Monday, May 30, 2005

Ok... im kinda screwed yeah... i just realised that there is bio n phy prac tmr... i im totally not prepared... i 4get my food tests...my leaf drawing... n long time nvr do biological drawings le... gosh... better go revise a lill... later miss lela explode like the other dae again...
Ok... 2daes chinese was rather easy... But... but... if i dun do well i noe the reason... i 4got to write the qn no. for my Zuo Wen... HOw the Heck can i be soO damn bloody careless... wad was i thinking... but besides that... i think that i did a fairly good compo... n dunno isit mere coincidence... but it jus happens that our common test essay qn is word for word same as the Os... realli have to thank god... n miss low of course... soO damn accurate... think if they 4give me for my silly silly error for my zuo wen... i think that gettin an A1 shld not be much of a prob...YeAh! now ... the onli thing that i can do is wait till August... until my results come out... if i do damn badly... i noe y... n i will be damn devastated n just curse myself like some idiot... now everything is up to Fate... maybe i shld just pray more...

Sunday, May 29, 2005

ChInEsE eXaM tMr... SoO eXcItiNg... WaHaHaHa

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Ok... feel that im 4getting how to use English... kkz... my Eng here is crap... ok... i've been like studying my chinese frm like 10am to 2pm... den 2pm to 6pm... den 8pm to 10pm... gosh... my entire dae has been solely dedicated to chinese and onli chinese... yah... jus takin a break frm the stressful condusive studying environment(my room...lol... kkz... actualli takin a break in my PC room...blahx...)ok... feel like i've done soO very much todae... i've been a million times more hardworking... i've finished memorising my Sec 3 and 4 syllabus... n sec 2 im oso nearly done... guess i just need to mug for another few hours later 2nite... or must i sae early tmr morning... haha... crap sia me...

Realli took some time in the morning to reflect... (during breakfast lah...haha) i think that this O levels have realli wake me up... make me realise that i've realli not put in enuf effort... this is realli hao gao wu yuan... yupz... n miss lela was rite... ive slacked alot this term... thats y my result have dropped... jus feel that im such a failure... took soO long to realise such a simple thing... n jus realised that my parents have also been rather supportive of me... altho this yr i've been very much occupied in my CCA... n did not spend as much time on studies... they did not blame me... they jus advised me to try harder the next time... coz this is jus a "battle"... losing a battle does equal to being a failure... there is still a war ahead of us... winning the war is the most impt thing... n in this case... the battle is the CT n the war is the Os... n yah... dun have to remind me... CL Os... on mondae... yah... gotta win that war... n this war is not onli impt for ourselves... but also to prove to the teachers that we r as capabel as anyone else... in another words... its for pride...

Kkz... dun have much time to slack away le... got to make full use of every single second i got b4 chinese Os... suffer a lill more now n reap the benefits later... A1!!!

Ok... away frm studies... watched F1 qualifying just now... shocking... but also happy... haha... williams BMW's nick heifield n mark webber got 1st n 3rd for qualifying!!!... wohoo...haha...rox man! haha... tmr's the race... hope that Williams BMW win...haha... n American Idol...haha... Carrie Underwood won...haha... felt that she deserved it...haha... loved her rendition of "Angels Brought Me Here"... tot that she sang as well as Guy Sebastian frm Australian Idol... ge you qian qiu...haha... Bo Bice was ok... but jus dun like his rock style... n he doesnt have as good of a voice as Carrie... hmm... soO lookin forward to her new songs...haha...

Ok... enuf of the crap... gtg continue mugging le...CyAz~
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Friday, May 27, 2005

Ok... like everyone else in Singapore 2dae... got back report book... hmm... the marks to me wasnt very good... n the remarks by miss lela... gosh... very negative... n this made my parents ask me " Soon arh... wad u doin in class arh? sleeping arh?!" den i was like "......................." pls lor... i nvr slp in class hor... -_-" n when adam asked abt the negative comment den she said "look at ur last yr's result..." den i was like alreadi looking at it... yah... i dropped one place... 4th to 5th... n my average drop frm 72.6 to 71.1 ... yah... L1R5 oso drop frm 12 to 13... ok... maybe she's rite... i have deteriorated... by a lill... but consolation... i got an xtra A2... combined Humans!!! haha...jkjk... but if not for my Lousy Pathetic Loser Idiotic English... i wud have got like 10pts... haiz... got to go realli buck up on my EL... but 1st... CHINESE... O LEVELS ON MONDAE!!! SOO EXCITING RITE?! haha... kkz... im kinda excited bout it... yah sure i wanna get my A1... the 1st step to doin well for Os.. n yah... Kamlesh was saeing in class... teachers can onli contribute to 30% our marks... n we have to get the other 70%... but for chinese... i think that miss low has contributed to more than 50% of our marks... it's very obvious... look at Brit... her CL in sec 2 was C5... but when miss low came in sec 3... her chinese improve to B4 than B3 than for Os... i can nearly gurantee she will get an A1... its soO very ming xian that w/o miss low... our chinese will still be like rock bottom... its no wonder her class alwaes have the highest number of chinese distinctions... n we r goin to continue that power streak man...haha...

Kk... gtg mug for chinese le... the last 100m to the Os... gotta sprint... no more slacking... CHINESE A1!!! HERE I COME!!!!

Thursday, May 26, 2005

ok... 2dae one of the worst daes of skool... miss lela showed us our class msg for most of the subjects... n yah... it wasnt too pleasant to the eyes thou... was like bio 4+, chem 4+, phy 5+, emaths 6+, a maths 3+, n the finale...SS... wow... shocked... was like... omg... 7.44... that means on av... everybody got btw a D7 to E8... gosh!... ok... nvm... everyone in the level was that bad... im sure there wud be heavy moderation... n our class onli got 6 passes... Den she was like scolding us... n asking us to wake up b4 its too late... n think that its our laziness that is causing our downfall... n emphasising that we are supposed to the 2nd best class... n our results put us in 4th in level i think... n she went on and on and on and on... for 1 solid hour man... wow... but wad she nvr show was our chinese results... that we were ranked top in level... all thx to liu lao shi! haha... she rawks man...haha... nvm... at least there is a lill to celebrate abt in such a bad exam... 4E!... we got to buck up man... n show miss lela that we are worthy of the name 4 EXCELLENCE...haha... we r the 2nd class n we must prove to her that we r worthy of that name... dun fret ... there is still time to buck up... JuNe HoLs...

Ok... here's my results... wifout moderation... damn sadz...

English--50 (C6)
Chinese--66 (B3)
E Maths--72 (A2)-->[Damn super super sadz]
A Maths--91 (A1)-->[Quite Happy Wif this]
Chemistry--71 (A2)-->[Damn super super sadz]
Physics--69 (B3)-->[Wasted sia]
Biology--62 (B4)
E. Geog--67 (B3)
Soc. Studies--72 (A2)-->[Quite Happy Wif this]

Yupz... n L1R5 is 16... that will get me no where... god save me...

n speaking of June Hols... the timetable is out n we r like fully booked lor... not much time for training n relaxation le... haha... kkz... chinese Os in 4 daes...kkz... back to mugging...gtg le... ByeZ~

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Hmm... 2dae... full of ups and downs... kz... i shall be positive like Hydrogen ions...(like shida said...haha)... start wif the good... yupz... got back my SS... clas got 6 ppl passed... n im very much surprised to be top in class n 2nd in level... got 36/50... realli realli nvr expected it... tot that i wud jus fail it... guess lady luck was on my side... nvm... cannot be over confident... try harder...

Ok... the bad... my emaths... when i wen home n tell mi mum n dad... n they were like "WHAT? WHAT U DOING? I WANT TO C UR PAPER" den i was like errr.... n all the naggin n scolding n telling me how careless i am n how my bro wud nvr make such careless mistakes... and on and on and on and on... gosh... hell of a lecture... frankly speaking... i hate to be compared wif others... esp my bro... like yah... i admitt that he's better den me in maths... coz thats the fact... so stop digging into it can?! Yah... n not that i failed or something! i got an A2... i noe its not good... but its not that super bad as well k! Den u onli c my flaws... but nvr ever c my strengths... im more all rounder den my bro... who is very maths... i got an A2 for Combined Humans... n wad did my dad sae? " OK.." that's all! Haiz... resigned to fate...

Ok, nvm... perhaps im over reacting again... nvm... i promise i will try harder... ok... im very stressed now... CL O's is just ard the corner... sumone save me...

Friday, May 20, 2005

Ok... im soO damn ChInEsE man... wow... ok... i've officially tahan abt like 6hrs of chinese... phew... tiring sia... ok... chinese started frm like 11.30am... and ended like 5.45pm... wow... cant believe myself... think that miss low is like goin all out to help us get that A1 in chinese... yah... 2dae had normal lessons until 3pm... den wanted to meet miss low after that to ask her to point out my mistakes in my zuo wen... yupz... den me, gerry, junkiat, joseph n gabriel stayed back to tok to her ... realli gained lots of valuable points frm her... hmm... its time spent wisely tho... im soO confident of scoring my 40+ for zuo wen again in Os man... but pp 2... not prepared at all... gosh... i dun want history to repeat itself... i jus passed my P2 this time...40/80... haiz...

Ok... im soO determined to study damn bloody hard fer my CL O's in like 9 daes... woa... thats damn scary... gtg study super hard le... *mugging in progress...haha... k lah... gtg le... ByEz~

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

[Yesterdae]
Ok... come straight to the point... i failed my EL... cant believe it... feel like just banging my head on the wall... SoBz... nvm... dun wanna tok abt it anymore...

[2dae]
Ok... 2dae got to wake up late 2dae... coz CL LC onli starts at 10.15am... soO yah... did the exam in hall...soO damn coLd... froze... like kenna brain freeze... den like ears oso kinda spoilt,...haha... lolx... den like abit tougher den i had expected ... ans all soO close to each other... mi god...haha... nvm... but no offense... JoeL arh ( i mean Ah Fat...)... how the heck did u get 4/20 fer ur listening? u sleepin isit? haha... lalalalala

Ok... after LC got alot of xtra time b4 E maths... soo yah... went out of skool to makan... went wif adam, gerry, nelson, jun kiat n joseph go makan pizza hut...haha... damn hilarious sia...haha... den dunno y ... but this waiter suddenly came to gerry n said... "if u need a job... pls rmb to call me..." ok... den any guy... esp those frm 4E ( The Best n Horniest Class in the Skool...wOhooTz) wud thinkin another wae... ooo...haha... nvm... cannot tok to much rubbish.. this is a PG blog... (Parental Guidance)haha... not M18 stuff...haha... den after that went to starbucks bought ice mocha..haha... long time nvr drink le...haa... den went back to skool for EM P2 lor... den reach skool... saw john... den he got tummy ache sia...haha... pity him... tummy ache still have to sit the EM P2... tough sia... by the wae... the paper was verrrry tough to me... altho i finished it... i wasnt realli sure of my ans... 1st time sia... haha... ok... den after that quickly rush to toilet... coz my bladder cant hold on anymore ... sOO damn CoLd...shivering shivering... den rushed back to that bloody cold hall... teachers returned chinese papers n explained it to us,... Ok... the proudest moment in 4E's Life man...

WE RAWK TO THE CORE MAN!!!!! WE DID MISS LOW PROUD... 8 OUT OF THE 11 A1s IN THE LEVEL FOR COMPO CAME FROM 4E... U HEARD IT... 4E...WOHOO...AND THE LOWEST IS ONLI A B4!!!!... BEST CLASS!!!

Congrats to all the A1 scorers... and for those who didnt get ur distinctions... dun be disheartened! Prove to miss low that altho we r occasionally naughty n lazy... we do listen to her n we CAN DO IT... continue miss low's chinese record... this yr... 4E... aim fer 100% A1... n make history in Temasek... haha... kz... abit excited... but realli think that miss low is a very good teacher n we shud study hard not to disappoint her k... anyway bad news people...haha...we will be seeing miss low for 27 periods a week until end of this term coz mr oh gave up all his periods to miss low fer chinese...haha... cooL eh...haha... kkz... end here le... still have to do bio, n learn my ting xie... tmr got 7 periods of chinese... cyaz

Monday, May 16, 2005

MusT wondering y nvr update in the weekends rite? haha... yah... busy wif work... n sleepin...haha... finish the SACSS Chinese midyr paper 1 n 2... yah... took me quite long tho... ok... den i oso did my Personal reflection for CME...haha... lucky choon wei remind me sia... or else die le...haha... den jus read up a lill on e maths... to refresh myself...haha...

Ok... 2dae got back A maths paper...haha... i was rather surprised wif my marks... whaha... got 73/80... which means its a 91%... coOL...haha... but according to Kamlesh... this is not good enuf... he wants full marks... den that john, choon wei and Peng Lai got 76/80... cant stand them sia... soO damn smart...haha... nvm... i will catch up...haha... ok... den the rest of the dae was rather boring tho... n bio... i finally realli undertsood the topic on heredity... coz in b4 2dae... i was like.."hUh?" haha... achievement... den found out that heredity is kinda like probability...haha... Ok... shock of the dae... after skool... e maths CT... was kinda surprised by the no. of qns... soO many sia... coz like everything is 1 or 2 marks de..haha... den like suddenly cannot c anything... den panick panick... but lady luck was on my side... i last min got ling gan...wahaha... then cheong like mad ...haha... den finished the paper... pray hard that i dun have soO many careless mistakes tho...haha...

Ok... im soO deaded now...haha... i got like 6 pages of geog still as good as new...haha... still virgin... havent touch yet...haha... later got to cheong like siao le... den summore got ting xie lehz...die die...haha... pls god... save me...haha...=P

Friday, May 13, 2005

ok... im bored... the CT is almost over... n yah... got abit of xtra time to waste ... yah... but suddenly feel like doin a chinese compo or two to let miss low mark... feel that i've not done enuf to do well for chinese Os yet... n countdown... 17 daes... gosh... time realli flies in sec 4... life in TMS is comin to an end... sho damn sadz lor... realli cant bear to leave the skool that has brought me soO much good memories... n sOo many good friends... but still every good thing has to come to an end... yah...

Ok... 2dae endured two and a half hours of chinese... dunno how i did it... practically ting xie the whole 3B txt book...haha... handache...haha... yups... read up on all the requirements for the DSA to JCs... yah... noe that i will be able to go TPJC... coz they onli need an average of 55%... coOl rite? haha... now trying for TJC... gtg ask miss lela or miss low or mr soh, or even my coach to help me write a letter of recommendations... coz that will realli give me an edge to enter TJC...haha... im realli becoming toO engrossed in my studies le... it is making me toO nerdy...gosh...haha... stared at my photo on my table... a photo of me when i was like 3 yrs old... damn cute lor...haha... cant believe its me... the onli resemblence is that yah... im still quite chubby.... haha... there is fats in my genes...haha... a pair of genes is called an Allele...haha...( cant believed that i pronounced it as "Ah Leh Leh" ...haha...lolx).c... im becoming soO biological...haha...

2dae had amaths...nth much ... except the Kamlesh crapping away... n did some integration...haha... funz sia...den the chris arh... dunno he mad or wad... he act soO gay...haha... jkjk... i mean his voice...haha... more feminine den fenny's ...haha... lalalalala... but damn funni sia... laugh until wanna peng sia...haha... bio oso... infront of me got shida... den beside hariadi... damn crap sia...haha... supposed to a lill experiment of heredity,...haha... supposed to draw the face of a child given a specific characteristics... den all of us draw the pic dun look like human... oso dun look like alien... haha... damn super funni... den realised that i've luffing abit too much... (ok... alot...haha...) coz like miss lela every lesson like oso ask me if im ok... coz im luffing like a mad guy... all hariadi's n shida's fault lah...haha...no lah... jkjk...haha...

Ok... i've just given my cuzin a lil counselling session...haha... complementary frm TPS Counselling centre...haha... no lah...haha... jus tok tok... den soO sad sia... she like soO depressed coz she cant seem to do properly for her exams... n she's constantly getting into trouble... that's y she met the vice principal on the 1st dae of sec school scolding vulgarities at the cher... den met the principal on the 2nd dae of skool...haha... not that she's very terrible... she just abit led astray... haha... hope she's much better now...haha...( of course she is...haha... counselling by me lehz... very rare leh...haha...)

Ok... found out that i've kinda over written...haha... crapping alot... coz im kinda bored... coz im trying to slack a lill... this is my much awaited weekends... realli need the time to rejuvenate myself... like sleep more... watch more TV... and anything... slackz...haha... ok... im goin to do something else now... which is not studying of course...haha... ok... that's all folks...=P

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Ha... ok... 2dae's fine... chooi was like super duper lame 2dae... as per normal... haha... den lela cut her hair... n its like super weird... Fahmi descibed her hair as "like a poodles..." haha... no offense lah... den her lesson on heredity... den sianz lah... den we started calling each other mutants or something...haha... lame lah... den cannot tahan hariadi n shida... alwaes make me laugh like mad...wahaha... den lela oso tot i mad wif them le...haha... nvm... i dun mind...haha... den 2dae phy P2... ok lah... easier den i had expected it to be tho...haha... yah... i will pass....hahah... den after school went wif joel, billy n abbas go makan mac...haha... den once again... laugh laugh...haha... the ppl in mac tot we mad sia...haha... all abbas's fault lah..haha... den saw mr eddie tan...haha... wearing his "sexy shorts"...haha... all of us laugh like mad sia... den said hi to him... yah... den nth much lah... haha... He waxed his legs...whaha... LoLx... like mr Ng Kok wei like that sia... haha..

Ok... now gtg learn my ting xie le... tmr i think got like 3 hrs of terrible n torturous miss low...haha... die lah... soO i think gtg study the entire 3B textbook ba..hhaha...cyaZ

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Ok... im here again... super depressed over many many things... ok... lets start from mothers dae ba... i was like soO stressed up studying that i dun even have the time to get a prezzie for mum... felt soO damn bad lor... but lucky 4 me... my bro bought the prezzie... so yah... still feeling quite bad abt it... den was yesterdae... chem P1 n 2... tot that the mcq can get full... but minus 2 marks le... not so bad lah... den P2? Die... upon 80 i think can onli get like 60? haiz... wanted to get higher for chem to pull up the marks for the other subject... but... but... ok 4get it...

Ok... 2dae ... e most exhausting dae of the week... got Bio P1 n 2, n Physics P1... ok... 2 be frank... i did not study phy at all... i was like studying bio until like 1 am(yah... i noe its bad... my parents will kill me if they find out...haha...) yah... den 2dae's bio ...to me it was quite very hard... the mcq was super tricky... quite careless lah me... but wun fail ba... *pray pray... den phy ... haiz... result of not studying? i practically guessed half the paper... but think that lady luck's on my side ba... tot i did reasonably well... maybe a B? haha... *pray pray (once again...haha... guess i have to pray more frm now on?...haha) den calculated L1R5... hope hope can get below 20...haha...lol...

N yah... mr soh finally found someone to repair the zip on my suit... yah... n i've to pay like 8 bucks... haha... ok lah... better den buying new pants... like 250bucks lor... damn ex...haha... nxt week finally can bring back my suit..haha...

Ok... bcoz ive been soo damn depressed this week... i have found new ways to cheer myself up...haha... of course... my fav method is laughing... haha... yah... everydae go home wif steven, joel n gang... always laugh until peng one...haha... damn good for destressing... esp steven arh... laugh until the ppl on the bus thot that g\he jus come out frm woodbridge...haha... realli hope to learn to take things easier... be more like the happy go lucky boi i used to be...haha... those were the daes man... y bother to think of the past... think of the future... dun feel upset over trivial matters...haha... laughter is the best medicine...

Yah... jus got the news... there is this new Direct School Admission(DSA)... it is something like reserving a place in the JC.. yah... i am planning to send applications to TJC, VJC, MJC, TPJC, n maybe NJC... yah... quite high expectations rite? haha... realli hope TJC will accept me... coz everything is based on sec 1 to 4 results... plus CCA, plus student leadership, plus other talents... den got interview summore... stress sia... but i definitely wanna try... coz think that this is super beneficial for me... if i get in now... all i need to do for O levels is score below 20 points... n im in the JC... WoootZ...haha... *pray pray (again...haha) But if they use this term's results... im dead...haha....

Monday, May 09, 2005

Ok... im using my little but of spare time to blog... yah... alot to study... tmr chem... den nxt dae followed by bio... den phy... super stressful week ahead... 3 sciences...haha... ok 2dae got back EL P2... got 27/50 onli...mixed emotions... on one hand i feel very sadz... C6 for english... that means my L1R5 is gone le... bb TJC...haa...(but i wun give up...) ok... on the other hand... i feel kinda relieved tho... coz like 13 ppl fail in class... den highest is onli 66%... so yah... quite ok lah... hope my compo can do better...

Ok... 2dae's Vicki Birthdae...Haha... soO lucky sia she... got ppl so ci qing wo... wah... send her b'dae greetings at 12 midnite... summore 1st one to give her prezzie wo...haha... "xing fu, wo yao de xing fu, zhai ni mian qian"( adapted from Stephanie Sun's "Xing Fu"... altho abit modified...haha)...haha... ok... YaH...

HaPPy BiRtHdAe ViCk!

Zhu ni kuai gao zhang da (i mean literally... translation... faster grow tall...haha... jkjk) xue ye jing bu( but hope dun better den mine....haha...jkjk...) yah... den 2dae adam came up wif the idean od daOING Vicki...haha... den yah... jkjk onli lah... hope u dun blame me...haha...ok lah... dun crap le...

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Yah... finally... takin a few minutes off for a break... n here i am... blogging... yah... im so bio now...bio here.. bio there.. bio all dae long ...so exciting... haha ... yah... realli appreciate e comfortin words frm u guys... n gals... yah... feelin okay now... yah... altho my chinese tutor came 2dae n told me my mistakes... lets c... i shud get like 4+4+6+2+8+20=44/80... or maybe lower... oh mine... haha... but she told me that it was a very tough paper... n not even RI n RGS set that kind of standard for CL... so yah... felt relieved...haha... realli hope i dun fail... but nvm... shi bai shi cheng gong zhi mu...yah... must take this as jus an experience... nvm... do better nxt time ba...hahaa...

Ok... 2dae had both CL n Maths tuition... A Maths... Integration... felt good doin it...haha... its fun...haha... den after that practically studied bio for the entire dae... completed my TYS all the wae till reproduction in mammals... but still left out the excretion bit... goin to do it later... n like the time now is alreadi 12 midnite... oh mine... nvm... sleep is something i gotta sacrifice a lill... for the sake of revision...haha... yah... tmr goin to cheong phy the entire dae... this time need my bro n dad le... my phy is ...haiz... too embarrassing to describe... soO damn different frm my dad n bro...haha... strange rite? haha... thats life...haha... Think that ive kinda left out chem... n feelin guilty abt it... dun wan history to repeat itself ( i mean last yr final term exam...)... so yah... think i will study abit of chem tmr ba...haha...Kindof late le... soO yah... signing off le...

[Live life to the fullest... dun dwell on ur past... think of the future...]

Friday, May 06, 2005

2dae's a dae of ups n downs... yupz... but it's a more extreme dae ba... ok... 1st the good thing...Ahaha... i passed my Standing broad jump...thx 2 Mr Kumar...haha ... n i finally can do one pull up...whaaha... i can do it... 1 more pull up to pass...haha... den ting xie oso not bad ba.. despite me not studying... i still faired one of the highest...haha... n yah... congrats to Britney n Sabrina... won 3rd in the Karaoke contest... WoHootZ... n to keith, karl, Chris, n Ryan for a job well done at the Karaoke contest! U all rawK man!

Ok... now the bad... when i went to collect my suit 2dae( coz mr soh sae must bring home to practice drive fire...lolx)... i couldnt find it... panick like hell... den mr soh sae help me find... den i went to sit 4 my CL P2... my god! Did they give the wrong paper or sumthing? Did they give us the higher chinese paper?! So damn hard lor... 1st... the cloze passage one n a half page long... den the compre mcq 2 whole pages... den the compre open ended one is abt 3 pages... WTH!!! n worst of all i couldnt realli understand wad the stupid passages was toking abt! den the tian xie han zi... onli got 2 words out of 5 correct... den the zao ju... haiz... dunno lar... think i flunk it as well... Damn SaDz sia... in conclusion... this chinese paper is HELL... im soO damn DeAD man... haiz... n yah... after exams went to call soh n ask if he had found my suit le mah... den actualli is one of the sec 1s borrowed it for tmr's competition... n my 1st reaction? sigh... at least it's not lost... but on 2nd tot... kinda angry... coz wad's ur problem? Will it hurt to ask? it's my suit for god sake! n when i saw u in the canteen, y didnt u just ask?! Maybe im like a lil over reacting here... cant u have the basic coutesy of asking n not pretending like nobody's business... am i that scary? LoLx...

Feeling very depressed now... everything in my life is soO not rite... everything is goin wrong...oh my... someone save me... realli dun have the motivation to study animore...haiz... n yah... getting very easily agitated... soO pls... dun irritate me... i will kinda explode... yah... so if i over react over trivial matters... yah... sign off here le...bYeZ...=P(im trying to smile...)

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Ok... im in a realli realli bad mood 2dae... alot of bad things happened in school... yah... e bad thing that happened...dun wanna tok abt it... but to e ppl invloved... jus take it as a more expensive experience... dun harp on it... jus put it behind urselves n concentrate on ur work... prove everyone wrong kz? den 2dae's SS was a total fluke... no time management at all... flunk like shit sia... realli very disappointed... all becoz of SBQ again... i studied soO damn bloody hard... but wad do i get in return? Horrible SS results... ARH!!! Nvm... thx god i have quite an encouraging dad... jus told me to treat this as an experience... n do better for the nxt exams... felt much better... haha...(c ..im able to laugh again... im normal...haha) ok,... gonna have tuition nxt... den ive to go study for chem... oxidation n reduction... gotta do better !!!

Monday, May 02, 2005

Haha... im here jus 4 e regular update... this weekend super busy... busy scribbling my SS notes... 2yrs syllabus lehz... gtg back to mugging le... cyaz