Hmm... 2dae ... ok lah... nth much... 1st thing 1st... 2dae morning digest my turn... panick like shit sia...but managed to pull it off alrite...haha... den yati... gave us the SS quiz... got onli 8/10... sad sad... 10 ppl got full...lalalalala...den phy... teach us current electricity... yah... sigh of relief... finally caught up wif the other classes... yeaH...n yah... electricity is the onli chapter that i fully understand...haha... maybe coz it has lots of calculations ba... den patsy neo plew her temper in class coz onli a few ppl (which includes me...hha...lol)did her HW... so yah... she nvr teach... onli ask us do our work... haha... den RECESS...haha...makan...den kamlesh... say wad got state secret... den 12pm den can tell us... den wait wait wait... den he dropped a bomb on us... THERE WILL STILL BE PAE ... PRELIMS WILL STILL BE COUNTED... PANICK!!! im like soO freaking out...there will be no mid yrs... soO the next exam will be prelims le... soO scared... realli hope im able to go TJC... my dream JC... but if i get better... i will still go there...haha...coz... many many temasekians are there... soO i want to be one of them...haha...want to take Maths, chem, biology, econs...actualli wanted F maths... but nxt yr no FM le... soO figured that taking phy w/o FM wud be quite senseless... soO will stick wif my better subjects...haha...

2dae after HWT got like 10 minutes to learn the balloon sculpturing thing... for balloon dae CIP... then heard the principal not happy... coz very noisy caused by balloons bursting...

nth much 2dae... just quite worried... realli dunno wad to do if cannot enter TJC...

yupz... nth much happened 2dae... went for SAFRA monthly shoot... did ok... 503/600... 2nd consecutive time le... but htis time like kenna abit nagging from coach...lalalalala... shot 91,86, 83, 80, 83, 80... so yah... shld be like that... hope i count wrongly n maybe can get higher? haha...yah... took quite long 2dae...hold hold hold... hungry...haha... soO took like 1hour 20 min... thats y kenna naggin... but i improved k?! i improved by 3 pts... 500 to 503...wahaha...den 2dae Cui Shan wore full suit... but if im not wrong... he didnt do too well... den lee wei oso... not too good... billy shld be ok... jj oso... den vicki very high... shld be around 350/400 ba...... den ashley... not too sure... aqilah... oso dunno... den coach 2dae went to ask them 4 the suits again... but den they say they alreadi post it to skool le...wad the heck... soO long le... 1 month plus le... still havent reach skool meh? Singapost is lousy... soO delivery...lalalalala... den the 2 gals went back early... haha... too bad 4 them... ahaha...after we go back to skool keep rifle... mr cuthbert treat me n billy to pizza hut...wahaha... YUMZ...haha... toO bad 4 them... who ask them go home soO early... huo gai...hahahaha...

Yah...came back home... den study phy... got magnetism test tmr... coz Oh 4got abt it on wed... haha... n we, bein good students did not remind him...haha... yah... abit blur about the identification of ions thingy... chemistry... nvm... will go find out... n yah... my morning digest sppech is on wed... soO scared... hope wont get stage fright... preparing 4 speech... talk to mirror...haha... excited... haha

Sianz... 2dae's kinda boring yeah...first thing in the morning went to skool 4 physics lesson... did current electricity... quite easy ba...(1st time i felt about any topic frm phy) ...haha...den like mr oh very shocked... coz he tot he teaching those who missed his lesson de...den yah... all of us go...so yah... start new chpt...haha... Den after that went to watch the soccer match between 4E(my class!haha) n 4U...den yah... we lost 2-1...soO sad... yah den sab, Jaz, Vick, Li Wen, FennY, James...den that joseph bu ling qing... shout at sab 4 cheering... soO yah... she very upset...

Den went home le lor... den saw chris chasing after Vick ...haha... hao lang ma wo...haha ... yah...den went home... got tuition...boring boring boring... read that stupid wei xing xiao shuo... read read...sianz... den went to sleep le... very tired... den woke up... found out brother n his gf fiddled wif my msn...n said many stupid stuff... lalalalala...nvm... being a super understanding bro... i 4give him...haha... den ate dinner...den mum showed me a photo of my great great grandparents...n my great grandfather... wah... didnt noe he soO fierce looking sia... but realli resembles my grandfather..haha... equally fierce looking... thank god i am not that fierce looking... like tiger like that( n by the way... he is born in the year of the dragon... soO coincidental sia...)...haha...

Er... tmr got SAFRA monthly shoot... soO scared i will shoot badly again... dun want to get 480+ again... want 500+...haha...

YuPz... 2daez sports dae.. at national stadium... n as per normal got Ngee Ann, Chung Cheng (Main) , n Dunman n Temasek... Haha... damn pack... haha... 6000+ ppl... haha... we rocked the stadium man... haha... tot that most of the student leaders (frm all 4 skools) did a fantastic job in facilating n making the crowd enthu...haha... cheers... But we didnt fare too well in the competitions... got only 6 out of the possible 51 golds...haha... nvm... but we showed superb skool spirit...TMS ROCKS! yah n our so called "choice piece" of cheer was quite good actualli... haha... altho i found it totally stupid at 1st...haha... ok this was the cheer...

T-E-M-A-S-E-K (CLAP x4)
hey-hey-hey-hey-hey (point fingers from left to right)
TMS gonna win today
T-E-M-A-S-E-K (CLAP x4)
I say Temasek you say hey (sec 1,4)
you say hey, you say hey (sec 2,3)
I say Temasek u say yah (sec 2,3)
you say yah, you say yah (sec 1,4)
V-I-C-T-O-R-Y (With actions)
Victory victory, all the way!

Haha...kinda lame rite? haha... den 2dae oso saw miss yeo( teach us english de)... didnt noe she's in Dunman High now...haha... bei pan wo men sia...Haha... yah... 2daes weather was good actualli, compared to previous years...haha... but still abit sunburnt...haha ... yah 2dae after sports dae went to Old Airport Road Hawker centre to makan wif brit, choony, john, karl, adam, james n chris...haha... the food damn good lor..haha... wanton noodle...YumZ... yah... den makan le all of us took bus 10 back... den adam, karl n choony say wanna play BBall... but me damn tired + throat sore like shit le... soO decided not to go play...haha...den chris n james went to parkway... yah den chris like soO sad like taht... someone nvr go wif him...lalalalala... den on the bus i think the TKGS gal sitting behind brit is Gladys...frm Ngee Ann Pri de... but not very sure...coz the face is similar... but the hair abit funny lehz... den nvm... didnt call her... den go le lor... i soO evil rite? haha...

Ok... im realli tired... seriously...

2dae maths lesson... got HW that pile up till its as heavy as Kamlesh... WaHaHa... im soO evil...haha... iM a FaTisT...haha i mean like ... HW super alot lor... like 16 qns of Trigo frm TYS (got part a part i,ii, iii, iv, etc)den still got mensuration like 10 + qns... den got differentiation... 10+ qns... sianz like shit sia... (altho i love maths...) Yah... den kel fwd message frm soh... say wad tmr got training for those goin competition of sundae... den was like... what the heck lor...after sports meet... after sitting or standing 4 hours in the scorching sun... u want me to go down to the stuffy range to train...sianz lor... no meaning...

2dae damn tired sia... during english n phy lesson, i was optimising any free time to sleep... damn sleppy... n yah... was alert... soO nvr kenna caught by cher...LucKy ...haha ... den 2dae after hw time gtg hall 4 SL meeting... den quicky rush like mad to classrm o2-o8 to do zuo wen... soO pitiful sia me... ming hao ku wo... yah n i think i flunk it...soO yah... 2 me ... total waste of time, effort, energy n ink ...other ppl all dun need to suffer... y must i? sad sad...

Tmr's sports dae le... as per normal... sunburn again... red skin... burnt skin... haha

2dae hmm... Kamlesh's first lesson... think he's quite a good maths teacher... he teach i can understand sia...haha... good cher...den first surprise... miss low say tmr got zuo wen test after skool at 4... sianz... den nxt...patsy neo... gave us a surprise open bk geog test... was stunned... think i realli flunk this test... altho open bk... coz nth is frm the bk... all have to write in own words...sianz... den chem... chooi lost his voice... soO didnt realli do much...

After skool got CCA... supposed to shoot 60 shots... but ended up wif 50 onli... coz realli hot n stuffy... like a pig in a baking oven....lalalalala... me= pig...haha...den yah... after that watched netball match wif Vick, Brit, n Jaz... later james n choony oso came...haha... both B n C gals... both TMS win Greenville...haha... summore the B gals one is trashing sia...haha... Sab damn good lor... can realli shoot well sia... even far range... n damn flexible n fast... good netball player...realli bai fa bai zhong sia...haha

Den yah went home after the matches... den cheong phy le... study study study... got test on magnetism tmr... got to do well... so yah... gtg le... study again... haha

Im realli lost now, realli feeling very useless,not doin well for anything i do... n im beginning to sense the urgency now...2 months to chinese O levels... but here am i slacking my life away...sadz...maybe my parents r realli right, im beginning to slack le... but wad can i do? im kinda tired of work all the time... stressful ya know... n yah... work is also piling up higher n higher, and its not that im not doin my work, but instead the teachers are overloading us wif tonnes of work, n that is realli stressing me out...yah... depressed 2dae... altho im sure i didnt show any signs of it in skool 2dae. Got back bio test 2dae( finally) n got onli 20/35... seriously depressed man...never ever get soO low for bio b4... maybe its time that i face up to reality and learn that no one can score soO well for every single test... seriously ... just take the chinese scholars for eg. they can pass all their subjects wif flying colours... but a single english language will bring about their downfall... sad rite?

Yah...ok... 2dae found out i was in English high achievers group... the one wif Mdm Wan... ok lar... feel quite surprised at 1st... coz i got C6 for last CA...lalalalala... nvm.. den found out they based it on last yr's final term results...haha... got B3...so ok lah...haha... den was surprised Fahmi n John was not in HA... realli feel they deserve to be in there...den 2dae finally got a maths teacher to replace mrs lim... MR KAMLESH! haha... quite happy sia... he's a good teacher... but to us 4E'ers... no maths teacher is better than mrs lim... heard from Kamlesh that mrs lim had waited 7 years for a kidney... n finally she got it... n according to lela... she's recuperating... n she will not b teaching us anymore... as the school does not want to stress her out by teaching a graduating class... n seriously ... we dun blame her at all... realli wanted to visit her... but bcoz lela scared that she may be infected by us that will lead to tissue rejection... soO she didnt allow us to go... but nvm... we understand... realli hope she will get well soon^_^ Yah... n we also got alot of catchup work to do for maths... differentiation n integration... madness ...hell of alot to study...realli got to brace myself...

N yah... the ARC camp was alrite... not perfect tho... but its a good enuf effort considered that the sec 3s organised it by themselves... soO yah...well done...=P Realli wanted to put up some fotos of the camp... yah but my PC abit mad mad... so cannot le lor...haha...

Yupz... 2dae miss low mad mad de... rushed finished the entire 4B tXb... n yah... in one hours...9 chpt lehz...walow...she mad sia...haha... but ok lah.. since its not tested... so ok lah...n almost 4got tmr got ting xie... got to go study... dun want to do badly for anything again... new term... n a new beginning to everything...the future's bright...wahaha

Yah... im back... so tired after doin soO much work...homework that is... sianz... t'chers are too much sia... give so much work to poor little sec 4E students...blah blah blah... sianz arh...2dae did nth but HW... but wad to do... got to complete them on time... n yah... coughing like mad sia... cant stand it... always start coughing at the wrong time... coz tml's Air Rifle Camp... WooHoo... this time is sec 3s organise de... hope will be nice...haha... trust them...den yah... tml still got zuo wen ban... spoil my mood onli... den heard kel oso got maths tml... pity him sia... nvm...i already endured 4.5 hrs of CL on mondae... shld realli get an award... got stamina sia...wahaha... 2dae got tuition again...den tot abt it... actualli hor miss low is a good chinese teacher yeah? (aLL the 4E ppl wud agree...wohoo!... no favourtism here...) she like teaching marathon mondae... sec 4(us) frm 1100 to 1330... den sec 2( diana's class) from 1400 to like 1600 i think... pei fu her sia... few teachers can do that... she realli quan li yi fu sia... want to make us all distinction students... n we r not goin to gu fu her qi wang...haha... jia you...

Yah.. tmr's Air Rifle camp... yah soO excited...WooHoo...this will b my last AR camp... so realli hope it will realli be a memorable one...^_^ Den heard tmr oso St John's camp... soO ChriS... mAyBe u CaN ViSiT HeR 4 a WhILe? LaLaLaLaLa...Anyway... that's all for 2dae...

N yah... 2dae actualli wanted to go chem lesson... which starts at 0830... but yah... toO lazy to get out of bed...yah...so just yah... woke up like 0930...den go makan...YuMz...wanton noodle...den yah... went for physics lesson in skool... for 1 hour...(soO fun rite? go skool 1 hour den go home le...LoLzZZ)den yah... den went bus stop... saw hariadi n fenny together...haha... no surprise...hehe...^_^...rushed home 4 tuition...n on the bus met wif Vicki n Chris...lalalalala...they say they going makan(DaTe Ba...wahaha)... n frm the bus they're takin... shld be go Parkway ba...haha...once again felt like light bulb... on the same bus as them... beside them summore...lalalalala.... so yah... rushed home for tuition lor... sianz... Chinese... like i havent got enuf of chinese...

Kinda stressed out... feel that homeJoy is just piling up higher n higher as O levels r approachin... dunno y oso... 2dae kinda jus pure doin homework... did 2 SBQs... den did 2 CL O levels papers...den did my bio... n chem... n SS newspaper review... den Biji... jus feeling as if life got not much meaning besides slogging it out academically... nowadaes everything is just like study study study...-_-" N even if i watch TV for a while or playing the PC or surfing the net for a while...i will be feeling this guilt ... very sianz lor...so sad rite? Wad to do...haiz...

ARC camp on fridae to sat... sho sianz lor... in the middle of camp still have to excuse myself go 4 zuo wen ban... all thanks to liu lao lao...all her fault sia... make me more stress... cant even relax during a camp...sianz...

YuPz... a few daes nvr update le... coz these couple of daes have been feeling very lathargic ... think im falling ill... 1st time in like 1.5 yrs...haiz... but hope i dun...whaha...sLeePyZ...n yupz... mt mp3 player is in Jurong now undergoing repair... feeling soO lonely n bored wifout it...n yah... 2dae got tuition... he's supposed to teach me math... n guess wad... he saw my progress report n began to teach me EL( can see how bad my EL is...)n my newspaper articles were under scrutiny(is that how u spell it?) by him... yah...lalala...Boring sia...

2dae went over to my dad's shop to help... *being such a good boi yeah! haha... was good exercise ... but quite tiring...n yah... slept in the afternoon...coz very tired...aiyah... i oso dunno wad to crap abt 2dae... so think i gonna end here le...

YuPz... 2dae went for thE DHS invitation... yah...so here's the score...not too bad yeah...

Bois(600)
Zhi Wei--501 (Av. 8.35)
Peng Soon(Me)--500 (Av. 8.33)
Gabriel--488 (Av.8.13)
Billy--464 (Av. 7.73)

Gals(400)
Vicki--345 (Av.8.63)
Athifah--337 (Av. 8.43)
Diana--332 (Av. 8.3)
Aqilah--321 (Av. 8.03)

Yupz... this time one of the best competitions... esp 4 gals...well done yesh...haha n yah... i shot 2 details 2dae... 60 shot Air Rifle n 60 shot Air Pistol... rifle got 500... but think pistol i onli got 300++... so yah... shld be lose to diana... who shot 40 shot Air Pistol...haha... nvm... nxt time i take revenge...wahaha...yupz... this time TMS didnt come in last... Kuo Chuan Presbytarian High came in last...wohoo! yeah... at least we beat KCP... oso beat First Toa Payoh Sec...wahaha... revenge taken... n just realised that our ex coach oso got kicked out from FTP...wahaah... serve in rite...lol... evil sia i...haha...so now Coach Winnie and coach Siti taking charge of TMS n FTP... yah... so looking forward to more friendlies against each other yea...haha... TMS ARC ROX! but yah... as per normal... we lost to DHS... they got full suit lor... bu gong ping... n yah... we also proved ourselves by beating FTP (who has full suit by the way...)

Now my arm is aching like shit... damn pain... struggled to finish the 60 shots Air Pistol man... shooting 60 shot AR+ 60 shots AP is seriously no jokin man... must have alot of arm strength n endurance... perserverance...n i proved that i have them 2dae... feeling soO good 2dae... ^_^ Yupz... have put the depression abt the progress report behind le... using this hols as an opportunity to start the new term afresh again... everything is goin to be just fine... i will improve on my attitude... whether in ARC or academically... goin to cheong le... yupz... thats all 4 2dae le... tHE END

Im realli pissed off wif some ppl 2dae man... im refering to those who did not hand in their newspaper review... bcoz of these great ppl, miss yati didnt add the newspaper review marks into the CA...den make my SS left B3... wad the hell man... realli angry wif those ppl 4 a while...but then after PE... felt much better...yah... coz we trashed 3S in a 30 on 30 man match captains ball game...wOhOO...ppl say we play cheat... unfair... coz we r older... but not lor... we got more gals den them lor(altho a few of our class gals r super tall...wahaha)yah... den after that we play captains ball within ourselves ... haha... quite fun lar... den that Wei Jian hor... soO bloody tall... summore can jump so high lor... soO advantage to us...wahaha...den after recess got back progress report... den as per normal... whole class kenna scolding from lela... blah blah blah... den got back results... den super sad sia... onli managed a 6th in class... summore got 4 ppl got 6th lor... me, choon wei, Vicki, n Rani... den yah... John got 1st...Britney 2nd... Peng Lai oso 2nd... den dunno who 4th... den XinYi 5th... haiz... ppl are crawling all over above me now... so scared im gonna continue to deteriorate...saD...

HoLs are finally here... got Dunman High invitaion tml... hope will shoot ok tml... WisH me LuCk!... WoHooo...

YuPz... 2dae quite a long dae 4 me...haha... but fun...^_^...2dae lessons soO boring lor... esp that OH n CHOOI(phy n chem)... i realli feel like sleeping lor...cant understand y got 3 periods of chem in one dae... cant stand it lor...den maths once again mrs lim nvr come...soO came a relief tcher... dunno how to teach de... but at least got ppt slides... so can understand ba...haha...realli cant wait 4 mrs lim 2 come back...den bio did practical in class... cut the stupid tomato n snow pea...haha... Lela see how i cut oso very disgusted sia...haha

Yupz... den after skool 1st time to HWT sia... but got that SL cheer practise... den realise our class(4E RoX!) got 14 student leaders...haha...den cheer cheer a while... den go makan wif Brit, Jaz, Vicki, Adam, Karl, Choon Wei, Sabrina n Kenneth( Sports cap de...) at the upper east coast the newly renovated hawker centre... the place's nice... but the food was horrible lor...=X Except for the drinks ba...haha... den decided 2 go back to skool wif them to play captain' ball...haha... fun sia...den met ryan, keith, chris, joseph, james in skool oso...so yah... play together lor... den yah... when resting... chris bought Vicki a drink... n nvr buy 4 us leh... soO unfair rite?*signalling something yes? Wahaha... now abit confused... V+B or V+C? haha... but V very lucky hor... got B & C oso like her...hmm... but compatibility wise... V+C ba...haha...hmm... in no position to judge...lalala...den heard V got date wif C on sundae... lalala... but to Chris... JIA YOU! HaHa...u can do it...haha...dunno lah... toO ba gua le ba...haha...yah... den on the way back home... took same bus as eddie tan n tracy lim... haha...den tok tok wif them...yah... quite shocked at 1st oso... i tot tracy lim wud like hate me or something... 4 makin her life soO difficult last yr... yah... n oso she rmb my name lehz... gd memory...haha...

Yah... tml gettin back progress report... bloody scared... my 4th place is soO gone lor...pray pray... ppl that i think i will lose( bcoz of EL(C6) n CL(B4)... sianz)... firstly John( as per normal)... Peng Lai... Vicki... Keith... Britney...Choon Wei... Britney...Xin Yi...Adam... soO scared that that i will drop like hell... parents gonna be so disappointed(actualli... they wont...they r satisfied wif 4 A1s...) Wahaha... this term i think got 1 C6, 1 B4, 6 A1s, 1 A2... ok rite? except 4 the C6... disappointment of the century... nvr get C since sec 2 le... haiz... stress... but nvm... at least i still can maintain most of my grades despite slacking soO damn much... but no room for complacency... gotta try harder...

Haha... these daes... lots of absent teachers...yesterdae got 6 free periods... coz lela missing... lim oso missing... soO boring lor... strange arh... got lessons complain boring... no lessons oso complain boring... haha...den yah... 2dae chem got back test... got onli 19/25... realli idiotic sia that Ah chooi... minus my marks... bcoz i 4got to write the words "tapped out" ...lol... sianz lor...but yah...thought about it... i realli wasnt that bad after all... anyway... at least we learn something yes...haha... found ways to convert unhappiness to something useful... haha...hmm... if i can do this 4ever... den yah... i wud be stressfree...*YeAh!...

Yah... ok 2dae once again lim missing... yah... asked around... den realised that she found a donar le or something... so yar...soO happy 4 her... finally can lead a normal life... sympathise her... such a good maths teacher wif kidney prob...nvm... this is sure gonna end...soO happy...yah... den 2dae free periods again...haha... wan oso nvr come... den got fire emergency thingy... miss one period of CL... yah... n heard of lots of rubbish... like ting xie more impt than life... den like if got test den can do our test while running downstairs to the field...haha... very stupid lor...haha... but fun^_^

Den CCA... sianz... that soh arh... meetin meetin meetin... thats about it for AR... boring lor... but 2dae at least get to train abit... 20 shots... got time limit de...haha... soO kan cheong sia... panick... yah... luckily still manage to pull thru... got abt 170/200... good enuf... coz i think have to go Dunman High invitation on Sat... must win them sia...for once at least...haha...den cherie oso came back 2 skool...yah... so long nvr see her le...haha...so after training went to makan wif Vicki, Billy, Addy, JP, Cherie go eat at Cafe Cartel...haha... yumz... the food was alrite yah... den realised that besides cherie.. the rest dun even noe how to cut a loaf of bread properly...haha... cut cut cut ... all like out of proportion de...haha... yah... den qing JP n Addy makan...haha...coz billy treat Cher, n Vick... den makan makan... den realise 5 plus le... eat le how to eat dinner at home sia... yah... so mian qiang eat less abit lor...haha... den go home le lor... eat again...wohoo! Haha... put on at least a pound...haha...=X

Yupz... miss neo 2dae say tml got geog test of Devt. n yah... at first panick... dunno how 2 study... den britney 2dae go confront neo...den think she shouted the F***...yah... den she like suffer abit of mental breakdown... stress lor... den neo think changed her mind... said maybe she will onli give a very short test or something... maybe even no test...soO yah... 4 safety reasons... just read abt it abit lor... no harm... anyway its time to revise le lor...haha... Os comin...haha... goin to be very guai(1)... goin to start revising CL noW! Haha... realli hope to get an A1...feel that i can! So jia yOu lor...haha...

I am really sad 2dae... coz my stupid EL essay got 16/30... and its the onli test mdm Wan including for CA... im soO freakin dead lor... C6 sia... first time in 2 years plus... cant believe it... realli... such a "morale booster"... n bcoz of this like 2dae very bo chap... yah... to whoever i have offended... paiseh lor... sorry...

N yah... alreadi in a bad mood... on the way home... went to 7 eleven buy newpaper... den like the guy in front of me was soO freakin pissing me off lor... after he paid for a can of coke... he demanded that the cashier(who i happen to know...) change for him $50 worth of coins... den he was like SUPER ATTITUDE lor... bcoz the cashier needed time to count the money... n there was a long long queue... so the cashier kindly ask the customer to wait a little while as she deal with the other customers 1st... n than the trouble started...that guy started crappin... " i am your customer, i buy things from you. When i ask u to change money for me, u jolly well do so. Customers always come 1st, and when i buy things from you, you are like licking my heels, begging me. How could you ask me to wait while you serve other customers? I am also a customer and i am in front of the queue! What kind of attitude is this man!?... ..." Blah blah blah... i soO pissed off with that guy lor... i mean... the cashier is not obliged to change money for you lor! What gives you the right to scold ppl for doing you a favour. And another thing, you said customers come 1st... But think can? wif ur attitude... y must the cashier respect u?! Respect is a two sided thing... u must respect others in order for u to gain other ppls' respet! Get that in ur head can?!n u think u're so great isit? Buy one can of coke very liao bu qi arh! come on lar... scram lor...

Haha... ok 2dae i write alot of crap... i am not scolding anyone else besides that SAP guy (super attitude problem)... Haha... so hope no one offended...haha...just want to let out my frustrations... bad mood plus more agitations n ppl who simply piss me off...equals to me goin crazy... mentally unstable...haha...enuf for 2dae le... gd nitez...=P

The weekend is ending soon...3 more hours...sianz... weekends... y do u fly soO fast... i havent even have enuf rest n guest wad? Its gone... ok about blaming the weekend for flying past soO quickly... yah... yesterdae nite while sleeping kenna migrain( stress headache)... haiz... pain until cannot sleep... lucky this is not the 1st time i kenna... so yah... i got medicine...yah... so take alreadi... still cannot sleep... yah... until like 4 am then the pain subside... haiz... now still pain pain...haha... yah... but ok lar...aiyah...bcoz of the headache... not enuf sleep... summore woke up at 8am... go old airport road food centre makan...yuMz...haha...den went ECP have a nice walk... the breeze soO nice sia... make me 4get got headache...whootz!den reached home like 11 am... den watched F1... stupid sia... Renault win... not williams... ok... quite disappointin yes... but oh well...nvm...

Den headache came back in the afternnon again... realli struggled to even do one newspaper review... yah... so still got one more to go...haha...den downloaded more songs 2dae... updated my mp3 player... den yah... dad was asking me which digital camera is better... den discuss.. and sianz lah...

This comin week shld be quite a relaxing one... no test if im not wrong... n yah... lessons plus HWT onli...haha... i am soO goin to start being hardworking man... time for slacking is long over... will start with chinese... tmr start readin the sec 1 stuff...haha...den slowly progress...haha... n yah... tml A maths starting Differentiation... soO exciting rite?! haha... thats all le...haha

Hmm...tiring dae fer me 2dae...got chinese tuition first thing in the morning... soO boring... do exam paper again... more revision 4 me...haha...den after tutor left... did my chinese test(the one that i onli got 66...bloody sad sia...)corrections... alot sia...haha...den suddenly reality hit me... chinese exams in a couple of months..(3?) haha... den suddenly very inspired to do chinese revision... bud den realised that i've got to hand in another 4 newspaper articles by this comin fridae... so well... panick panick...den yah... spend the entire afternoon cheonging my newspaper reviews...den yah... sense of satisfaction... completed 2...haha...2 more to go... tml do it lor..haha... n yah... my bro's A levels results was ok... got c5 for GP, C for physics, B for further maths and A for C Maths...haha... dad quite proud of him... considered that he onli got 190 for PSLE and got onli into Telok Kurau Sec...haha...yah... n 2dae jus went back to Pulau Tekong...haha...army... yupz... but will finish his BMT this wednesdae...*Celebration*...haha...den he like realli hope can go to engineering course at NUS...a course that i will NEVER go...haha... cant stand the physics thingy...haha

Yupz... den 2dae went to siglap center to print some photos... haha... didnt noe can use bluetooth to print the photos...haha... den tried...soO fun sia...haha...excited onli...haha...den met Keith there...haha... yah... was in a rush... so yah... printed the photos den go home le...haha... den as per normal... watch TV... coz im like TV deprived 2dae... n as u have seen... added one more person to my links... Benny... haha... didnt noe he got blog until 2dae...haha...soO fun... another person's blog to read...haha...yupz... got to go le...haha...cyaz=P

Hmm... rather slack dae 2dae...hmm... 1st SS... sho fun sia... do the make more babies poster...haha... cut cut paste paste... write write draw draw...haha... time realli flies... den maths... yeah... haha... mrs lim nvr come 2dae.. so jus did the emaths test on statistics... argh... minus 4 marks le... draw my histogram wrongly sia... plotted freq against weight, instead of freq density against weight...haha... nvm... no one is perfect... ppl do make mistakes...(haha...but i hope to make as few mistakes as possible though...haha)... den PE...Wahaha... Played volleyball... so fun sia... learn the serve and spike...so fun den play play under hot sun(actualli the weather was rather good...haha)den the lower sec ppl keep watchin us.. make us feel so good sia...haha...den recess...den SLI...haha... tok tok sing sing... sho fun sia... n when the EXCOs are flipping their blazers, the ppl was like "wow"... hha den when the sec 4 councillors were on stage... we were like catwalking in... den we were like moving steps forward n backwards...haha... sho funny sia...haha...

Den after that miss low say zuo wen ban start at 1.30pm... den was like rushing to eat like mad like that... swallowing all my food...haha...den zuo wen ban... my zuo wen got 70.5%...haha... sho happy... coz that compo i anyhow write de...haha...den 2dae oso anyhow write my essay...coz very tired le... den after that got to go trainin... haha... shot 40 shots 2dae... onli counted 20 shots though...haha... super happy sia...got 179/200...haha...1 more point to average 9 sia...wahaha... if can do this 4 interskool... den shld get like 2nd in team event..haha...record! Haha... den after training when to eat wif billy n vicki...haha... feel so gan ga sia... feel as if im this super big light bulb( tian teng pao) haha... oso actualli dun want to go de.. but den they force me go... so yah... tok tok eat eat...hmm.. the salad frm KFC taste not bad...but den quite ex loh...haha... den tok tok... den i went home le lor... TiReDx... den billy n vick oso went home le lor( i think soO ba...haha.. u may nvr noe... rite?) haha... den watch TV le lor... no test nxt week... soO at least got some time to relax...after much stress ive been thru...haha...

yah... jus saw this very shocking news report on newpaper 2dae... TKSS O levels got 48 ppl fail english sia... was like soO shocked lor... always tot they were better den us... but u may nvr noe... saw this yr's sec 4/1's results... was like soO damn good lor... esp CL... got like 31/34 of them got Distinction sia... summore taught by miss low...stressed sia...den the rest oso damn good lor...like Bio, Phy, E maths, a maths, etc...realli dunno how they do it...den lela oso expect that frm us... stress...den lela oso say some ppl complain our class like photocopy factory like that... copy copy copy HW...haha... but i know who complain le... must b miss low...she always say we copy HW...den lela oso say wad... at the rate we r goin... we r soO goin to flunk our O's... that was when reality struck us... time to study study le...haha... e maths test tml... gtg study le cya...haha

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HaHa... Very stress now sia... found out all my O levels dates le... i realli freak out sia... If im not wrong Physics and SS on the same dae... den A maths n Elective Geog on same dae oso... den summore the 3 sciences are on 3 consecutive daes... bio den phy den chem... This is the first time reality realli struck me... exams r comin... n i realli have to buck up n stop slacking ... or else... i realli dun wanna noe the consequence ... n worst of all... chinese O levels on May 30... n i have to score an A1... or else have to retake... den i will realli be stressed out like shit sia... realli dunno y... nowadaes every tests seems soO scary to me... every test oso no confident... realli not the usual me... todae got back 2 phy tests... very sad sia... first test got 20/24... den second test got 22/26...very bad sia... alex i think got like 23/24 and 26/26... i was like soO damn depressed... that simply shows that people nowadaes r realli cheonging alreadi... n me leh? still slcking... haiz... but realli got even more depressed when heard john say he was like 1 mark away from full marks... 4 all 4 tests add together sia... wad the HecK! Cnat stand him sia...den bcoz of these 2 tests my phy drop to 71/80... which is like onli 89%... expected better...but its alrite... gotten over it le... den came add maths... i am SHOCKED... i onli got 29/40 for the second test... realli depressed sia... soBs... den now my A Maths total 49/60(82%)... lucky 1st test got full sia... or else...

Ok... aT this very moment i am writing this entry... im realli realli very stressed... realli have to relax a lill...cant take it much longer... i always seems soO happy and laughing like mad in skool... but realli... im not feeling that happy...haha... n im laughing not becoz i find it funny... but instead... i dunno wad to feel... Realli dunno y... feeling soO stressed altho my parents dun give me any pressure...neither do my tutors... but jus feeling like im soO useless... always not satisfied wif my marks... altho they r good enuf le... actaulli... haiz...i oso dunno lah...maybe i compare myself wif those realli good ppl ba... john...Choon Wei ...etc or maybe teachers' expectation ba... i dunno lah...im simply MAD now...realli...-_-'