Just feel that i've got absolutely zero interest in studying now.. seriously.. maybe coz i dun have a goal.. n my actualli more interested in training now.. yest went to the NUS website.. apparently we were 4th in A div.. lost to another NJC team.. which was hiding in the open category, by a mere 20 pts or less.. so yah.. realli hope to catch up... i wanna get my 1st national skool's medal.. hahaz.. sounds pathetic.. but i've got 3 east zone medals onli.. LOL.. Anyway im soo afraid that i will be soo tempted to call coach n ask her arrange training.. even if no one wants to go train wif me.. seriously..

Anyway.. despite my zero interest in studying.. i still managed to diligently take out my notes to revise.. hahaz.. slacked 2 daes le.. sat went training.. den after that went dinner wif kel, adeline, jp they all.. eat until super full.. hahaz.. coz we anyhow order everything.. lol.. den went movies summore.. despite JCT coming.. lol.. den sunday oso got no time.. fathers day.. dunno y woke up super late.. 11am.. den mum chased me to bath n get changed.. coz going to restaurant 4 lunch.. to celebrate my paternal side's fathers' day.. lol.. teochew restaurant.. at Beach Road there.. its SUPER NICE lah.. ahhaz.. ate wif my cousins.. so nice.. but damn full.. typical teochew cuisine.. hahaz.. den after that went home.. den my bro suddenly told me he want to change hp! LOL.. he jus changed like not long ago.. den went to bedok to sell his fone 1st.. den went to scout for the hp he want.. den found one shop not bad.. i think he nxt wk den buy coz bank nvr open he cant withdraw money.. lol.. den i absolutely 4get to buy fathers' day prezzie lah.. feel soo sinned now.. hahaz.. my bro say this sat den get a belated one.. ahha.. coz once again.. the bank nvr open.. ahhaz.. want to buy the motorola V3i for my dad.. coz he likes it.. but cant be bothered to change.. so him.. hahaz.. den evening went to maternal grandparents house eat buffet.. its like 30 ppl buffet can.. n my grandma keep forcing me to eat.. realli felt like vomitting.. ahhaz.. sooo full.. den after that send my bro back to camp.. den thats officially the end of the day.. LOL..

Ok.. feeling soo guilty of not studying.. yest nite i got another demoralising news.. bs going back to malaysia le.. sianz.. so got no mood to study again.. but when i went back to my room.. n saw this super thick bio file on my table.. den no choice sia.. must study le.. lol.. den i took out the super terrifying notes on DNA n Genomics.. n wrote notes on it.. almost died can.. sooo much info to digest.. but as u noe.. studying is somewhat like playing.. its addictive.. so there i was.. reading n writing.. n the nxt thing i realised it was aready 4.30am in the morning (i started at 12am).. so funz rite? hahaz.. at least amanged to finish the topic.. (its just a topic mind u..) Den 2dae force myself to study again.. did Enzymes n Biological molecules.. which was like even more stuff to digest (man.. bio is worst den humanities lah.. ).. i m soo proud of myself man.. i attempted ALL the essay qns behind the tutorials kz.. hahaz.. now my hand is aching very badly.. hahaz..

N i finally set a goal 4 myself.. for JCT i must get..
GP- -C6(i just dun wanna have tea with the VP)
CL--A2 (at least.. coz i screwed up my orals u c.. )
MA--A (my seniors told me u need to be a genius to get this.. so i guess im jus aspiring to be one.. lol..)
CA--A
PA--D
BI--E (obviously.. coz i hvnt passed a single bio lect test yet.. i got hat trick of failures sia..)
EC--C6 (dunno y.. i jus dun get econs sometimes..)

So not me.. i dun rmb aiming like this in sec skool.. hahaz.. guess time has changed bahz.. its darn hard to do well.. so i will jus try my best.. hahaz.. okz.. so thats all 4 now.. im goin to enjoy my TV.. lol.. (everyday 7pm to 11pm is TV time.. wahahz..)

Im soooo depressed now can.. boon seong is leaving 01/06 for good.. jus read his email.. he said he going back to malaysia n terminating is scholarship le.. how??? My xiong xiong.. lol.. now dustbin project how? Left me, ys n ily.. die lah.. n got presentation by July i think.. den his PW grp how.. summore he's class rep.. omg.. the class is falling apart! 1st was Kuan Ming, den Theng Koe.. den now Boon Seong.. haiyo.. y all want to terminate scholarship?! now the class is down to 22 ppl.. haiz.. sooooo depressing lah.. n he didnt even say bye! He jus sent an email.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. this is like a chain effect.. more n more ppl leaving.. haiz.. im sooo sad..

Officially i've got NO mood to study..

Im sooo dead (4 a variety of reasons..)

I wish that sleeping can make me feel better..

New week!

That means onli 2 weeks b4 JCT.. omg.. time to get a little panicky.. so far.. im sooo proud to announce i've finished studying PHYSICS! wahahaha.. lol.. but i doubt i will rmb wad i learnt 2 wks frm now.. lol.. now moving on to maths.. think maths is the onli sub that i have least stress doing.. haha.. the rest do until want to vomit blood sia.. haha.. Ernest arh.. u r sooo escaping frm reality.. hahaa.. u noe.. he refuses to start studying until he finish reading his book.. n he starting on a new bk tmr.. so when is he ever starting to study? Wahaha.. i guess nvr.. but he smart boi lah.. sure can do well de.. ahahz..

Ok.. From 2dae's training.. i can c trainings r starting to get very serious.. coz mr lee actualli sat there n count the scores! (actualli i did most of the counting.. coz i shot finish earliest.. lol..) But thats besides the point.. this is the 1st time he's doing more den just opening the range for us.. hahha.. anyway coz this yr got a very gd chance to get 3rd for 'A' Boys Air Rifle and 4th for Air Pistol.. wahahha.. tjc has NVR ever get better den 4th for AR or AP b4.. so yah.. this may be the 1st.. ahhaa.. nxt yr hope wif jj they all.. can get 2nd sia.. hahaa.. 1st not possible lah.. for obvious reasons.. lol.. n 2dae i finally broke the 280 barrier.. haha.. got 280/300.. finally sia.. took such a long time for that.. now for me to aim even higher.. ahhaha...

Den after training.. went to makan wif ernest, jane, shi qi, sing wei, vicki n harry.. haha.. dunno where to eat.. so just took bus 38 to tamp n slowly think.. den at last end up at pizza.. lol.. shud have gone to siglap de!! Its much nicer, the service much better and most imptly.. its very near my house! wahaha.. ok lah.. wadever it is.. we still ate at tamp pizza.. den like very full.. so wait for quite long b4 get sit (c! shud have gone to siglap!).. den that Shi Qi n Jane arh.. when he saw the waiter.. hu's a part timer i guess.. they were like.. "this guy quite cute.. n young.." .. so paedophilic can! n frm the looks of it.. he's either same age as me or younger.. n shi qi's one yr older den me.. eeeeeee... hahaha.. den summore want to go ask his age.. omg.. so weird lah.. haha.. desperate case sia.. wahhaa.. n shi qi eat realli very very very very very very very slow can.. eat one slice of pizza oso take 4ever.. haha.. qi hui u got competitor for the slowest eater le.. lol.. den sing wei was like imitating her.. damn funni lah.. very qian bian lah.. hahahaa..lol..

Ok.. den when i went home.. i was supposed to study.. n yah.. i did.. did onli 1 hr of basic graphs.. den fell asleep on the table sia.. soooo boring.. no lah is actualli i very tired.. yesterdae slept 2am.. den woke up 8am.. super tired.. panda eyes r appearing.. ahaha.. lol.. think better go do more work.. or else i wun be able to finish studying everything.. lol..

Im sooo envious of my cousin can.. the rich rich one that is.. he's studying in england.. den 2nite he flying over to paris from england.. den my aunt n uncle oso flying over to paris to meet him b4 going for hols lah.. soo kewl can.. i oso want to go paris.. den i think after 1 week in england they will either fly back to england or go to germany watch world cup or sumthing.. omg.. wad a way to spend the hols.. i realli want to go sia.. soo funz.. but too bad.. im still stuck in Singapore mugging for my pathetic JCT that i will obviously flunk.. i can predict the future.. lol.. time to have tea wif the VPs.. lol..

Ok.. will end here.. b4 i realli cant finish studying.. byez~

another MRT foto.. 

On the MRT frm NUS 

Me n john.. loser he force me to take this pic..lol.. wif the cs qi hui on the right.. 

Ok.. back.. hmm.. 2dae went to skool 4 training.. must go le..coz i missed the last one on monday coz the doc n my parents still think im sick.. n refuse to let me go.. hahaz.. but nvm lah.. 2dae's score was alrite.. but nt as gd as i aimed for.. but nvm lah.. no nid give myself too much pressure.. hahaz.. think i will do fine for interskool.. now onli left MJC.. i havent seen their standard yet.. coz they nvr realli take part in ANY competitions yet.. so their standard is still mysterious.. lol.. but according to last yr.. they r shooting at abt 540/600 or less.. so shud be ok.. i hope so lah.. after that vincent called me ask me go lunch wif the rest.. so ok lor.. go makan.. ended up at Sumo House.. hahaz.. eat until damn full lah.. hahaz..

Speaking of MJ.. hahaz.. 2dae saw adam at tm sia.. so qiao.. haha.. i went there in search for.. DUSTBIN! LOL.. haha.. my dustbin project arh.. later i dun do den that aileen come n 3S me.. (try to figure out wad 3S stands for.. haha.. damn funni.. yanshan invented this on the bus..) .. adam arh.. ben xing nan yi.. saw him wif a grp of gals lah.. haha.. soooo typical him.. once u c a grp of gals.. n jus ONE guys in the middle den must be adam le.. hahahz..lol.. den we actualli hugged in public.. so obscene lah..lol.. stupid things that we actualli do..den everybody was staring..lol.. long time nvr c him le mah.. i think the last time was like during Mardi Gras..lol.. realli need to have family gathering soon.. i miss them.. hahaz.. ok back to my tm.. went there wif john, boon seong n yan shan (Vincent pang seh us to go c his PAUL n IVAN onli.. EVIL!!!).. den at last managed to find one at NTUC.. it cost $13.90 ok.. ahha.. lucky we got the $1200 budget.. haha.. or else we wud have been broke.. lol.. den poor boon seong have to bring it back to his hostel.. hahaz.. den tmr still have to bring to skool 4 our meeting.. poor him.. hahaz.. ok.. den jus walked ard.. in search 4 any other things that we nid 4 our dustbin.. coz i lazy to go back tm buy stuff.. sooo far frm my house lehz.. haha.. ok.. den went home after that lor.. very tired feel like sleeping.. so i realli went to slp lah.. until dinner.. now feel soo refreshed.. ahaz..

Omg i feel so proud of myself lah.. i went to revise my work OK! i stayed at home last few daes mah.. sick.. so went to do phy TYS.. omg.. think im the onli few yr 1 cheonging their PHY TYS soo early lor.. haha..lol.. i finished 4topics .. measurements, kinematics, dynamics, n circular motion ok.. ahhaa.. still left 3 more.. forces, WEP and the hardest of the hardest.. THERMAL PHYSICS.. omg.. i cud still rmb i FAILED that test okz.. hahaz..lol.. after phy im going on to maths.. think i will go buy the TYS oso.. feel so unsafe wifout TYS.. hahaz.. thats JC now.. we need TYS.. ahhaz.. omg.. i realised its like already the mid 2 week le.. n still got onli 2.5 weeks b4 JCT.. im sooo gonna fail lah.. summore got Dustbin project.. n PW.. n dahlia's still enjoying herself in Italy!!! How to do PW!! The rest of us meet den she complain unfair.. HOW?!?!?! Im dying.. wish me gd luck..lol..