Wah.. long long dae 2dae sia.. haha.. hmm.. ok 1st.. went to Yishun Safra for monthly shoot.. went there early.. supposed to meet the rest for lunch.. kel, vick, adeline, jp, jj, cuishan, n gabriel..haha.. yah.. mr soh n coach fetch us to northpoint makan lor.. haha..den bois had to go back for competition.. but the gals followed as well yea.. haha.. den came the shoot.. aiyoh.. 2dae dunno wad got into me.. super tense n stressed up sia.. maybe coz this may be the last time im representing temasek sec le.. so yah.. wanna do my very best.. but yah.. it didnt turn out that well.. shot 538.. not my best.. onli very average man.. anyway.. doest matter lah.. since i practically struggled thru my entire competition.. got called out by coach after just 11 shots.. coz i shot a 7.. yah.. n maybe she could c i was realli struggling.. oh wells... nvm lah..

Den after shoot coach sae got wad BBQ at her mum's condo.. haha.. start at 6pm.. at bukit batok there.. den it was onli like 4.30pm.. so me, kel n vick went to watch movie.. the rest didnt join us coz the movie was NC-16.. wahaha they went to play arcade.. den adeline went home 1st... watched Saw 2.. wah.. super sadistic show sia.. haha.. all the brutal killing n practically no plot except for killing.. haha.. its more disgusting den scary man.. haha.. yah u noe wad? this is the 1st NC-16 i watched since turning 16 in august.. coz to busy wif studies den.. no time for movies.. haha.. lol.. start at 4.50pm.. den end at like 6.30pm.. haha.. den wah tot late le.. so we attempted to cheong to bukit batok.. saw that MRT fastest mah.. so yah.. we took it.. but it was NOT fast lor.. took like at least 20 minutes frm yishun to bukit batok.. lol.. den reach le den gabriel sae the last shuttle service to the condo left le.. so yah.. at 1st dunno wad to do.. haha.. den we act smart.. must be independent.. so finally found 2 buses that go.. we decided to take 177.. coz its the fastest.. den we waited.. n waited.. n waited.. but nvr wondered y the bus nvr came.. den we look above at the signboard.. IT DOESNT RUN ON WEEKENDS!! omg.. we finally tot how DUMB we were.. we saw a grp of ppl leaving the queue.. yet we continued to wait for nth.. lolx.. ok.. den took the other bus.. 173.. haha.. quite fast lah.. but by the time we reach condo its like 8 pm le.. 2hrs late lor.. haha.. but nvm.. we hoped that there were food left.. wah that condo quite big sia.. needed abit of directions.. haha.. den jp,jj, cuishan, n gabriel arrived earlier le mah.. so called them ask them where they were den they all like in disco like that sia.. the make so much noise.. den cannot hear wad they toking.. haha..den got abit confused yah.. haha.. den finally found them after 15 minutes..lol..

N guess wad? the BBQ nvr start yet lor! haha.. dunno wad they all doing sia.. all like scouting ard onli.. nvr do anything.. haha.. so quickly brought down all the stuff den start bbq.. hhaa.. not bad lah the food.. den coach the nephew , niece, son.. all of them were there.. omg.. the small boi.. i think his name was alex.. SOO CUTE LOR.. hyperactive sia.. haha.. running ard like sum mad child.. haha.. summore dun cry de.. haha.. so thats gd.. haha.. haha.. fun lah.. took lots of photos.. haha.. all thx to vick..lol.. yah.. den coach said wad nxt yr can learn 50 metres prone position rifle.. haha.. yea.. coz its similar to 10m air rifle.. haha.. so yah.. looking forward to it..haha.. den mum called.. sae they will be fetching me home at like 10 plus.. coz anyway they were nearby.. coz they just sent my bro back to his camp at lim chu kang there.. haha.. yah.. den shun bian send kel to Seng Kang n vick back to tamp.. haha.. man its much much faster than the MRT! haha.. learn to appreciate parents fetching me.. wahhaa..

Ok lah.. very long but fun dae.. haha.. tmr i think goin out again.. haha.. this time wif my primary skool friends.. haha.. long time no c le.. haha.. yea.. man i think my parents will kill me sia.. im like going out soo many times a week.. almost everydae.. lol.. but tmr nvm lah.. onli dinner.. haha.. ok.. will end here le.. wanna go slp le.. tmr have to work again.. lol.. very very tired now man.. zZZ.. niteZ!

P.S.(nt my name) im eyeing the rifle coach has just bought.. wahaha.. the compressed air full steel de.. wahaha.. watch out.. whahahahahah...lol..

Yea.. 2dae went training again.. b4 that went to makan dinner wif vick at tamp BK..den take 969 to yishun.. AGAIN.. haha.. this time got more time.. haha.. so shoot more.. but ke lian kel sia.. go all the way to yishun but got no lanes to shoot.. aha.. coz that stingy safra dun give us more lanes.. ok nvm lah.. he was sleeping there.. lol.. after that all of us walk to northpoint.. jp, adeline they all like walk very slow.. den lost them on the way.. by the time kel messaged them they alreadi on the bus le.. lolx.. yah.. haha.. den me, kel, n vick went to the food court makan.. coz poor kel havnt eat dinner yet.. haha.. so makan abit lah.. haha.. den we go the pasar malam dere walk walk. haha.. go relive abit of childhood memories.. Pasar malams used to be so damn fun when we were young.. but now like very bo liao.. except 4 the food.. still love pasar malam food.. haha.. but prefer the one at Bedok.. got more things.. haha.. lol.. ahah.. n oso to waste time.. nth to do mah.. crap alot lah.. maybe the ppl there think we mad.. haha.. den took 969 back again.. haha.. yah.. owe kel his potato chips.. lolx.. that time he ran on the bus wifout his chips.. pao qi the chips lor.. hurt its feelings.. haha.. n i ate it at last.. aha.. lol.. nvr charge transportation fees lor.. haha..lol.. reach tamp le.. den walk vick home wif kel lah.. haha.. coz nth much to do anyway.. haha.. im norturnal lah.. hyper active onli at nite.. lol.. den kel took 27 home.. me take that 10 lor.. haha..sianz.. took bus 10 like 6 yrs le lor.. haha...

Oh yah.. den jus now got this weird unknown number call me.. haha.. yah.. n guess hu.. its peishan! haha.. she was organising sum class gathering for the NAPS 6/2 ppl.. haha.. yea.. kewl.. finally can meet up wif those long lost friends.. haha.. c.. how strange life is.. we were in the same class 4 yrs ago.. den split for 4 long yrs.. den we finally meet again.. haha.. so kewl.. so looking forward to it.. haha.. summore i think like quite a few of them nxt yr same skool as me.. yea! haha.. mondae can go out.. haha.. yah.. n was wondering how peishan got my number.. den jun jun told me she told her de.. bleah..poor her.. got stung by a bee.. no.. actualli is she step on the bee den got stung.. haha.. lol..yah.. den think i meeting them at marina south dere.. dunno where oso.. haha.. ask for directions.. haha.. anyway they sae EAT steamboat lehz.. haha.. not bad.. man im hungry now.. haha..

Oh. yah.. kel.. when u go eat the buffet must call me hor! haha.. im hungry.. lol.. RMB HOR.. me n vick oso wanna eat! haha..

Yah.. bro jus called.. he comin home frm camp.. n now he's pressing the door bell le.. haha.. got to open the door le.. ok end here le.. the end.. haha..

Ok.. yesterdae went training again.. haha.. ok b4 that went for dinner at TM.. den supposed to meet diana at int at 6.15pm.. den halfway thru dinner she sae she will be late.. den nvm lor.. we take our time eat.. den when we reach int its alreadi like 6.40pm! haha.. den the stupid bus 969 queue so long lor.. ppl dunno tot its great singapore sale sia.. haha.. den like a few min later c diana come le.. ahaha.. so end up back to square one.. haha.. lol.. den took the bus to yishun safra.. by the time reach there aqilah already shoot half way le.. den kel already there frm work le.. haha.. so yah.. den withdraw arms den shoot.. haha.. coz we went TOO LATE.. den onli got time to cheong 50 shots.. haha.. used the smaller range coz the big one got course going on.. so yah.. very quiet.. so ok lah.. haha.. den suddenly realised got so many curious eyes staring at me frm the glass door.. gosh.. make me so nervous lor.. haha.. later shoot 7 den no face sia.. haha.. but not bad lah.. managed a 97/100 yesterdae lehz!! so happy lor.. haha.. 1st time.. haha.. lol..

Den after dinner coach fetch the 5 of us to yishun mrt.. den we end up walking to northpoint den go there eat eat.. haha.. coz abit hungry le.. ahah.. thats me.. haha.. den i dunno lah.. yesterdae nite abit hyper lah.. haha.. so yah.. i resemble a psycho.. haha.. 4give me 4 my rubishness n crappiness.. haha.. lol.. took horrible photos everywhere.. haha.. den all of us took 969 back to tamp.. haha.. den realised bus 10 terminated le.. coz it ends super early lor.. at 11pm.. den we aqilah took another bus home.. den me, kel, diana n vick.. walk to vicks house dere.. den kel took another bus frm there.. me n diana took cab home.. coz shun lu mah.. haha.. den reach home 11.30 pm le.. zZZ.. den sleepy sia.. bathe le.. den drop on the bed den slp like a dead log le.. haha.. coz 2dae morning still have to work.. haha..

Den 2dae saw choon wei, adam, mei ying, n liwen opp my dad's shop.. haha.. so yah.. they came over tok tok a while den go le.. too bad i cant go.. got to help out.. bleah.. haha.. n yah.. later have to go training again.. sundae got safra monthly shoot... haha.. got to do my best . haha.. ok end here le.. ciao~

Ok.. when i was supposedly working at my dad's shop.. he met his ex classmate.. hu is now a accountant lecturer at Temasek Poly.. den they were toking.. n my dad kinda told me he used to be in a class at St Patricks (which was the RI of the east like 30 yrs ago..)where there were like 2 president scholars.. n lots of smart alecs.. yah.. so actualli wondered how the hell he survived in such a stressful class when he was young.. hmm.. n he was telling me initially he was like the odd one out in his class.. coz he was the onli one that did not finish his university degree.. n onli had his A levels cert.. which was useless alone..yah.. so he was kinda disappointed.. den he started working for my grendpa.. n took over the business.. n yah.. he realised that it isnt that bad of a thing that he did not get his degree.. coz when my dad met wif his friends recently.. they were all doin as well.. haha.. but his the onli one doin business.. the rest were lecturers n MPs.. kewl eh.. haha.. so yah.. this realli changed me perception of my dad.. to me he used to be kinda rude n egoistic (sumtimes).. coz he's kinda lazy n make my mum do alot of work that women arent supposed to do.. carrying heavy stuff n all.. but yah.. now.. he's my role model man.. haha.. he's not egoistic.. he's just a real hard worker n has made many personal sacrifices to raise a family comfortably.. gosh.. dramatic change yah..

The As u get in skools do NOT determine wad the future lies 4 u.. instead its real hard work n resilience.. there's a chinese proverb " hang hang chu zhuang yuan".. as long as u r willing to sacrifice n compromise.. n work real hard to achieve u goals.. there is almost nth u cant achieve.. reach out for the stars.. no matter wad job u do.. u can be successful...like Ramesh (Muthusamy Ramasamy) n cherie (rmb them?? ahhaa) said.. KEEP GOING! YEAH! haha

P.S. (not my name).. the reason y im writing this coz i've got a very depressed long time friend (since P1) hu's kinda very very disappointed wif himself for nt doin as well as he cud in his studies.. so yah.. jia you..

Damn my whole body's aching.. haha.. 2dae went for training..shot 80 shots.. including sighter.. very tiring.. haha.. my score was 90, 90, 91,93,92,92.. haha.. so not too bad..548.. haha.. but wanna improve badly man.. haha.. wanna hit like 560 again.. that time was sheer tyco-ness.. haha.. oh yah.. n 2dae came the new assistant coach.. coach/ uncle/ mr rahim.. haha.. n u noe wad? nhe is miss shirin's father! wahah.. met him once b4.. at the lim chu kang outdoor range.. haha.. he seems to be a good coach.. haha.. so yah.. hope he can help me improve.. haha

N yah.. nxt training on thursdae nitez for me.. haha.. looking forward to it yea.. haha.. i wanna improve!!! haha.. haiz.. very tired now.. wanna slp sia.. haha.. ok ending here le.. the end.. haha

Can u believe it.. i actualli volunteered to go exercise 2dae.. yea.. haha.. went jogging at east coast.. man.. realli tiring.. this is the problem wif not running for 6 mths.. becoz of Os.. 2dae ran like 2km onli.. but ok lah.. did it in like 10 minutes plus.. so i've actualli not slacken that badly..haha.. wadever lah..

Anyway.. im realli soooo bored.. i wanna do jian bao!.. haha.. lolx.. ok anyway tmr got training.. fun fun.. haha.. n yah.. sat got national youth team trial.. den sundae got monthly shoot.. so its kinda a competition packed week.. haha.. must realli do well this time.. coz its onli like once annually.. so yah.. wish me good luck.. haha.. so lots of shooting to do this week.. mondae, wed, sat, n sundae.. kewl.. luv it.. at least got sumthing to do.. haha.. luv shooting.. haha..

Im bored.. training's cancelled.. boring.. n my life's boring too.. working.. n.. working.. n at home.. n nth.. haiyo.. sianz.. lifeless life.. realli..

Its always this very ironic feeling.. when studying we complain very stress n no time for any other activities.. n when its the hols n we've got all the time to do anything whenever n wherever we want.. we complain once again.. this time coz too bored.. realli got to find sumthing meaningful to do.. TV, comp, hp, mp3.. n thats abt all i c at home.. soOOOoO very bored..

Just now my junior was asking me how to do jian bao(newspaper article).. realli miss those daes where i have to rush all those pages after pages of chinese characters.. n to think of it.. i kinda enjoyed it.. at least i had sumthing to do then.. better den now..

Ok.. i think i found the most meaningful thing to do.. *stares at the wall* lolx...

Realli hope skool starts ASAP.. i gonna die of boredom.. lolx..