Ok... 2dae's teachers' dae.. got my CCA award.. quite malu bahz... onli get commendation... haiz... nvm.. better den nth... lolx.. den my class performed for concert... great job 4E-ians! We RaWK MaN!!! we rose up to the occasion! Great Performance! I bet the teachers wud be hoping that we 4E-ians will rise to the occasion again at prelims n O levels... haha... n yah... amazingly... the floral gift that we made got 3rd! haha... amazing sia... *stunned*.. haha... den the other class performance by 4S, 4I, 4U were also great! haha... we graduating classes all put up the best performances sia! YeaH! haha...lolx...

Den went for that teachers Day breakfast... haha... it was ok... haha.. took quite alot of pics.. haha.. hmm... i will try to post a few here... haha.. n u noe wad.. me n Brit made record.. haha... we actualli approached miss low n took a photo wif her! haha.. lolx... cool yea... n thx to mr eddie tan for the help as well... n thought of sumthing... i think the other dae i stole his taxi... oOps! haha..lolx... den nth much bahz... ahha...

This yr didnt go back to Ngee Ann Pri again coz like all my teachers retired le... except mrs Pang if im not wrong... soO yah... not much meaning to go back... summore Joon Tat, Jun jun, Jialin, Xing Ying all like nvr go back oso... soO 4get it bahz... yah lah... boring bahz 2dae... straight away go home slack... haha... did the AMK sec A maths pp... haha.. [B][O][R][I][N][G]... haha

chem prac was a total fluke...

Im a loser..

SoO careless..

nVr read qn properly..

my tiTration readings were disastrous..

everything is soO horrible..

Whats wrong wif me?

Die le...

Prelims die le...

Y Like thaT?

TJC no More...

MJC no more toO...

TPJC? dunno...

Haiz...

shI BaI shI BaI...

Demoralised after just 2 papers into prelims...

Dunno hOw m i gOnna survive tHis prelims..

Y dO i always have to screw uP my most iMportant exam?

Like PSLE...

History Pls donT repeat urself...

GoNnA study really really very hard...

Got to cover up my stupid mistakes 2dae...

Haiz...

Depressed..

Haiz... disastrous 4 me 2dae... eng prelims... think i flunk like shit lor... no planning n pure crapping... there goes my TJC dream... MJC here i come...

English... confirm C6 le...

Die

Pray hard

Not even straight A1s can save me

God save me

<<< ...Very Very SaD bOi...>>>

Ok... 2dae kinda slack bahz... haha.. altho eng prelims is on mondae... haiz... ok... 1st went to skool for that CCA award thing rehersal... sianz lah... waste my time... 8am delay until 9 sia... waste my 1hr of sleep... haha... den left the CCA award rehersal early coz got to go for lessons... lessons more impt! haha... chem lesson... 2dae lesson about QA n VA... revise... coz chem prac prelim on tuesdae... den mr oh came in... 1 hr of phy... n u noe wad? I DUN UNDERSTAND THAT STUPID CATHoDE RAY OCILLOSCOPE!!! y the hell must we learn that thing... haiz... i dun understand... ok wadever lah... den after lessons go makan wif john, choon wei, vicki, sabrina n jazreel... ahaha... 1st time eat yoshinoya sia... so sad rite? haha... lolx... not bad bah... haha... den after that go NTUC slack den went home le... *time trap*... gosh i still rmb that... haha... den took bus 10 home... as usual... lolx...

N u noe wad... 2dae i saw that Dr Chee guy at TM MRT station... rmb that guy who insulted LKY? the super daring one... den kenna sued like shit... hhaah...lolx.. he was there promoting his anti government campaign again... he was saying that the govt corrupted or sumthing... lame lah... ahaha...lolx... but really admire his courage... to even dare to insult LKY is already super mad le... n he scolds the entire govt... wow... pei fu...

Hmm... did abit of work 2dae... did one eng essay... did both tha Clementi Town A maths paper... den did Ang Mo Kio sec E Maths P1... den did the geog revision ex on development... quite ok bahz... haha... den went to buy my cake! haha...lolx... tmr B'dae!... haha... now i can finally guang ming zheng da watch NC-16 movies... haha... YeaH! haha... but abit sadz oso sia... got to spend my b'dae studying... haiz... tmr think i gonna do the EL P1 part 2... haha... abit scared of that too... haha... scared i fail again like CT... haiz... history pls dun repeat urself....

Wow... really really exhausting week... think that stress level is getting higher as the prelims approach... n yupz... yesterdae i kinda collapsed... not really faint but immediately after dinner... i just dropped on my bed n just slept... altho there's a chem test the nxt dae... im realli very very tired le... dunno y oso... really sleep deprived... haiz... only wake up at like 10.30 pm coz my mum came in n call me... lolx... lucky sia... or else 2dae my chem test sure die like shit... lolx...

Ok...2dae... chem test... hmm.. its ok bahz... but when mr chooi asked whether we wanted the test to be counted in this term's CA... i voted that i didnt want... coz i tot that it will stress him out as he wud have to mark everything by monday... but wad i didnt noe was that this test was quite impt for a few ppl n they had studied very hard for it... im realli sorry... realli realli sorry... to Fatin n Fenny... i didnt noe... sorry...

Anyway about the other day... i think on wed... miss neo practically broke down man... she just cried out of the blues n ran out of class... i think that teachers keep encouraging us to relax n not to stress out... but the matter of fact is that the teachers themselves r even more stressed den us... take miss neo as an example... she has like 8 graduating classes to teach... n the other teachers are all taking her period away from her... coz the other teachers do not release us on time... den she's not able to finish the syllabus wif many of her classes... den have to come back for xtra lesson... realli super duper stress... haiz... thats y we students must sumtimes too understand wad teachers r going thru... coz they r more tired n stressed den us...

Ok... den 2dae got back my eng CA... that personal recount... really damn demoralising sia... got onli like 16/30... haiz... its esp bad as eng prelims is this coming mondae... realli scared lor... later like my bro get C6... haiyo... disasterous sia... if i get a C6 (which is of high possibility) first... i will not get into TJC even if i got straight A1s for my other 7 subjects (haha... got 1 A1 le... Chinese!) ... den it will be very very demoralising for the Os... coz its like i put in soO much effort yet still like that... 11 pts... haiyo... i dun want!!! i want 7 pts! Must go brush up on my expository essays... i will nvr ever do personal recount! i can do it! i hope so...

Ok... im realli very very tired... i have been kinda quiet in skool nowadaes... ( just a little bit... hahaha)... coz im to tired to crap n luff.... lolx... but 2dae exception lah... haha... 2dae after skool go makan wif adam, choon wei n john... BK! haha...lolx... den really luffed until got abs sia... wahaha... damn crap lah... joked about everything under the sun... haha... yea... haha... dunno y but luffed like mad... haha... lufter is the best medicine... haha...

Ok... mondae's eng prelims... im realli nervous about it... hope i dun flunk it...

Ok... 2dae's amaths mock exam... yupz... abit of careless mistakes... but other den that it was ok... haha... den saw that CCA awards thing... onli got commendation sia... wo bu fu qi!!! Zhi Wei arh! haha... lolx... no lah... just started reminiscing about that fateful day... haiz... sadz sia... disappointed... haha... den vick got half colour... shaz got full colour... haiz... damn it feels horrible losing to ur junior... haha... lolx... ok... but i want my half colour at least lor... i got a silver for individual lor... y like that! haha... lolx... im just stressed out... tests r piling high up... stress level is at the maximum le... prelims in 5 days to prelims... haiz...

Oh my... has been like 1 week since i last blogged... haha... i have practically been living my no life life... haha.. following the same routine day after day after day... really no life sia... n i've really not have enuf sleep... haiyo... the panda eyes n the eye bags are appearing... haha.. ok.. this week i've done quite abit of work... especially yesterdae... did the 2002 geog paper... 4 out of the 5 qns... do until my hand wanna break sia... den did the bukit panjang govt high maths papers... all of them... damn tiring sia... den oso did all the bio qns that miss lela gave for the xtra class... haha... feel damn good sia... haha... n to miss lela... im not not hardworking enough... haha... lolx... just joking... haha... soO yah after doing so much work... must reward myslf yea... haha.. soO 2dae i only did the last qn of the 2002 geog paper.. haha... n i slacked away all my time... yea... haha... firstly went to habourfront after lunch to get my SD card frm the canon main office... haha... den at the same time go look look around... waste my time 4 fun ... haha... den came back home... den my bro ask me follow him go bedok... get his army stuff n but some other stuff la... den follow lor... go walk walk... waste time again... haha... bought a shirt... haha... coz my bro influence me de... haha.. lolx... den came back home 4 dinner... haha... its a MUST to come back home for dinner for my family... esp me... haha... lolx... den 2dae maid went for shopping... haha... soO 2dae my mum got to do everything... n i oso have to do abit of the household chores... haha... and i mean a bit... haha... iM super lazy man... haha... lolx.. ok... im gonna go study abit more later... coz im feeling the guilt...

PRELIMS IS IN 7 DAYS TIME!!! PANICK PANICK PANICK!!! IM SOO GONNA DO SUPER BADLY MAN!! SOMEONE SAVE ME...

iM tired... haiz... just tired...

Ok.. 2dae went to skool for chem in the morning... 9 to 11.30... gd revision... didnt noe my electrochem was soO bad.. until 2dae... haha.. ok... did alot of chem essay qns.. yupz... den after that went to go makan wif choon wei, john, li wen, mei ying, beverly, sabrina, crystal, vicki... at 1st john sae wanna go makan at a "dunno where is it" hawker centre... den he missed the stop... lolx... den end up at bedok interchange... so go eat mac lor... haha...lolx.. den makan lor... den played wif that dunno wad tarrot cards... haha.. read future de... lolx... cannot fully believe it... our destiny is in our hands! haha.. (actually this means that i didnt get such good cards yea... wahaha)... lolx... den after that den go home le lor...

After went home... dunno y.. but go motivation to do A maths, A maths n nth but A maths... haha.. so i did n did n did n did... until now... 10pm ... haha.. did like frm 4 to 10... minus dinner... abt 5 hrs of maths ba... finished the whole integration techniques part... n intergration of areas half way le... total like 60 qns ba... realli do until wanna die le sia... haha... but got sense of satisfaction wo... haha... think gonna contine later ba... but i oso wanna sleep! haha... lolx...

Ok... this is just an entry to waste sumtime... wahaa...lolx...

SiGh oF rElief man... haha... 2dae got back chinese results... really nerve wrecking sia... they pinned the results up on the canteen noticeboard... wad lor... make it like soO public sia... haha... yah.. got my A1... haha... kewl... n distinction for oral... soO happy... realli excited sia... for those who didnt do as well as they thought they can... cheer up kz! Dun bother to retake tho... just concentrate more on ur other subjects kz... U CAN DO IT! YEAH! n My cousin got a B3 n Merit... not bad le lah... jia yoU kz... haha...

Ok... 2dae got O levels Eng oral for majority of the class... heard from them that its not bad... much better den prelims... wah... wasted sia... if onli my orals is 2dae... if onli.. haha... hmm... so lets c the trend... haha... 1st dae of orals was kinda tuff ... den 2nd dae is ok... den 3rd dae? EASY! *dreaming* Just hope that the orals r ok... not betting that it will be easy... but at least make it ok... haha... *praying praying*... haha... im sure gonna hav such a restless weekend... wif the constant phobia that i will flunk my orals.. haha... haiyo... think of it... i dun think it will be that bad oso ba... haha... since im number one... i set the standards... haha.. hope i set it high enuf... haha... pls god save me... haha... *dying of anxiousness*

Hmm.. as been sum time since i blog yea... haha... very busy life... mugging like nobody's business... haha... have been concentrating alot on my humanities this 2 weeks... haha... n also start my a maths le... haha... coz elective geog prelims is like on 29th this month... together wif english... soO realli got to buck up le... n that john arh! mad sia he.. haha... driving me n miss yati crazy yea... last week he handed up 7 essays... haha... den i still can cope... did 7 oso wif him... den this week he did another 7! wth.. haha... realli dun hav the time to write so much lor...so onli wrote 2 essays... haha... *i wanna sleep*... haha... den miss yati was like asking us not to do anymore essays... coz she cannot cope.. haha... too much to mark.. haha... but the catch here is... she said dun do SEQ le... but she didnt sae dun do SBQ! wahaha... i rawk man... finding various methods to drive miss yati crazy ... wahha...

N yah... on the bus 2dae... saw this i think sec 1 st hilda's gal... aiyoh... i realli like bu shuang can... she like so old le still need her mother to carry her bag for her... summore like shout at her mum for walking soO slowly... wad sia... she realli tot her mum is free labour arh?! haha... but altho like none of my business... but just think nowadaes the children like too spoilt le... dun even noe how to carry their bags... haiz... realli very bei ai arh... dunno lah...

Anyway... i think getting back my O levels chinese results tmr.. realli hope can score my A1 sia... if i score A2 or B3 i will just freak out lor... this time like if dun score well i realli dunno wad to do sia... haiz... realli hoping things will turn out for the better... *im only hoping*... haha... n to those 4E ppl taking their O levels orals tmr... wish u all the best of luck!!! cOz i will need the luck back on mondae when it will be my turn... n guess wad? iM number ONE one mondae... die... god bless me sia... haha...

2dae.. realli got my beauty sleep... haha... slept from 2am to 12 pm... haha... 10 hrs! haha... ok... den ate lunch.. den got to follow my parents to some functionheld by the paint company.. haha... alot of people sia... c until scared... haha... it was held at Shaw Lido... the cinema... haha... summore got free movie lehz... ^_^.. haha... lolx... den i realised... its the 1st time in like 10 yrs since i watched a movie wif my parents... haha... kewl yea.. haha... watched qi jian (7 swords)... haha... very kewl show... haha... lots of action... n swordplay... very kewl.. haha... really recommend this movie man! haha... den after movie did abit of shopping wif parents... haha... den went for dinner at my fav restaurant... haha... at North Bridge Road... haha... great food... haha... yumZ... ate until almost bloated sia... haha... but one funny thing... my bro wasnt here... coz he got army duty... haha... n i very seldom eat out without my bro.. haha... ok lah... den went home...

2dae has been a very good dae... except i practically did not do any work... except for 2 geog essays... aha... ok... tmr's national dae celebration... teachers performing... so looking forward to the Famous Japanese Sensation... EKK! haha.. kewl lah... ok... gonna slp le... ByEz~

2dae's a realli hectic dae yea... n its a sat... can u believe it? haha... lessons started at 9am... chemistry... think that im soO prepared for Os now... mr chooi did like super revision... haha... realli fully understand everything le... haha... yeah! den until 11.20am... den went for like 10 minutes break... eat peanuts n drank vitasoy (VITASOY RAWKS!)... haha.. lolx... den went for geog class... humans rm... damn shiok... n miss neo bought us egg tarts n dounuts... soO nice rite? haha... den did quite alot of map reading... i finally noe how to read a map! yea! haha.. lolx...

Den after lesson which was like 2 plus 3 went to makan wif adam, choon wei n john at bedok... john insisted that we eat LJS... so ok lor... haha... met fahmi there wif his parents... haha... filial boi... haha... den eat until damn bloated sia... haha... den after that go home le lor... haha... *time trap*... went home u noe wads the 1st thing i did? haha... i sat down n cheong one e maths P1..haha... quite easy ba... soO took like 1 hr onli.. haha.. yea... den bath... den did a maths P1 ... haha...fun sia... maths after maths... hahah... den after dinner cheong my geog worksheet... do until i hand pain sia... write soO much.. haha... so proud of myself 2dae... i did soO much work (much more than wad i usually do.. that is... haha...)... tmr gonna do summore geog essays... let miss neo mark... i dun care if she fail me now... prelims dun fail can le... no... its i want A1! haha... gonna do maybe like 2 geog essays n 2 ss essays tmr ba... hope i can finish n hope my hand dun break... haha... realli got to make use of this sudden burst of energy i have to cheong as much as i can... haiz... prelims coming... 23 more daes encounting to 1st 2 written papers... EL n Geog... haiz,... no more time to slack le... realli last 23metres le... haha.. i can do it... YEAH!

Ok... end of another very tiring week... now i really understand y many sec 4s complain that sec 4 life is very stressed... ok... 1st my score... good news and bad news... good news is that i set the school record... 545/600... bad news... i think that its totally an unacceptable score... its kinda pathetic considering that i've been training for 3.5 years already... thats y i really got to give credits to aqilah n shazunnah... aqilah scored a wooping 385/400... and shazunnah scored a great 379/400... really... its not an easy feat... n their lowest score is... 9... wth... haiz... the feeling of losing to your junior is not very nice... ok... i will strive harder after my Os yea... i will be back...

Study wise... i think there r ups n downs... haiz... all i noe that its kinda in a terrible mess.. i did not do much revision this week... so think that i've got to utilise my weekends very well... 1st i realli got to start my geog... coz prelims geog is on 29 August... n im soO dead le... haiz... mugging again... n seriously... do anybody realised that i've become much more mad than before? haha... i really feel a significant change in my attitude man... all i do is luff all dae n act crazy... (if u noe wad i mean... ask gerry n jk lah... haha...) Hmm... i think its really stress taking its toll on me... n acting crazy is just a way to reduce my stress... haiz... thats my life... Really feel like sleeping now... coz i've really had insufficient sleep for the whole of this week... the maximum amt of sleep i had this week was 7 hrs... on tuesdae nite... coz sumone forced me to sleep... haha... den the rest of the daes? 5-6 hrs... haiz... im exhausted...

Ok... on the brighter side... 2dae's maths pyramid game... haha... really just went there to have fun... haha.. then there was like 3 boys team n 1 gals team.. which consist of a god... haha... no lah... its Gao Yuan! haha... representing 4I... haha... den us boys were like praying that we dun lose to the gals... haha... we r male chauvinistic pigs... haha... n yah... me n john got 2nd... haha... 1st was 4R... haha... they were real good man... haha.. really pei fu sia... haha... but they still lost to miss yati n mr oh... haha... but poor 4V.. haha... lost to the gals of 4I... haha... lao kui sia... haha... no lah... jkjk... yah... soO i won 10 bucks times voucher n 10 bucks popular voucher... haha... yah... so gotta go stationery shopping one of these days... haha... den after school there was the teachers' day performance auditions... haha... thought that we did not bad... considering the fact that we started thinking of the performance on monday... haha... ok lah... den mdm wan called n call me go for oral practice... omg... i was soO unprepared lor... really is ling shi bao fo jiao... (a.k.a. last minute hug buddha's leg... haha... lolx)... den kenna fired with comments from mdm wan... i really mean fire... haha... lots of comments... yah... but at least its good... i can learn from my mistakes... haha...

Ok... tmr got to go school for chemistry n geog... haha... so much for the 5 day week policy... haha... yah... but i really dun mind the lessons... its like free tuition + revision for chem... n for geog.. i desperately need it... i'm a map reading idiot... i cant read maps... haha... i keep failing it can... haha... sianz... soO tmr chem from 9 to 11... den geog i think from 11.30 to 1.30... soO fun rite? haha... lolx...

N when i think back nowadays... really enjoyed those days where i could sui xin suo yu (a.k.a. do whatever i want whenever i want...) like in lower sec... " wanna go out arh? set lah... anytime..." thats wad i wud say 2 yrs back... but i now lehz... " wanna go out arh? er... er... got to check my schedule 1st... confirm with you tmr can?" haha... c the difference? thats y i really admire my bro sometimes... he can stay soo carefree all the time... even just days b4 the Os... he can still stay late in school to play soccer... n at the same time do reasonably in the Os... Sometimes i really wonder how he do that... i really dun noe... haiz...

N at this very moment... im watching this horrible show called extreme makeover... dun anyone think that this show is soO crap? Those desperate participants go on TV n get this fantastic cosmetic surgery that can change them from looking like a 50 yr old woman to a 30 yr old woman... n before the makeover they would say..." i feel so horrible. Wherever i go, people will despise me because of my looks. And when i look at the mirror, i feel so inferior...(n blah blah blah blah)" n after the makeover they would say.. " This makeover really made me regain my confidence n i feel soO pretty(or handsome for guys) now. I really have to thank the extreme team for this makeover.. it was great..." Now... dun anybody realise that the things that those contestants say b4 and after the makeover is almost identical? I mean its always those loads of crap that is very unoriginal n crappy... haha... not that im against the show... but dun u realise that those ppl who under went the makover look soO synthetic? Like soO plastic n fake... Is physical appearance that impt to those ppl? When they say i look so pretty (or handsome).. do anybody have a fixed definition for "pretty(or handsome)"? is there some sort of criteria or something? i think its really whats inside that counts n appearance is exterior.. Beauty is not only skin deep. N there's a proverb... " do not judge a book by its cover" really agree to this... some ppl appear soO nice on the outside.. but inside... haiz... dunno wad sia... crap...n do anyone realise that i always use this... "pretty (or handsome)"? haha... coz those ppl who go for extreme makeover are mostly women... that simply shows that women are more ai mei(like beauty... haha...) than men... wahaha... but yah... many women r arguing that men nowadays are becoming more n more metro sexual... haha... but women r still the more extreme case.. haha... (sorry if i've offended any women or pro-women men ard)... haha...

Ok... officially... i really dunno y am i blogging about some crappy stuff that is kinda unrelated to my life... altho to a certain extent is relevant... (like SS le lehz... SEQ!) haha...but its really that im soO disgusted by that show.. haha... ok... i will jus cut the crap...

Ok... only 2dae i realised that gerry is as ba gua as me can... i noe alot of rubbish that many ppl dunno lehz.. wahha... if only i am as talented in my studies... haha... but these gossips really make life soO much more interesting.. dun u think so? But im soO considerate... i wun amplify info unless its necessary... ok... im crapping... no gossip is necessary... haha...

Ok.. im getting very sleepy le... i WANNA SLEEP... ok... go sleep soon le... ok... end here le... THE ENDZ... so sadz... hahah

Haiz.. long tiring week... training... studies... haiz... im tired... ok... 2dae is the Singapre open shoot... partcipated in it... tot that i suck lor... soO not my best... soO disappointed can... surpressing my anger... realli felt did not do my best lor... haiyo... was soO happy when i did a 566 on mondae's training... but 2dae lehz...haiyo... dun wanna tok bout it le lah...

Nowadaes im like soO oblivious n blurr about everything that is happening around me sia... im soO blur can... haha... dunno lah... its best to be blur... nth to worry about.. carefree life... haha.. how i wish... i think training realli tired me out toO much le... realli got to get sum proper rest... n training is over le... no more CCA till after Os... soO yah... concentrate on studies...got mixed emotions tho... realli enjoyed training... but also very tired... dunno lah... i wanna slp!