Hey.. im back.. after 1 hell of a torturous week.. ahha.. lots n lots of things happened.. n yah.. so much that im still kinda traumatised by it.. n yah.. its truely amazing how i survived this wk.. hahahz.. 1st thing's 1st.. the damn Sci-Co.. madness man.. that aileen lim (my sci-co teacher i/c cum civics tutor) want me to rush out the presentation within 1 week.. coz had to present on friday.. so yah.. me, yanshan, ilyana n boon seong rush like mad. rush until like no time to even slp sia.. that woman lah.. everytime last min den tell us nid to do this do that de.. very frustrating.. summore this wk was like totally packed lor.. wed got econs test.. (which i think i screwed up sooo badly).. den thursdae had to rush out the bio SPA skill A report.. (which of course i wrote rubbish).. den had to rush out PI (which she finally accepted le...).. haiz.. tot gone case le.. but den thx to these very wonderful ppl.. managed to survive.. hahaz.. had to realli manage my time realli well.. or else will suffocate to death de.. hope this is an exception.. this type of stress will realli shorten my life (and make me dumber like dahlia said.. coz lack to sleep+ brain cells die = stupid.. that sure explains y she's ALWAYS late for skool n yet sooo smart.. hahah).. ok.. so it was fridae.. went to suntec city to present to the judges.. so scary lah.. coz its my 1st time representing tj in sci-co again.. den yah.. had to present to the judges.. which were all bigshots.. UOB managers.. citibank managers.. sooo scary lah.. but got high b4 the presentation.. so yah.. the presentation turned out real fine for us J1s.. same 4 the TAs.. tot that they were even better den us lah.. hahahz.. nvm.. all still tj ppl.. haha..lol.. now realli hope they ill accept our idea n give us the budget to continue doing the project.. hahaz.. oh yah.. i realli tot that hwa chong realli enthu abt everything can.. tj send in 2 teams for the presentation.. but hwachong i think send in more den 10 teams lah.. hahah.. out to kill us onli.. hahahz.. den mj oso send in 2 teams.. tpj 2 oso..rj 1 team onli lor.. hahahz.. madness.. ok lah.. enuff of the science thing le.. ahahz...

Ok.. i think my studies r kinda back on track le.. got an A for my chem.. damn happy lah.. hahaz.. now gotta study for my phy summore.. damn sianz.. kinematics n dynamics.. confirm + 100% + gurantee fail de.. hahaa.. coz i dun get a shit wad the lecturers r toking abt.. (altho i kinda like the teachers.. porridge woman n desai.. haha.. very funni ppl..).. lol.. n noe wad.. vincen i think can change name le sia.. vindent neo change to eunice neo more appropriate sia.. hahahz.. got he everyday attempt to copy eunice toh( the porridge woman to lectured me dynamics).. the very act cute thingy.. damn errrrrr xin sia. haha.. but he copy until very xiang lehz.. haha.. so damn funni lah.. hahhaz..

Hmm.. nowadays dunno y suddenly like very sleepy lehz.. during chem n bio lectures i think i was sleeping.. den during bio SPA.. while the teacher was toking.. i was in lala land.. (but for this case's not my fault kz.. coz even the teacher tot it was very dry n boring.. n everyone else was dozing off.. hahahz..).. think i shud realli make use of this long weekend to sleep to my hearts content sia.. hahahahhaz.. so nice... zZZZZZ

Oh yah.. i 4got one impt thing.. the younger ppl in TMS r having their most exciting n wonderful n motivating mid yr examinations now! wahahaha.. wish them all the best.. n dun get too upset if u all dun do well.. coz its perfectly NORMAL... its just signalling a time to buck up.. n yah.. read miss neo's blog.. hey u ppl.. dun make her upset lah.. jus do ur work lah.. now coz of u all she stress until like that.. even the legendary 2005 batch oso nvr torture her until like that sia.. hahaa.. jus do ur work.. coz its 4 ur own good lah! Trust me.. if u all dun do as she says.. u all will regret it when it comes to Os de.. which i pretty sure u all dun want.. haha.. so yah.. jus some advice frm me.. haha.. so yah.. good luck to the TMS ppl.. ahhaa..lol..

n yah.. speaking of exams.. mine r coming too.. after june hols that is.. which is seriously NOT a good thing.. the hols not onli have to study like mad for exams.. oso have to train like mad for Interskool in July.. i think like 1 or 2 weeks after the 'B' n 'C' division de.. think realli nid to brace myself sia.. this time wud be tuff.. coz 'A' division le.. ahhaz.. think this is part n parcel of JC life bahz.. if i can survive this wk n put up a reasonable presentation.. im sure i can survive the june hols.. its all abt TIME MANAGEMENT.. i can do it.. hahahz.. so yah.. thats all for now.. n yah.. ppl enjoy ur long weekend.. coz MONDAE"S A HOLIDAY!!! wahahaha..

Haiz.. im jus sooo disappointed in myself can.. 2dae's the 1st time im representing tjc in Air rifle.. ok.. i got like my lowest in a long time lah.. shot 533 onli lor.. n thats nt the worst thing.. i think when coach saw my score.. she was more interested in the first 2 sets bahz.. 86 and 83 lor! WTH! Hu the heck wearing full suit and compressed air gun can shoot a bloody 83! Realli feel like banging the wall lor.. i think even a sec 1 can shoot 83 without any suit.. lucky managed to pick myself up a little bit.. nxt few series was jus ok lah.. got 91,90,91,92.. so thats reasonable lah.. haiz.. overall.. i jus screwed up my 1st competition for tjc.. sooo damn mad at myself now..haiz..

Ok.. this week's a pretty bad week for me again.. can u believe it.. I FAILED my bio AGAIN! wth lah.. its not that i didnt study lah.. i cheong like mad lor.. i jus dunno y i did soo badly..jus cant believe it lor.. the test make me look so.. hmm.. DUMB! Ok lah.. i didnt exactly fail for JC standard.. i got 16.5/40.. so thats 41%.. so thats an E i think so.. so thats still an official pass.. lol.. ok but nth to be proud of.. but on the bright side.. i improved frm the last test.. where i got 7/20.. which is like an "S" lor.. subpass.. lol.. hahahaha.. i cann0t be so depressed... must find ways to cheer myself up.. hahahz...

Ok.. this wk onli got econs test.. i got this very very strong feeling that i will screw up.. as per normal lah..

Ok.. a little summary of my loserish grades so far

GP- (no test yet)
CL- A
MA- A
CA- B
PA- D
BI- E
EC- A

Hahah.. nvr c a D and E in my life yet.. this is the 1st time bahz..

Ok lah.. will end here.. hope nxt wk will be a fresh new wk.. hope i can continue smiling.. hahahz.. coz its gonna be a tuff week ahead.. with the Sci-Co presentation at suntec n all.. nid to recharge for this upcoming week.. so end here le.. THE END!

Ok.. feeling abit weird.. coz another malaysian scholar jus left cg01/06.. that leaves us wif jus 23 people left.. haiz.. Theng Koe left coz he felt that the education system in tjc is too stressful 4 him.. n he cudnt understand much of the lectures and all.. (altho he did very well for the tests.. much better den me that is..) n he also misses his family dearly.. so yah.. the best thing 4 him to do is to go back asap bahz.. coz he wud have to pay the MOE back the scholarship cost as well.. complicated matters.. haiz.. Boon seong say he may be leaving as well.. in may.. haiz.. y is everyone leaving??? Sumtimes i realli wonder.. is our education system realli that stressful? To them maybe they feel that if the education system here is not suitable for them they cud jus go back to malaysia n go to a JC equivalent.. but we singaporeans got no choice.. we can onli hide in our rooms at most.. hahahz.. so sad rite? haiz.. that's that sad thing abt life here lah.. hahahz.. anyway.. wish him all the best back in malaysia... coz he sure go there thrash everyone de.. haha.. sooo pro.. anyway he told me he may be coming back to singapore in 2 yrs time.. after he feels that he's mature enough to handle the stressful education system here.. and also more independent den.. haha.. realli hope that he will come back.. ahhaa.. n must rmb to keep in contact! hahaha

Ok.. another sad thing.. actualli not realli lah.. my older cousin going back to england le.. to sit 4 exams.. sianz sia.. everyone seems to be leaving.. wads wrong?? hahahaha

N yah.. im damn happy lah.. i got another A for my maths! wahahah.. hope my chem oso can get an A.. heard frm other cgs bio was damn horribly done.. so yah.. im expected to fail.. AGAIN.. hahah.. ok lah.. think altho my scores r quite ok le.. but looks like i have to settle for like last few in class this time.. hahahz.. kenna thrashed by everyone sia.. hahahaz.. too smart le those ppl.. ahhahz.. the onli sub i can beat them is actualli.. CHINESE n GP! can u believe it?? Wif my crappy language standard.. hahah.. nvm.. at least i tried my best le.. phy n econs test coming up nxt.. hahahaz.. hope i dun fail! haha

Hey im back.. jus finished tutoring my fren.. he's in sec 5 now.. taking his Os.. so he's obviously panicking den ask me 4 help in e maths and comb science.. ahhaha.. his kinda in a mess.. slacking his sec 3 n 4 yrs away.. hahah.. so lots to catch up yah.. hahaha.. ok.. enuf of that.. den morning went to tms collect the suits.. for training tmr.. hope it turns out fine.. ahhahz.. ok.. den did sum tutorials.. den played my bro's PSP.. hahha... funz.. get addicted sia.. hahaha.. too bad he brings it to camp.. or else i will be stuck to it like everyday.. oklah.. thats not that bad of a thing anyway.. hahaz.. lol.. ok lah.. my bro is shouting at me to go down to eat my supper now.. hahahz.. so thats all 4 now.. byez~

Yay.. haha.. 2dae's TMS speech day.. haha.. go back to tms to attend my 1st speech day as a prize awardee sia.. hahaa.. so nice.. greenies still dominate.. wahaha.. ok.. den yah.. got book voucher.. this certificate n the best part is the gold medalion.. arh.. so nice lah.. ahhaaz.. den after the long long list of prize awardees.. den got the concert.. which was SOO BORING! Me n abbas was actualli sleeping there.. coz its reali boring lah.. haha.. no offence to the performers.. but the standard like drop le lehz.. wahaha..lol.. took foto of all the graduate awardees.. but dunno whether can get it not oso.. sianz.. i want that foto!!! Its so nice lah.. hahahz.. Ok.. den we went down for refreshments.. the foods so nice lah.. haha.. but too bad no seat.. so rather uncomfortable eating.. but i dun mind coz its quite nice as compared to previous yrs.. hahaha.. Ok.. den mr jared oh came n told us he still owe us a treat.. he's soo nice lah.. hahaha.. altho its we bet if got A1 for phy den he have to treat us.. but i onli got an A2.. but den he still say treat me lehz.. wahahaa.. summore its we 4get den he remind us summore lehz.. ahhahaz.. nice nice guy=P.. i think they organising this friday dinner bahz.. ahhahaz.. looking forward to it.. ahahha.. thats all 4 now.. i got to go study my maths now.. tmr got maths test.. last time onli got a low A.. this time must do better! wahahahahah.. cya 4 now=P

tHe Gals.. *wads dahlia doing???* 

LaMe.. 

cG 01/06 peeps at RSAF museum 

Im kinda pissed by someone.. he's soo irresponsible and selfish can.. cannot tahan lah.. dun wanna tok abt it.. sianzzz

2dae went to CDANS for the competiton.. actualli go there oso quite bo liao.. nvr get to shoot.. den very sianz lah.. left earlier.. coz got sumthing on.. soo far lah.. at Bukit Batok.. haha..

Den did abit of work.. slept alot.. haha.. dunno y very very tired lehz.. haiz.. maybe abit stressed out this wk coz of test n all.. hope nxt wk wud be much better..=P

Woah.. have been quite some time since i last blogged.. haha.. super busy this 2 weeks man.. lots of tutorials n tests.. realli dun even have time to come online sia.. really dying.. hahha.. suffocating life.. but nth realli much happened this 2 weeks.. besides mugging.. (1st time have to start soo early..hahaha).. soo much revision to do.. and i dun understand physics! I dun noe anything abt dynamics lah.. hahaha.. chiminology sia.. but lucky the rest can understand le.. ahaha.. so yah.. very very tired now.. feel like sleeping sia.. lol..

Speech day is coming.. soo excited sia.. ahahz.. the greenies r gonna invade TMS!!! wahahaha.. den nxt wk oso got mardi gras.. but not realli looking forward to it.. nth that particularly interest me.. sianzzz.. summore the day of mardi gras.. got maths test! on functions n parametric eqns.. crazy lah.. have to mug again.. haizz.. JC life realli very tiring..

Tmr got competition.. CDANS shoot.. this is the forst time in 2 yrs i miss this shoot.. haiz.. but seniors shooting mah.. so no choice.. NUS open den i shoot.. ahhaha.. but sianz tmr have to go there to 'support'.. soo long sia.. wasting my time.. arh! nvm lah.. take it as experience.. arhhh.. tjc like train very little lehz.. soo sianz .. cannot improve my score.. den summore waste soo much time.. cannot tahan le lah.. must find sum other ways... even if it means goin to safra to train in the evening.. haiz.. sad case sia..

Aiyah.. i oso dunno wad the heck im saying.. end this entry le.. sooo sianzzzz...