Yah...very very long time nvr blog le...coz i stupid PC is giving me headaches. Yups... jus changed my phone... yah... still feeling very guilty abt it until now... yah so must be very guai(1) from now on... haha...at least i will try...n yups... the tests have started and yah... abit more stress lor...as per normal lah... n yar... satisfied wif my 1st bio test this year.. got 24.5/30... yah...that's not exactly the best result u can get... but ok lar... satisfied... n yar... gettin back e maths test tml... not very confident... even though math is my specialty... yar...stress... hope i dun do too badly...

Yar..have a maths test on fridae... on circular measure... ok lar...at least easier than e maths...yups... heard most ppl in class passed the Bio reexam...soO happy 4 them... yah... den vick cut her hair... now she looks soO like pan Fong...wahaha...no offence... sec4 life...sucks... everydae got maths, chinese and homejoy time...everydae soO late than can go home... go home everydae oso feel like sleeping...zZZ...-_-'

Haiz... finally managed to memorise my mo xie le...hope can get full marks tml... haha... ambitious me... nvr get full marks b4...haha...yah... feel like sleeping now le... cya... haha=p

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( By the way all this is in chinese coz i'm quite bored to write all in English coz it can realli be boring... think i can express myself better in chinese..haha... anyway to anyone who's reading my blog...happy trying to understand wad i'm writing...haha...=P)

YaY... finally...my much awaited weekends have arrived...haha...has been a long long week for me... soO much homejoy and soO much thingys to do in skool...eg... CCA orientation...sianz rite...everydae like 6 then reach home... den like got CL everydae...maths everydae...very tiring...very exhausted me...i tot that this weekend can have a nice rest...but guess wad? Nxt week like got Bio, Emaths n Physics test! Wad the heck! when will i ever have a nice weekend to rest? and according to miss neo...i will not be able to have a nice break even during Chinese New Year... got E.geog test following week! i realli stressed out sia... CCA supposed to help me destress...but CCA nowadaes CCA isnt CCA anymore... I'm in Air Rifle Club (ARC)...but i'm goin to more meeting than trainings? Wad's the meaning of this? Makes no sense...rubbish sia...I realli hope that mr soh will allow us to have more regular training sessions... simply love training... gives me a great sense of achievement...a.k.a. man zu gan...haha...and yah... because of all this horribly boring meetings... i now am having irregular meals...and yah...it's causing me to lose some weight...but i shud feel happy...but it's not veri healthy to do so rite? haha...biology has taken it's toll on me...haha...nutrition....

This whole week has been doin my Curriclar Vitae 4 english... so decided to write down all my achievements in my past 3 yrs in TMS...haha...TMS RoX...

1) NDP and SYF 2002---2 CCA pt
2) ARC participation for 4 yrs--4 CCA pt
3) Student Council for 4 yrs--2 CCA pt
4) ARC EXCO member for 2 yrs--1 CCA pt
5) AR inter skool 2003-- 1 CCA pt
6) Lots of miscellaneous AR competetion--1 CCA pt
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Haha...wif all these stuff...i've already got an A1 for my CCA...wahaha... soO happy sia... at least my efforts have not gone to waste...haha... feeling much better now...and of course very very sleepy...soO got to go have my nice comfy sleep le..haha...

Hey...i'm back...haha.It's comin to the end of week 2...haha...time realli flies when u're busy...2dae supposed 2 stayed back after school to train...but Principal wasnt in...so no key to open the armoury...which means no training...haha...wasnt realli happy...coz didnt have proper training for quite a long time le... yah...tml got training...at 1630...after the sec 1 skills testing thingy ...haiz... by den ...already damn tired le...still have to train...haiz...den instead 2dae did sum boring meeting...which i mean is boring...sitting in the hot and stuffy CD shelter... n staring at each other... and our dear Mr Soh and Coach discussing away and we doin nothing but looking at them...den oso took down the AR banner...actualli the banner is damn nice de...but the ruffia burst le...yah...so thing became abit crumpled...haha...

Den 2dae Adam, Joseph n John force me to join the stupid Chinese Karaoke competition ... think it's soO lame lor...but miss low said that she will give points for joining the competition...yah...soO for the sole purpose of gettin the precious points...i joined the group performance wif Adam, Joseph, n John... i think my class quite enthu sia... altho my CL class onli got 23 ppl...but got 3 groups joining the competition...haha...

Haiz...2dae oso feeling very tired...soO dun want to write so much le...haha...cya ...=P

Yah...2dae very stressed sia...and i'm blogging to destress myself...soO fun rite? Haha...2dae Patsy Neo decided not to teach... and ask us do a stupid mind map on tourism...ok lar... my grp did ok...but my stupid hand quite tired sia...coz they ask me to write everything on the sUper BiG mahjong paper...coz my handwriting supposed to be e best...but ast it turns out...it's bad...haha...ok nvm...enuf of my very inconsistent handwriting...

Den Mrs Lim...haha...finally started A Maths le...yah..soO happy...finally got rid of the simple ...yet very irritating E Maths...haha...did circular measure... the radians, the pi, the area, the sehment...soO damn fun to do...enjoyed it realli much... simply love maths...cant help it...haha...

Did a cirriculum vitae 2dae for English...found out that i did quite alot of things in my short but meaningful 3 years of secondary school life so far...haha...hmm... hope that Lela wud include everything i wrote in it 4 my testimonial...how nice that wud be...haha...

2dae sec 1s did their CCA testing thingy... ok...i was actualli very shocked... in previous years, we had to persuade and persuade them b4 they wud even give Air Rifle a try...esp the gals...but 2dae...there were like at least 80 ppl who came to try out AR..and inclusive of like 10 gals...a great improvement frm previous yrs... that shows that our lollipop marketing strategy worked! YeaH! Yah...and 2dae got voted into EXCO...and me n kelvin nearly got the votes for the sec 4 EXCO...haha...except 3 of course...grrhh...haha jus joking...i think everyone has a different opinion n i shud and will respect that dif opinion...no one is perfect...yah...den Ash and Vick oso in EXCO...haha...coz they were the only 2 sec 4 gals...soO interesting rite? yah den did the skills testing stuff...and when the sec 1s heard abt the inclined pull up thingy... they were like.. "Can i skip this station and give me a fail?" and i, being such an 'evil' person...i said one word...NO! haha...jus jokin...i'm an ok guy lar...haha...onli love to laugh alot...haha...

Den must observe how they hold the rifle too...and some were ok and nice...they obediently listen to ur instructions...and it makes it fun teaching them... but as u noe...not everyone in this world is the same...dun believe me...ask Diana...haha... her last 'student' was like a living hell... always talking back to her and pretending he's smarter then the rest and even Diana...n jus to let u all noe...Diana is the top in level for sec 1 2004...which i am still realli puzzled abt... she look soO blurr...jus like adeline...haha...

Realli hope that we can get the correct ppl 4 AR this yr...only get ppl who are serious abt excelling and training...no slackers pls...haha...but oso must make sure that not everyone is that serious... that will make AR very boring ... altho training comes 1st...but fun is not far behind...haha...

This few daes wifout my bro in the house seems to be the most boring time in my life...no one to talk to...onli me, my PC, my TV, Hp Books and my discman in my room...soO damn sianz lor...it's either me staring at the wall or me not staring at anything...meaning that i'm sleeping...haha...crapping...but i'm sure i will get used to this boredom... anyway my bro will be back in one week...haha...life will improve...usually talking to my bro will relieve abit of stress...

Nvr felt this much stress ever in my life b4... dunno y feeling soO pressured... my parents did not give me any pressure... neither ded the teachers...nor my tutors...maybe it's my expectation is far higher then i supposed to get... first... i want an A1 for my Chinese "O" levels in June...den come the prelims...in August...planning to do as well as i can... altho not counted...haha den for "O"s ...want to get 8 points...isit ridiculous?... Haha...hope can make it...

Recently...i oso suddenly simply cant stop listening to Kelly Clarkson's songs...eg ... breakaway...since u been gone...in the hazel eyes...etc...maybe it's quite soothing... yup...i even bought the CD...haha...1st time i bought a CD in a long time...haha...music...it can do wonders...haha...

Realised the i wrote alot 2dae...thats the amount of stress i'm under 2dae... dunno y oso...maybe i dun noe myself very well...haha..BLURR BOI...haha...stress is actualli taking it's toll on my fragile mind...yah...but yah...feeling much better after blogging...yup...will be fine...must take it cool... tml still got CL after skool...and still owe Miss Low one CL compo...have to do it at 3.40 pm tml...haiz...another long dae ahead...nvm...everything oso have to "ren"...ren yi shi, feng pin lang jing...haha...shu yu sia! my Chinese improve le ! yay...hah...crapping ... yah...that's all le...gettin veri sleepy...tired...haha...gtg sleep le...jus jokin...TV more impt then sleep...haha...soO anyway...that's all folks!=P

Yah...if u realise... i've got back to writing using my horrible english... coz i find that using good english in my blog got not much meaning...yah...so here i am... haha...yah... so happy 2dae...coz i got my edusave scholarship! yay! amd actualli got more den i expected...i got the top 5% scholarship...soO happy leh...

Yah...2dae got my dad 2 drive me to Haig Girls school to collect the scholarship... den letter say parents supposed to go...den when i reach there... my dad was too lazy to get out of the car... and oso did not have the patience to sit there and wait for me...till the presentation is over...so he simply dropped me off at Haig Girls and drove off... yah...then went up to the hall...didnt expected the hall to be soO small sia...den yah..soO happy to meet a few of my old friends...Pei Shan, Fredrick, Cheryl...den oso met Geraldine there(council de...)...den there like onli got 3 Temasekians...soO sad sia...soO lonely...haha...den went home after the ceremony.. waited for that stupid bus 33...waited for 20 minutes sia...den change bus to 155...den reach home lor...yah by the time reach home damn tired le...

And another thing...my mum is finally convinced that i can cope wif both my CCA and academic good enuf...yah...so my mum decided to sponsor me the whole cost 4 my AR equipment! yaY! Haha...aiyah...2dae nth much 2 say le...haha...that's all le lor...haha...

Hmm, i have decided to write in good grammatically correct english, because my O's are in 11 months i think. Haha, it's crap, so not me. I'm so stressed, because i heard the sec 4s 2004 did not do that well for their prelims, and no one went to VJC , so sad right? Ok, New Year Resolution. Firstly, get about 8 points for my O's since my prelims will no longer be counted. 8 points will only bring me to maximum VJC, but i'm ok with it. Actually, my target is simply to enter TJC, my dream college. Secondly, try to win DHS and SPS in the inter-school Air Rifle competition in July and win a gold in East Zone. What a morale booster it will be for my O's if i really manage to win a gold. Haha.

Today, my brother went into NS. I'm really feeling very bored because there will no longer be anyone to bully and irritate me at home. Lucky for me, i still have my PC, haha. Homeroom system has started in school, and i think that it isn't that bad after all, can study and exercise at the same time. I really feel that class 4E(4/2) has really improved alot in terms of discipline, because we are no longer late for lessons, and we have been handing in our homejoy on time. In addition, we did not make any teacher angry this week, that's if i'm not wrong. I think it's because we have much much better teachers this year, including Miss Yati, Miss Neo, Mrs Lim SY, Mr Chooi, Mr Oh, Miss Lela. Practically all the teachers this year is good. Hope this will help me do well for my O's. Only time will tell.

Today's sec 1 investiture and i, as per normal, is a candle bearer. I've done it for 3 year already, so interesting right? Haha. Then because of investiture, i skipped chinese lesson. So sad, because have to do a compo for Chinese next wednesday. Tired. Then after the investiture, i went for the CCA orientation for sec 1s. I think the lollipops technique worked. Quite a number of people came to our stall today. And Mr Soh's absent today, so there was abit of complication. But after abit of sorting out and planning, everything went fine, except for some of the sec 2s, abit greedy, take so many lollipops. But besides that, everyone is very cooperative and i think today's a success for the TMS ARC. Good job people! And today i think that ARC have somehow offended the CO people. And Beverly seems very angry with me for taking down their poster which was stuck at the ARC booth, and it was Mr Soh who told me to take the posters off. I'm feeling so very guilty now. It's like i'm taking the rap for something i i really don't want to do, but i don't have a choice. I'm really feeling so damn horrible.

After the CCA orientation, i went to prepare for the sec 1 bbq dinner. Although it was very tiring and of course i felt very sticky, oily and miserable, but at the end of the day, i think that all that i've done is worth it. Then i went home n have a very nice warm bath and watched TV then sleep. So tired now, i think non- academic activities have somehow taken it's toll on me. I'm feeling so exhausted only 1 week into school. Really hope that this weekend will give me enough rest to rejuvenate and replenish myself. Preparing for a fresh new week ahead.

Ok, i will end here. This is my first time using proper english and i hope this will somehow improve my english and i really feel very weird writing in proper english. Nvm, i think i will feel ok after a while.

Yay...back in skool again le...haha...new skool enviroment...the whole skool practically changed colour...haha...not veri nice though...but ok lar...haha... yah ...den timetable change...class names oso change sia...soO funni...it's according to the word "Universal"... so it's like 4U, 4N, 4I, 4V, 4E...n guess wad? The ex-3/2 is 4E...haha...4- excellence...haha...got reputation to keep up..haha...

Hmm..den 2dae is like the happiest dae of my life! Haha... YUSOFF IS GONE ! WAHAHA... ENG KONG KIAN IS OSO GONE! AND MRS LIM SWU YUN IS BOTH OUR E&A MATHS TEACHER!But too bad...Mdm Suriadi is no longer teaching us Elective Geog le...soO sad sia... hmm... she's a good teacher...altho abit naggy at times...haha... den PATSY NEO take over elective grog 4 our class sia...die le...heard she damn strict...haiz...den oso veri sad... Miss Woon no longer teaching us pure chem le...soO damn sad lor...altho her lessons damn boring.. but veri useful...aww...goin to miss her... hmm... maybe it's bcoz our class irritated her soO much that she gave up on our class...soO sad...yah... den Miss Yati is taking over Mr Yusoff...haha...something to be happy abt...finally... my social studies got hope le...haha...sigh of relief...

Yah...den everything n everybody in class is the same...except Adil is gone...soO sad... class wud be soO boring wifout him...haiz...hmm...but wish him the best of luck anyway...haha...

2dae morning assembly teacher intro quite a number of new overseas scholars joining sec 3s...haha...this year hor...soO diverse in culture sia... got a few frm Indonesia, China, Thailand n Vietnam...wish the present sec 3 batch good luck sia.. coz the scholars are realli damn smart...eg... Gao Yuan(4/5) frm China... stole the 1st in level frm Yan Shan...n by quite a large margin...n Yan Shan's av is already like 80.8 ...so Gao Yuan leh? haha...damn scary sia...haha...

Yah...hope that a new year wud mean new beginning to everything...yah... n hope this year wud be an exciting n meaningful year... n hope i will do reasonably well in my O's...haha...