Ok.. officially.. im bored.. sianz... blah blah blah...

Patsy neo soO evil sia.. posted geog homework on asknlearn... sianz.. soO much lor.. two 25 marks essays.. *yawnzZ*.. oh wells.. i will start doing it once my 3dae break is over.. haha..

N when i opened the handphone bills 2dae.. was kinda shocked yea.. my bro chalked up a whooping $250 for his handphone bill sia.. its like 1/3 his monthly salary now.. wahaha.. lucky my dad's still paying his bill.. haha..

N guess wad.. my dad's new car is comin tmr.. woOhoO.. n i will be the 1st to have a ride on it.. whaha.. while my bro is still in Taiwan.. lalala... anyway.. he will be driving it once he gets his driving licence.. haha.. got plans le.. he MUST send me to skool.. haha.. by orders of everyone in the family.. haha.. coz my mum lazy to drive me to skool le.. den i oso lazy to take bus to skool esp in the morning.. haha.. well.. thats me.. haha..

These few nites had been kinda terrible.. coz i jus got the feeling that i screwed up bigtime for my exams.. abt failing n all those.. hope its not true..

Its realli boring to slack.. BORING.. damn sianz.. haiz.. haha.. this is human.. n its esp true for kiasu Singaporeans.. when they r very busy they complain.. when they r very free, they also complain.. guess im just another singaporean.. haha..

Yesterdae went to TM to buy prezzie for my mum.. since her birthdae is 2dae.. haha.. im realli an idiot when it comes to choosing a prezzie for mum.. haha.. lucky yesterdae PY follow sia.. or else i will just walk around TM the whole dae without any idea in mind about wad to buy.. haha.. n she oso share money wif me n my bro.. n thats great yea.. (i dun have to pay soO much.. wahaha.. im *evil*).. haha.. anyway this yr's prezzie 4 my mum was the most ex soO far.. nvr spent soO much money myself b4.. (hmm.. i think so bahz.. haha..) Quite nice stuff.. haha.. but she wun be able to wear it till like 3 months frm now.. haha.. oh wells.. at least she will get to wear it.. haha.. lolx..

Oh no! i 4got the most impt thing.. the cake! ArH!!!.. later got to cheong to the cakeshop to buy a cake b4 mum returns home.. haha.. sianz.. i lazy to walk.. lolx..

If im not wrong 2dae's Sam's B'dae as well yea.. haha.. Happy BirthDay 2 u yea... gd luck in everything u do in the future.. anyway.. didnt noe that he cut botak until went to friendster sia.. haha.. kewl.. =X Anyway.. happie birthdae..

WoHoo.. PRELIMS R FINALLY OVER!

Celebrate! haha.. no lah.. actualli onli supposed to have 3 daes off.. to relax n have fun.. according to Kamlesh's theory.. haha.. yah.. realli gonna sleep like nobody's business sia.. soO damn tired now.. n 2dae during physics paper.. was like yawning every 10 minutes.. haha... n speaking of phy paper 2dae.. it was ok bahz.. much better den expected.. hope can get my A1.. pray hard..

So far i dun care le lah.. jus wanna rest n recharge... nxt wk get results le.. prepare for the worst...

Time flies.. just not long ago.. i was still enjoying myself at the motivational camp.. now i am already completing my prelims.. woa.. this is life..

Ok.. my prelims soO far.. not looking good.. seriously.. not performing as well i thought i could..

Eng.. gone case
E maths.. can lah
A maths.. not bad
Chemistry.. diasater sia
Bio.. disaster TOO
Combined humans.. 100% no confidence

Onli 3 more papers to go.. mondae a maths P2 (yea!).. den tuesdae physics paper 1 n 2(sure die like shit de..).. so wad now.. sure going mjc le.. haha.. think almost 100% le.. haha.. nvm lah.. will strike back during Os.. haha.. (i hope so.. lolx..)

N guess wad.. TMS got skool distinction award this yr lehz.. not bad rite? haha.. den oso improve le.. got band 4 (L1R5=13) den got best practice award n sustained achievement award for physical fitness oso.. haha.. kewl rite.. one bagful of awards.. haha.. (im like promoting TMS rite? haha.. COME TO TMS .. wahaha.. *propaganda*=*social studies*) haha..

Ok lah.. this prelims have been super slack lah.. realli dun have the feeling that this exam is gonna change my life.. realli sia.. slack.. i think sec 3 exams more stress den now.. haha.. n now im still slacking my life away sitting in fornt of my PC absorbing radiation.. instead of cheonging my physics since the rest of my sciences all gone case le.. haha.. still in the mood to luff.. lolx

Ok.. 2dae went to cut my hair.. since its was realli getting very very long.. haha.. den on the way home saw da jie da(Cherie lah) sia! haha.. now she look like Lion King sia.. (dun let her c this.. she will kill me.. wahaha) haha.. golden hair de.. haha.. den she rushing off sum where mah.. so thats it lah.. haha.. maybe after Os.. den go makan or sumthing bahz.. haha..

Ok.. officially me n my 3 cousins have launched the "anti smoking policy" in my house.. haha.. actualli it only affects my grandfather.. haha.. we got permission from my grand aunt (whom my grandfather is most afraid of.. whaha.. dunno y oso.. haha).. the max no of cigarettes my grandfather can smoke a day is 3 sticks...n whenever my grandfather smoke more than that.. we wud have the "power" to snatch the cigarette from him n throw it away.. haha.. i mean the whole box.. (or boxes.. wahahaha)we taking turns to do spot check.. haha.. this is all for his own good lah.. haha.. the docs sae the condition is soO bad in his lungs that even the cancer cells r afraid of it.. whahaha.. kewl rite? *New discovery* yea rite.. haha.. anyway already threw away a couple of packets of cigarettes.. haha..

N recently i discovered that my family has become extra health conscious.. lolx.. realli lor.. 1st.. instant noodles must all be MSG free.. haiyo.. without msg can die de lehz.. not very nice de.. haha.. but hu cares.. instant noodles still rawks.. haha.. den must drink more milk.. build strong bones.. lolx... like i very weak like that.. i think i tOo much nutrition more like it.. haha.. den all the food my maid cooks cannot be too oily, salty, sweet, spicy or bitter (just joking) haha.. soO not used to being soO health conscious lah.. im the eat whatever i want whenever i want type.. haha.. soO this is not very nice yea.. haha..

Aiyo.. getting very bored sia.. this week fridae no skool.. den got loong weekend.. den nxt week.. wednesdae, thursdae n fridae no skool.. soO that makes it a Super LoOOOoOnG weekend.. haha.. i think thats like the last time i wud ever get to play.. haha.. coz the week after that getting back results le.. i mean check all the papers.. haiz.. will go into depression again.. haha. sianz lah.. ( lolx.. anybody who noes that they r slipping into depression is not suffering from depression.. wahaha...)

Last nite was frantically ransacking my n my bro's room.. coz i dun seem to find one issue of my 8 daes mag.. haha.. i've been petiently collecting all these time kz.. think i got about 100 consecutive copies le bahz.. now onli lost one.. NOOOO!!!! haha..lolx..

Gonna end here le.. better go study my physics.. coz it sucks bigtime.. haha.. realli.. i just dun get it y must we learn all those rubbish like that Cathode Ray Oscilloscope or y must calculate how much force n pressure n needed to cut a piece of paper.. y?y?y?y? lolx.. ok lah.. dun like oso must study.. compulsory mah.. coz the "garment" sae so.. (its actualli government.. coz many Singapreans pronouce it as "garment") haha.. lolx.. ok.. THE END..

BiO was terrible...TERRIBLE

Woa... this week has really been the worst n most stressful week of my life sia.. ok.. om monday after my bro went to Taiwan... my great grandmother was sent to hospital immediately.. dunno complaining her back very pain.. so yah.. doc checked it out.. one of her kidneys almost failed le.. but other den that.. everything is still very gd.. den dialysis lor.. den on tuesdae.. for dunno wad soO every reason( now i noe le..) she wanted my mum to bring her her wallet.. she kept waiting till my mum gave her her wallet.. den she was like smiling n luffing.. den counted all the money... den slept le.. eveything looked fine until the nxt dae.. she instructed some stuff.. money issues.. den just soO suddenly.. her heartbeat dropped n blood pressure slipped tremedously.. den the nxt thing i noe.. she passed away.. sadz man.. dunno y oso.. she seems soO healthy.. haiz.. nth is forever in this world... accept the fact...

Ok.. soO these couple of daes was funeral.. very tiring.. slept max 3 hrs a dae.. took care of the place wif my 3 cousins.. morning 9am to nxt morning 5.30am... everydae for 5 daes.. (dead beat) yah.. because everybody sae wad my great grandmother pampered the 5 of us (including my bro) most when she was alive.. soO must respect mah.. soO everything we do... tired.. den the worst was wed.. that nite when i came back from the hospital 12 midnite le.. summore nxt dae got geog prelims... n i havent even touched my book.. haiz... panicked like hell sia.. den my parents was like telling me relax lah.. n just study abit go slp lor.. i very guilty mah if i dun do well.. soO studied until 3am.. onli got time 2 study 2 out of 5 topics.. very scared sia.. but i think thursdae ok bahz.. i noe i will not do well.. but at least will pass bahz... haiz..

Ok.. im officially in deep shit.. havent started revising my bio yet... n bio prelims is tmr.. im soO gonna die.. die die die.. sianz lah.. soO unfortunate that my great grandmother have to pass away now.. realli adding a huge burden on me.. really going to jing shen beng kui sia.. mental breakdown... haiz.. im tired... i just wanna slp...

My god... splitting headache sia... my brain like going to fall apart anytime.. arHH!!! very pain... haiyo.. dunno lah.. gonna slp soon.. my brain is soO hurting.. haiz..

Ok... just came back from airport.. my bro just went to Taiwan for his training.. haha.. 3 weeks... my god.. 3 weeks without TV... dunno how he survive sia.. haha.. anyway.. lets just sae im gonna have peace for 3 weeks.. haha.. dunno if its a gd thing.. haha..lolx..

Prelims r around the corner.. i just cant afford to have constant headaches n fall sick.. haiz... feel so horrible.. haiz...

2dae's Sept 11...
Sadz dae in American History...
iT happened in 2001...
4 years ago...
Pray history dont repeat itself...

Ok.. back to myself.. ever since the Mock exam ended on fridae... i've officially NOT been studying.. dunno y lehz... now feel abit like after exams le.. either rotting away on my sofa watching TV.. or going to my dad's shop to help out... or going out to have fun.. or sleeping..

SoO guilty lor.. nvr even touch my books... (ok just lill bit.. did abit of bio TYS last nitez at 1am.. felt very guilty arh...) ok.. other den that ... nth.. realli becoming a couch potato.. super addicted to TV sia.. i can watch TV the entire dae without complaining... haha... kewl yea... Prelims have already started.. soO i realli dunno wad im doin.. maybe feel very dejected bahz.. cant do well.. oh wells... wait n c... dunno lah..

Im tired.. even after 10 hrs of sleep...zZZ

2dae SS mock exam... haha.. amazingly didnt realli find much prob...i abit confused bahz.. dunno want to do Singapore's Industrialisation or Education n Healthcare.. end up doing education one bahz.. maybe coz i've done it b4 le.. n that time i onli get 8/12... sianz... haha... sumhow got this feeling that im not going to do well.. dunno lah.. just gut feeling..

Dunno lah... maybe 2dae is just to boost our morale bahz.. since the Mid Yr CT was a disaster... haha.. Prelims is on Wednesdae i think.. for SS... den oso got elect geog on thursdae.. stress sia... hope can do well... stress on!.. haha..

Lin Jun Jie rawks man... love his songs... haha... yea...

Haiz... very tiring dae 2dae bahz... 2hrs of phy followed by 2.5 hrs of SS... wah... can die sia... pure torture... phy 2dae onli do sum experiment stuff bahz... den SS teach usefulness den revise everything... coz fridae got Mock Exam... hope i can do well bahz.. soO super busy memorising everything i can... soO far onli fully memorised 4 chapters... headache sia... literally headache... think like will cease doing anything but SS this few daes bahz... its one of the most impt subjects to me... haiz... going bonkers... but at least i noe im ok wif the SBQ part le... know need to memorise my facts intensively... miss yati was like telling me... i got the Factor.. Explaination.. n Linking... but i dun have the Details.. coz most of the time i just crap my way thru without much details from the textbook... thats y ppl tell me my essays r all my own crap n th else... but maybe my crap makes sense bahz.. soO still can do ok... haha...lolx... den miss yati sae i got "flare in the english language"... i think its total crap lah... u read my essay its crap.. u c my eng.. realli super duper cannot make it... wad the crap lor... i feel kinda embarrassed... esp in front of pros like keith.. Britney.. Fahmi.. utter embarrassment...lolx.. In conclusion.. MY ENG SUCKS... lolx..

--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--MeMoriSe--

--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--SoCiAl StUdIes--

Ok... 2dae's been just another dae.. didnt do much work 2dae... coz dad wants me to go over n help him... lolx... i soO reluctant lor... coz wanted to study my SS... den went over lor.. didnt noe soO super busy lor... now i like half dead... soO tired... i wanna slp... so mustered some energy to study abit... studied 4 chpts of ss... coz its sec 4 chpts... easy to rmb... weee... dunno how m i gonna survive studying the rest of ss... die or boredom plus pHd sia... (permenant brain damage... haha) toO much info to store... sianz lah... y must they have a SS common test on fridae... make me soO stressed... haiz... at least the hols soO far quite productive bahz.. finished all the maths papers... (sense of achievement... haha...) n did 2 out of the 3 physics papers... haha.. try to finish it asap... later got to finish up my ss toO... sianz...

N yah... realised that my tutor is now more of a mentor to me den a tutor le bahz... he dun teach me anything... he just force me to do work... haha... n that's good... yea... haha... or else i wudnt even practice... haha... ^^

SoO bored... bored... bored...

Woah... ok... 2dae's bio prac.. ok lah... not too bad... can do reasonably well... i hope so... ahha.. den got back progress report.. 2nd in class.. haha.. great.. surprised tho.. choony 1st.. den john 3rd, brit 4th den dunno le... think john like very sad lehz... pity him coz his parents got very high expectations of him... they expect no less den 1st in class... sadz.. but i think this term's result is kinda inaccurate.. coz im getting like very unrealistic results.. ok here is it...

English--53
E Maths--96
A Maths--95
Social Studies--95
Elec. Geog.--89
Physics--70
Biology--71
Chemistry--87

Really lah... my English sucks like hell lor.. damn sad.. it doesnt matter how much effort i put in... if my English still C6... everything will be useless lor... hopeless... die...

Ok.. after skool... went to makan wif choon wei, adam, li wen, bev, jialin, mei ying, yvonne... eat at siglap... den all went to my house slack.. haha... nth to do... haha... slack until like 5 den they went home le... adam left earlier coz got soccer match wif 4I... haha... dunno wad rivalry between 4E n I... over some trivial matters... lamez... haha... dun bother lahz..

Later got maths tuition again... sianz.. i dun want sia... i wanna slp... haha...