Wow... really really exhausting week... think that stress level is getting higher as the prelims approach... n yupz... yesterdae i kinda collapsed... not really faint but immediately after dinner... i just dropped on my bed n just slept... altho there's a chem test the nxt dae... im realli very very tired le... dunno y oso... really sleep deprived... haiz... only wake up at like 10.30 pm coz my mum came in n call me... lolx... lucky sia... or else 2dae my chem test sure die like shit... lolx...

Ok...2dae... chem test... hmm.. its ok bahz... but when mr chooi asked whether we wanted the test to be counted in this term's CA... i voted that i didnt want... coz i tot that it will stress him out as he wud have to mark everything by monday... but wad i didnt noe was that this test was quite impt for a few ppl n they had studied very hard for it... im realli sorry... realli realli sorry... to Fatin n Fenny... i didnt noe... sorry...

Anyway about the other day... i think on wed... miss neo practically broke down man... she just cried out of the blues n ran out of class... i think that teachers keep encouraging us to relax n not to stress out... but the matter of fact is that the teachers themselves r even more stressed den us... take miss neo as an example... she has like 8 graduating classes to teach... n the other teachers are all taking her period away from her... coz the other teachers do not release us on time... den she's not able to finish the syllabus wif many of her classes... den have to come back for xtra lesson... realli super duper stress... haiz... thats y we students must sumtimes too understand wad teachers r going thru... coz they r more tired n stressed den us...

Ok... den 2dae got back my eng CA... that personal recount... really damn demoralising sia... got onli like 16/30... haiz... its esp bad as eng prelims is this coming mondae... realli scared lor... later like my bro get C6... haiyo... disasterous sia... if i get a C6 (which is of high possibility) first... i will not get into TJC even if i got straight A1s for my other 7 subjects (haha... got 1 A1 le... Chinese!) ... den it will be very very demoralising for the Os... coz its like i put in soO much effort yet still like that... 11 pts... haiyo... i dun want!!! i want 7 pts! Must go brush up on my expository essays... i will nvr ever do personal recount! i can do it! i hope so...

Ok... im realli very very tired... i have been kinda quiet in skool nowadaes... ( just a little bit... hahaha)... coz im to tired to crap n luff.... lolx... but 2dae exception lah... haha... 2dae after skool go makan wif adam, choon wei n john... BK! haha...lolx... den really luffed until got abs sia... wahaha... damn crap lah... joked about everything under the sun... haha... yea... haha... dunno y but luffed like mad... haha... lufter is the best medicine... haha...

Ok... mondae's eng prelims... im realli nervous about it... hope i dun flunk it...