Im realli lost now, realli feeling very useless,not doin well for anything i do... n im beginning to sense the urgency now...2 months to chinese O levels... but here am i slacking my life away...sadz...maybe my parents r realli right, im beginning to slack le... but wad can i do? im kinda tired of work all the time... stressful ya know... n yah... work is also piling up higher n higher, and its not that im not doin my work, but instead the teachers are overloading us wif tonnes of work, n that is realli stressing me out...yah... depressed 2dae... altho im sure i didnt show any signs of it in skool 2dae. Got back bio test 2dae( finally) n got onli 20/35... seriously depressed man...never ever get soO low for bio b4... maybe its time that i face up to reality and learn that no one can score soO well for every single test... seriously ... just take the chinese scholars for eg. they can pass all their subjects wif flying colours... but a single english language will bring about their downfall... sad rite?

Yah...ok... 2dae found out i was in English high achievers group... the one wif Mdm Wan... ok lar... feel quite surprised at 1st... coz i got C6 for last CA...lalalalala... nvm.. den found out they based it on last yr's final term results...haha... got B3...so ok lah...haha... den was surprised Fahmi n John was not in HA... realli feel they deserve to be in there...den 2dae finally got a maths teacher to replace mrs lim... MR KAMLESH! haha... quite happy sia... he's a good teacher... but to us 4E'ers... no maths teacher is better than mrs lim... heard from Kamlesh that mrs lim had waited 7 years for a kidney... n finally she got it... n according to lela... she's recuperating... n she will not b teaching us anymore... as the school does not want to stress her out by teaching a graduating class... n seriously ... we dun blame her at all... realli wanted to visit her... but bcoz lela scared that she may be infected by us that will lead to tissue rejection... soO she didnt allow us to go... but nvm... we understand... realli hope she will get well soon^_^ Yah... n we also got alot of catchup work to do for maths... differentiation n integration... madness ...hell of alot to study...realli got to brace myself...

N yah... the ARC camp was alrite... not perfect tho... but its a good enuf effort considered that the sec 3s organised it by themselves... soO yah...well done...=P Realli wanted to put up some fotos of the camp... yah but my PC abit mad mad... so cannot le lor...haha...

Yupz... 2dae miss low mad mad de... rushed finished the entire 4B tXb... n yah... in one hours...9 chpt lehz...walow...she mad sia...haha... but ok lah.. since its not tested... so ok lah...n almost 4got tmr got ting xie... got to go study... dun want to do badly for anything again... new term... n a new beginning to everything...the future's bright...wahaha