Damn happy 2dae.. received a letter.. edusave scholarship! wahaha.. will be receiving $500 lehz.. not bad not bad.. haha.. damn happy lah.. my efforts paid off.. but the irony is.. i cant spend it.. bleah.. haiz.. nvm lah.. just put in my bank account for it to rot.. haha..

Ok.. yah.. i just wanna sae i realli detest smokers.. realli.. everytime i smell that stinky super smelly stench of cigarette smoke.. i will think about that black black lungs .. the clogged up alveoli.. n worst of all.. THE AIR CON!!! yeah.. thats rite.. the aircon.. 2dae just helped my dad clean my grandfather's room's aircon.. gosh.. every part in the aircon is covered with some slimmy gooey thing.. very disgusting..just like in that alveoli.. haha.. lolx.. yah.. spent like 2hrs of my youth trying to clean it up.. make me miss my Tong xin yuan.. haha.. sianz..

Aiyah.. working is damn boring.. n tiring of course.. i like free labour.. altho its in a stage 5 devt country like singapore.. hard to find man.. everything i do sia.. stack paint(good exercise).. take stock.. sales.. haha.. everything lah.. 2dae like super duper busy lah.. all of the painters n contractors hor.. all like very singaporean.. kan chiong.. take this take that.. den shout here shout there.. worst den wet market sia.. haha..

Ok.. tmr finally taking off dae.. haha.. in the afternoon.. finally can go the chalet.. lolx.. sianz lor.. parents dun allow me anyhow take leave.. coz realli to busy le.. den now my trainings oso at nite le.. yeaterdae reach home like 10.40pm lor.. den super tired.. lolx.. but quite excited arh.. wanna train.. so xing ku abit nvm.. haha..

N yah.. abt adeline's blog.. haha.. coach's message the english super funny de.. haha.. go read her blog for more info.. haha.. really Engrish.. haha..

Ok.. ending here le.. the endz~

2dae.. work again.. sianz.. den bro came home frm campo for like a few hours..den go back camp again.. yah.. boring.. den evening went for training.. i finally got safra shooting club membership.. easier for me to train le.. 2dae training abit too last min for many.. so onli 3 people go.. me, kelvin n diana.. yah.. n range quite empty.. so alot of freedom.. summore my rifle.. n gear all at yishun safra le.. so very easy.. just withdraw everything n shoot.. haha.. YES! i finally regaining my form le.. haha.. 2dae shot a 550/600.. darn proud of myself.. haha.. av. 9.2.. haha.. nt bad le.. n im gonna train harder to achieve my 9.5 by end of the hols.. that means a 570.. i can do it.. haha..

I pity diana sia.. got to tahan me n kel for the entire nite.. haha.. 2dae abit mad lah.. bombard her wif my loads of nonsense n crappiness.. haha.. den me n diana took 812.. 969.. den finally bus 10 den reach home..den kel took 800 sumthing.. cant rmb wad le.. haha.. suffering frm Alzheimers .. bleah.. so long lor.. kinda sleepy now.. zZZ i wanna slp le..

Yea.. n as for the chalet.. i think maybe i thursdae den go.. coz got BBQ n teachers all comin.. so yah.. onli going on thursdae bahz.. coz still have to work.. den if i go in evening tmr den not much things to do.. so 4get it.. im tired.. bleah.. SLEEP TIME! wahaha...

AIYAH.. i damn damn sadz 2dae can.. ok.. actualli.. im realli pissed off.. 1st.. coach bluff us.. sae our boys detail start at 10am.. den we rush rush to skool collect our stuff.. den rush to SAFRA.. den when we got there.. we found out our detail is like 1.40pm.. wth.. den damn bored lor.. waste my time sia..

Next.. when my detail abt to start.. i put on my entire gear den stand at my lane wait.. den that mr soh sae no rifle for me! WTH lor.. den i stand there like a moron.. wait n wait n wait n wait.. den lucky shazunnah.. my junior hu's in the national youth team lend me her compressed air gun.. thx super duper alot yea.. thx thx thx.. haha.. my saviour sia.. yah.. n i damn pissed off wif the AR members lor.. they spoil the guns like nobody's business can.. just like 1 month after i left AR for the Os.. my newly repaired rifle 5 is already spoilt! haiz.. realli dunno wad to sae lah.. den that mr soh did nth lor.. still busy talking on the phone.. (correct me if im wrong.. coz i was looking at him frm my lane)instead of helping me find a rifle.. like all my juniors there did.. yah.. got to thank a few of my juniors.. haha.. they were great help.. haha..

Then.. when i started shooting.. realised that the sighting was way way off.. so i ajusted.. but have to adjust back coz thats shaz's personal rifle.. but than the rifle bud realli very very uncomfortable.. coz different ppl's preferance mah.. so suffered throughout the shoot.. damn tuff.. so i sui bian lah.. anyhow shoot.. but still hoping to get at least an average 9.0.. but den turns out onli 8.9.. that means 535/600.. i was hoping for at least 550 to 560 for this competition man.. damn wasted.. argh!!!! damn angry n pissed off n dunno wad lah.. frustrated..

Yah.. but oso ongrats to my juniors lah.. jj 553/600.. cuishan 537/600.. aqilah 380/400 (damn gd!).. shaz 377/400.. jp.. 363/400.. adeline 359/400 (wasted sia.. haha..).. syahidah 356/400.. yah.. u all did great 2dae.. coach sure damn proud.. esp 4 the gals.. guys not that good.. except for jj.. congrats.. new club record..

Haiz.. overall kinda bad dae for me lah.. wasted my chance.. arh!!! Nvm.. nxt time i will do better.. will train xtra hard.. must hit my 560 again by end of the hols.. i can do it!!!

Ha.. feels much much better after blogging.. at least not that bad le... haha.. im happier.. haha.. lolx.. n yah.. at bedok interchange while waiting for the bus. witness this commotion btw this mute man.. n the SBS security.. they like shouted at each other.. den threaten to have a brawl or sumthing.. den onli police come den can settle the prob.. dunno wad exactly happened.. so no right to give my opinions.. haha... ok.. end of this entry.. ahaha

Time flies.. grad nitez over.. so sad yah.. gonna bid goodbye to many of my good friends le.. so sadz rite.. but rmb that this is not the end kz.. keep in touch! Ok.. not gonna go in detail abt grad nite coz i've like attended grad nite for the 4th time le.. not much dif from other grad nites.. haha.. we r the last batch of temasekians hu took part in NDP! n im sure proud of it.. we did left a legacy behind after all yea.. haha.. yah.. took lots of photos yesterdae.. 103 to be exact.. haha.. now that many of us has parted.. wads left is those fond memories n photos.. thx everyone.. ppl from 1/7, 2/7, 3/2, 4E.. student council, air rifle.. and anyone that i noe.. all of u guys have made an impact in my life.. n made it much more meaningful n exciting than i've ever imagined.. wish all of ur all the best in wadever u all do.. rmb.. keep going, YEAH!

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Tmr's grad nite! haha.. its a gd n bad thing bahz.. gd that i've completed my sec skool education.. bad coz that means good bye to many friends bahz.. but nt realli bahz.. modern technology rawks.. wahaha.. *msn messenger*.. haha..lolx.. ok.. but b4 grad nite.. there's gonna be this JAE/PAE talk.. sianz lor.. they very ji li hor.. choose the dae of grad nite to hold the talk.. sianz lah.. haha..

Ok.. 2dae supposed to go watch movie de.. but den got to work at dad's shop.. very super busy.. so yah.. got to skip it.. sianz.. haha.. this 1 month plus.. must realli noe how to manage my time.. got lots of stuff to do.. busy busy.. altho exams r over.. lalala.. lolx.. ok.. got to go le.. the end.. wahaha

yah.. has been a very busy dae 2dae.. haha.. spent my whole morning n afternoon training in Yishun SAFRA .. haha.. since exams r over kinda excited about training again.. 2dae's score was kinda disappointing tho.. haha.. very rusty le.. shot onli 526/600.. haiz.. sadz sia.. jj shot 531/600.. jiepin shot 357/400... den adeline arh.. power sia.. haha.. 370/400.. a wooping average 9.25 lor.. pro pro.. pei fu.. haha.. den went back TM ate LJS AGAIN wif gabriel, jiepin addy, jj.. sianz rite? haha.. but hu cares.. food is food.. as long as its edible.. haha.. den had to rush back home for... DINNER.. haha.. realli bloated den.. so ate a lill onli.. haha..

Den just now went out to parkway buy my grad nite stuff.. i find it quite plain.. simple.. haha.. not bad lah.. i hope so.. haha.. wadever lah.. spent a bomb.. feel like its not realli worth it tho.. haha.. but ok lah.. grad nite once in like 4 yrs onli lehz.. spend abit more its ok.. haha.. lolx..

Ok.. tmr sianz.. got to help dad again.. haiz.. kz. end here le.. cya

Oh yah.. n to jefferson.. yea ur welcome... haha.. cant seem to type in my chat box.. ok.. byez=P

TaDaA!!! Os r OVER!!.. wahaha.. so damn glad.. the papers r generally very ok.. haha.. so glad.. anyway.. now.. i've got like 1 month free.. b4 i start my new life at sumwhere but TMS.. haha.. hopefully TJC.. haha.. now.. i can do WADEVER i want.. WHENEVER i want!.. wahaha.. total freedom.. man it feels good.. wahah.. hmm.. have been waiting for this for like 4 years man!.. haha.. NO MORE Os !... Lalalaalalaa...

But bro was telling me.. now it may sound so nice.. finish Os le.. freedom.. but like 1 month from now.. in JC.. they will tell u that its just the beginning of As.. haha.. so dumb lor.. nvr ending exams.. one after another.. so tiring man.. they shld cut down the number of such major exams.. they r killing US.. haha.. but hu cares.. i get to enjoy my ONE ENTIRE MONTH of nth but freedom.. wahaha.. so happy.. wahaha.. *going crazy*.. wahaha..

2dae's not as bad as i tot it wud be.. haha.. geog was ok.. did devt n manufacturing.. quite ok lah.. haha.. den phy oso ok lah.. slightly tuffer den i tot.. but still ok bahz.. i can do it! 2 more daes to go.. WoOhOo!

My god.. im soOO BORED!!! ARHHHH!!!.. altho exams not over.. im already slacking like hell man.. im BORED.. like got like 3 daes to study.. quite long.. haha.. ok im realli bored.. yawnzZ.. ok 2dae took dae off after emaths p2.. went to Bugis wif choon wei, adam, liwen, meiying, n chris to buy some prezzie n my Mr X.. wahaha.. need this break.. too stressed up le after one tuff week.. haha.. ok.. its just another excuse to slack.. oh wells.. thats me.. zZZ

IM A VERY BORED GUY.. SAVE ME..

Woah.. so fast yea.. half way thru the written papers.. exactly 1 week to freedom.. or another 4 examination daes.. so glad that most of the stressful subjects r over.. nxt week got one more super stressful paper.. geog paper.. i can do it.. so far has been gd.. SS, emaths P1, English, Biology, E maths P2.. im so gonna cheong very hard for the nxt few subs left.. a maths, geog, chem n phy.. i can do it! jia you to everyone else toO!

O Levels Exams DaY 1

Have been observing over a period of time.. there r 2 types of parents around.. 1st.. the ones hu have very super duper high expectations.. an example wud have to be my neighbour.. think he pushes his son far too much.. things he do at home.. study n play the piano.. n there was an occasion that he scored like 4 band 1s n a band 2.. n wad does he get? Hmm.. caning n lots of scolding.. poor thing rite? i nvr ever had such gd grades in primary skool b4.. haha.. n the nxt type.. the one wif super average expectation.. aka "the pass can already" type.. eg.. my parents.. n im so thankful of that.. yah.. eg.. when my bro got 14 pts for Os.. parents thot that he was great n done very well.. n yah... to some extent.. i think thats gd coz i have almost no pressure.. work at my own pace.. can learn to be independent in my learning.. which is gd.. however.. if there's no pressure.. we tend to slack n drift off very easily tho.. often very distracted.. like me.. can just stare at the wall n do nth.. or sleep like nobody's business.. n play like nobody's business.. haiz.. very guilty sometimes.. esp if i dun study enuff.. slack too much.. haiz.. dunno wads up wif my life anyway.. dun realli have a goal in my life.. lifeless life..

Wad exactly are the most suitable expectations anyway? Just pass? 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 A1s? i realli dunno.. when i told my expectations to my parents.. they told me im being to hard on myself.. they keep saying just go to where u want to go wif the minimum requirements n dun have to always aim so high.. no one can always be so perfect.. if everybody wants to be 1st.. den who gets 2nd? haiz.. life's full of contradictions n irony.. so confusing.. 4get it..

Ok.. 1st dae of exams.. good start yea.. E maths P1... im kinda satisfied.. hope they dun raise the standards too much.. haha.. den nxt paper.. i realli dun think i did my best tho.. my SBQ kinda screwed.. 1(a).. i think can 4/5.. 1(b) 6/7.. 1(c) 5/6.. 1(d) 4/7.. so thats 19/25.. not gd.. den SEQ.. oso not well done.. ALL THE QNS REPEAT CAN! Sri Lanka, Conflict among countries n Venice.. did Venice.. 4(a) i think can get 11/12.. den 4(b) i think like 9/13.. that means 20/25.. den total 39/50.. ok lah.. average score.. must cheong very hard 4 my geog.. must get my A1..

N john.. stop advertising urself lah.. haha.. yah lah ur photo occupies a quarter of the banner outside skool.. haha.. the skool will rmb u lah..

Now.. im really leading a lifeless life.. wad can i sae.. study eat sleep watch TV.. the ONLY 4 things i do at home.. zzZZ... ok lah.. kinda excited tho.. 2 daes to the start of my Os.. n just 13 daes to the end of it.. woa.. thats real fast man.. 1st papers on Mondae is E maths n SS.. so yah.. wish everybody the best of luck.. u all can do it.. yea...

(P.S. if any sec 4 is reading this.. then sumthing is realli wrong.. hello.. 2 daes to Os.. haha.. jia You..)