits later... A1!!!

Ok... away frm studies... watched F1 qualifying just now... shocking... but also happy... haha... williams BMW's nick heifield n mark webber got 1st n 3rd for qualifying!!!... wohoo...haha...rox man! haha... tmr's the race... hope that Williams BMW win...haha... n American Idol...haha... Carrie Underwood won...haha... felt that she deserved it...haha... loved her rendition of "Angels Brought Me Here"... tot that she sang as well as Guy Sebastian frm Australian Idol... ge you qian qiu...haha... Bo Bice was ok... but jus dun like his rock style... n he doesnt have as good of a voice as Carrie... hmm... soO lookin forward to her new songs...haha...

Ok... enuf of the crap... gtg continue mugging le...CyAz~

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Ok... like everyone else in Singapore 2dae... got back report book... hmm... the marks to me wasnt very good... n the remarks by miss lela... gosh... very negative... n this made my parents ask me " Soon arh... wad u doin in class arh? sleeping arh?!" den i was like "......................." pls lor... i nvr slp in class hor... -_-" n when adam asked abt the negative comment den she said "look at ur last yr's result..." den i was like alreadi looking at it... yah... i dropped one place... 4th to 5th... n my average drop frm 72.6 to 71.1 ... yah... L1R5 oso drop frm 12 to 13... ok... maybe she's rite... i have deteriorated... by a lill... but consolation... i got an xtra A2... combined Humans!!! haha...jkjk... but if not for my Lousy Pathetic Loser Idiotic English... i wud have got like 10pts... haiz... got to go realli buck up on my EL... but 1st... CHINESE... O LEVELS ON MONDAE!!! SOO EXCITING RITE?! haha... kkz... im kinda excited bout it... yah sure i wanna get my A1... the 1st step to doin well for Os.. n yah... Kamlesh was saeing in class... teachers can onli contribute to 30% our marks... n we have to get the other 70%... but for chinese... i think that miss low has contributed to more than 50% of our marks... it's very obvious... look at Brit... her CL in sec 2 was C5... but when miss low came in sec 3... her chinese improve to B4 than B3 than for Os... i can nearly gurantee she will get an A1... its soO very ming xian that w/o miss low... our chinese will still be like rock bottom... its no wonder her class alwaes have the highest number of chinese distinctions... n we r goin to continue that power streak man...haha...

Kk... gtg mug for chinese le... the last 100m to the Os... gotta sprint... no more slacking... CHINESE A1!!! HERE I COME!!!!

ok... 2dae one of the worst daes of skool... miss lela showed us our class msg for most of the subjects... n yah... it wasnt too pleasant to the eyes thou... was like bio 4+, chem 4+, phy 5+, emaths 6+, a maths 3+, n the finale...SS... wow... shocked... was like... omg... 7.44... that means on av... everybody got btw a D7 to E8... gosh!... ok... nvm... everyone in the level was that bad... im sure there wud be heavy moderation... n our class onli got 6 passes... Den she was like scolding us... n asking us to wake up b4 its too late... n think that its our laziness that is causing our downfall... n emphasising that we are supposed to the 2nd best class... n our results put us in 4th in level i think... n she went on and on and on and on... for 1 solid hour man... wow... but wad she nvr show was our chinese results... that we were ranked top in level... all thx to liu lao shi! haha... she rawks man...haha... nvm... at least there is a lill to celebrate abt in such a bad exam... 4E!... we got to buck up man... n show miss lela that we are worthy of the name 4 EXCELLENCE...haha... we r the 2nd class n we must prove to her that we r worthy of that name... dun fret ... there is still time to buck up... JuNe HoLs...

Ok... here's my results... wifout moderation... damn sadz...

English--50 (C6)
Chinese--66 (B3)
E Maths--72 (A2)-->[Damn super super sadz]
A Maths--91 (A1)-->[Quite Happy Wif this]
Chemistry--71 (A2)-->[Damn super super sadz]
Physics--69 (B3)-->[Wasted sia]
Biology--62 (B4)
E. Geog--67 (B3)
Soc. Studies--72 (A2)-->[Quite Happy Wif this]

Yupz... n L1R5 is 16... that will get me no where... god save me...

n speaking of June Hols... the timetable is out n we r like fully booked lor... not much time for training n relaxation le... haha... kkz... chinese Os in 4 daes...kkz... back to mugging...gtg le... ByeZ~