Have been spending my whole afternoon watching youtube videos. I think vincent's right, 星光幫 is really good. Hahaz. Lol.

Anyways A's are officially over for me. So yes i feel liberated. So long are the days where i cant help feeling guilty for not studying. And yes no more tests and exams for at least 2 years. So thats the nice part. But somehow, when i am studying, i want freedom. But when i really get it, i am not as happy as i think i should be. Strange enough. Perhaps thats human nature. Anyway headache's never ending. The next thing i have to fret about is which university course i will study. Frankly speaking i really do not know. People tend to get greedy, especially in this competitive world of ours. There are courses that i am interested in, but that very often is NOT a feasible choice. So i have to compromise. Tentatively, i think my few choices are: (in no order of preference)

1) Double degree in Chemical engineering and Business Administration
2) Medicine (for some reason)
3) Chemical Engineering
4) Chemistry
5) Pharmaceutical Science

But it all depends on my grades next year. Scholarships are also a great hassle. There are so many of them that i do not know which is the one i really want. I just want to learn to be more independent and not depend so much on my parents for university funding. Yes i do have a few choices in mind but I've got no idea which is better. Anyone can enlighten me? My choices are:

1) ExxonMobil Scholarship
2) PSC Merit Scholarship
3) NUS Undergraduate Merit Scholarship
4) Engineering Scholarship

Oh mind, mention scholarships and I never fail to get headaches. Anyways I've got till March 2008 to think through and hope my results are not as atrocious.

On a happier note, yesterday after biology p1 went to orchard with class people to do some shopping. Bought 3 CD's and a pair slippers. And I have a long list of things to get before i get enlisted into the army. My shopping list:

1) Prom stuff
2) New hp without camera
3) Hellgate : London
4) New graphic card and RAM for my PC
5) New Shoes?
6) Christmas present for my cg-mates?
... and the list goes on.

Haha.. I suddenly feel so empty. I mean my wallet. On never mind because I'm gonna get my 1st paycheck soon. Not any paycheck. Army paycheck. Oh and i haven't met up with lots of friends for a long time man. Hope i get to go out with them soon before i get enlisted. Oh and there's class chalet too. It's gonna be an exciting 3 weeks before i get enlisted. =D

Yes! LAST PAPER ON THURSDAY! Yes.. it's the LAST paper. Hahaz. I can begin to sense the liberation already. (Actually i already felt it since after econs.. lol) Oh n congrats to all the physics people. It's post As already! Unfair.. =X

Anyway i think 蕭敬騰 is damn good. Must go listen to some of his songs. =D

Chem was ok, so 3 papers left! Ah Biology paper 3 just spoils everything. I've been wasting my entire weekend. I need help sitting down to study. 3 more papers. That's the greatest motivation i guess. Hahaz. Feeling good. Tmr is gonna be a good day. I hope. =D

Yes, another free day without any paper. This week has been full of ups and downs. Physics P3 was pretty bad, and i can't help feeling damn terrible because i changed lots of my right answers for wrong ones for some god knows reason. Haiz. Anyway hope that does not deprive me of an A for physics. Chemistry was pretty good! Happy. Then economics was okay. Essay was quite ok because I've done the monopoly question before and so it's mere regurgitation. BUT i think I'm quite stupid. I actually read the question wrongly and wasted 25 minutes writing an essay totally OFF. Oh mind damn panicky. The question was something like should the government relax control on market dominance.. but i interpreted it as should the government relax control on imports! And there i went to write 1.5 pages on international trade! Damn scared man! But lucky i made up a lot of time during case study and i wrote super fast. So at the end i could finish, but not sure if its good enough for an A. Anyway economics is OVER! OVER! OVER!It's as good as the end of A's man! 4 papers to go. Chem P1 tomorrow, followed by Biology P3, Physics P1, Biology P1. 10 papers down! 4 to go! I need some discipline now. LOL.

Yeps half way through the A's already. It has been pretty good so far other than GP that i can never do well in. Lets hope everything will get even better.=D