Oh my.. im soooo burnt out man.. altho its like onli 2 daes after the CNY hols.. skool has been terrible exhausting.. hu saes 1st 3 mths is onli funz n play.. its rubbish.. as proven by me.. haha.. aiyah.. realli nth much to blog abt.. haha.. skool is.. hmm.. studying.. n nth much.. im tired.. i jus wanna rest.. haha.. been home like 6.30pm everydae is no joke.. like 12hrs in skool? madness..

Ok.. my parents r officially on their wonderful holidae in New Zealand.. n im like stuck at home wif my grandpa n maid.. unfair rite? haha.. i oso wanna go! But too bad got skool.. haizzzz... nvm.. i wudnt suan myself anymore.. jus sae that i love skool.. jus that its taxing physically n mentally.. n i've been missing out on soo much things i used to do n enjoy.. like TV n comp.. sooo little leisure activities nowadaes.. dun even have the time to read newspaper.. thats how bad it is..lol..

2dae john john was telling me he may wanna drop one of the sciences.. coz triple science is realli tooo taxing le.. hmm.. lets sae i like my course coz its realli special.. coz we r the onli MAD 25 students in singapore to offer this crappy combination.. n yah.. i love my class.. n it allows me to keep my options realli wide.. as i dun realli noe wad i want to be in the future.. n another thing is that its realli fulfilling at the end of the dae.. yah.. i dun wanna regret anything after JC.. like Kamlesh saes " i shud have.." .. so yah.. thats the nice part of my sub comb.. but the bad side.. its extremely taxing.. n yah.. sumhow i feel that alot of teachers r discouraging us to take this sub comb.. they do not sae it out verbally.. but frm wad they sae.. it realli seems so.. like my civics tutor mrs lim.. she keep saeing.. "its good to be the jack of all trades.. but its not if u r master of none.." yah.. so its quite obvious rite? n yah.. ppl sae i shud also put in sum of my time in non-academic activities.. which i love alot.. like in sec skool.. i onli join 1 PDP.. coz i onli have time for one.. so i dun realli noe how much non academic activity is enuf.. teachers sae that these activities help to add on to ur portfolios after 2 yrs in JC.. n help to beautify it n its very impt.. while my parents told me not to join too many.. they said one is enuf.. they tot i did too much in sec skool le.. so its time to concentrate on my studies for the nxt 2 yrs.. so yah.. sumhow im realli confused about this issue lah.. n its not very nice...

But anyway.. this problem wud be solved as long as i dun do too well for Os.. strange isnt it.. if i dun do well enuf to qualify for triple science.. den problem solved.. but the fact is i want to score as well as i can.. i want 6 to 8 pts raw.. but i dun noe if i can.. speaking of Os.. results gonna be out nxt wk.. thats realli fast.. hope to get it done n over wif.. but also im realli nervous.. every nite having strange nightmares of myself failing my subs.. esp comb humans.. its realli very very scary.. coz i personally think i didnt do as well as my prelims.. im realli feeling horrible.. realli realli HORRIBLE!!!

im such a sad guy now...