Hmm... 2dae ... ok lah... nth much... 1st thing 1st... 2dae morning digest my turn... panick like shit sia...but managed to pull it off alrite...haha... den yati... gave us the SS quiz... got onli 8/10... sad sad... 10 ppl got full...lalalalala...den phy... teach us current electricity... yah... sigh of relief... finally caught up wif the other classes... yeaH...n yah... electricity is the onli chapter that i fully understand...haha... maybe coz it has lots of calculations ba... den patsy neo plew her temper in class coz onli a few ppl (which includes me...hha...lol)did her HW... so yah... she nvr teach... onli ask us do our work... haha... den RECESS...haha...makan...den kamlesh... say wad got state secret... den 12pm den can tell us... den wait wait wait... den he dropped a bomb on us... THERE WILL STILL BE PAE ... PRELIMS WILL STILL BE COUNTED... PANICK!!! im like soO freaking out...there will be no mid yrs... soO the next exam will be prelims le... soO scared... realli hope im able to go TJC... my dream JC... but if i get better... i will still go there...haha...coz... many many temasekians are there... soO i want to be one of them...haha...want to take Maths, chem, biology, econs...actualli wanted F maths... but nxt yr no FM le... soO figured that taking phy w/o FM wud be quite senseless... soO will stick wif my better subjects...haha...

2dae after HWT got like 10 minutes to learn the balloon sculpturing thing... for balloon dae CIP... then heard the principal not happy... coz very noisy caused by balloons bursting...

nth much 2dae... just quite worried... realli dunno wad to do if cannot enter TJC...

yupz... nth much happened 2dae... went for SAFRA monthly shoot... did ok... 503/600... 2nd consecutive time le... but htis time like kenna abit nagging from coach...lalalalala... shot 91,86, 83, 80, 83, 80... so yah... shld be like that... hope i count wrongly n maybe can get higher? haha...yah... took quite long 2dae...hold hold hold... hungry...haha... soO took like 1hour 20 min... thats y kenna naggin... but i improved k?! i improved by 3 pts... 500 to 503...wahaha...den 2dae Cui Shan wore full suit... but if im not wrong... he didnt do too well... den lee wei oso... not too good... billy shld be ok... jj oso... den vicki very high... shld be around 350/400 ba...... den ashley... not too sure... aqilah... oso dunno... den coach 2dae went to ask them 4 the suits again... but den they say they alreadi post it to skool le...wad the heck... soO long le... 1 month plus le... still havent reach skool meh? Singapost is lousy... soO delivery...lalalalala... den the 2 gals went back early... haha... too bad 4 them... ahaha...after we go back to skool keep rifle... mr cuthbert treat me n billy to pizza hut...wahaha... YUMZ...haha... toO bad 4 them... who ask them go home soO early... huo gai...hahahaha...

Yah...came back home... den study phy... got magnetism test tmr... coz Oh 4got abt it on wed... haha... n we, bein good students did not remind him...haha... yah... abit blur about the identification of ions thingy... chemistry... nvm... will go find out... n yah... my morning digest sppech is on wed... soO scared... hope wont get stage fright... preparing 4 speech... talk to mirror...haha... excited... haha

Sianz... 2dae's kinda boring yeah...first thing in the morning went to skool 4 physics lesson... did current electricity... quite easy ba...(1st time i felt about any topic frm phy) ...haha...den like mr oh very shocked... coz he tot he teaching those who missed his lesson de...den yah... all of us go...so yah... start new chpt...haha... Den after that went to watch the soccer match between 4E(my class!haha) n 4U...den yah... we lost 2-1...soO sad... yah den sab, Jaz, Vick, Li Wen, FennY, James...den that joseph bu ling qing... shout at sab 4 cheering... soO yah... she very upset...

Den went home le lor... den saw chris chasing after Vick ...haha... hao lang ma wo...haha ... yah...den went home... got tuition...boring boring boring... read that stupid wei xing xiao shuo... read read...sianz... den went to sleep le... very tired... den woke up... found out brother n his gf fiddled wif my msn...n said many stupid stuff... lalalalala...nvm... being a super understanding bro... i 4give him...haha... den ate dinner...den mum showed me a photo of my great great grandparents...n my great grandfather... wah... didnt noe he soO fierce looking sia... but realli resembles my grandfather..haha... equally fierce looking... thank god i am not that fierce looking... like tiger like that( n by the way... he is born in the year of the dragon... soO coincidental sia...)...haha...

Er... tmr got SAFRA monthly shoot... soO scared i will shoot badly again... dun want to get 480+ again... want 500+...haha...

YuPz... 2daez sports dae.. at national stadium... n as per normal got Ngee Ann, Chung Cheng (Main) , n Dunman n Temasek... Haha... damn pack... haha... 6000+ ppl... haha... we rocked the stadium man... haha... tot that most of the student leaders (frm all 4 skools) did a fantastic job in facilating n making the crowd enthu...haha... cheers... But we didnt fare too well in the competitions... got only 6 out of the possible 51 golds...haha... nvm... but we showed superb skool spirit...TMS ROCKS! yah n our so called "choice piece" of cheer was quite good actualli... haha... altho i found it totally stupid at 1st...haha... ok this was the cheer...

T-E-M-A-S-E-K (CLAP x4)
hey-hey-hey-hey-hey (point fingers from left to right)
TMS gonna win today
T-E-M-A-S-E-K (CLAP x4)
I say Temasek you say hey (sec 1,4)
you say hey, you say hey (sec 2,3)
I say Temasek u say yah (sec 2,3)
you say yah, you say yah (sec 1,4)
V-I-C-T-O-R-Y (With actions)
Victory victory, all the way!

Haha...kinda lame rite? haha... den 2dae oso saw miss yeo( teach us english de)... didnt noe she's in Dunman High now...haha... bei pan wo men sia...Haha... yah... 2daes weather was good actualli, compared to previous years...haha... but still abit sunburnt...haha ... yah 2dae after sports dae went to Old Airport Road Hawker centre to makan wif brit, choony, john, karl, adam, james n chris...haha... the food damn good lor..haha... wanton noodle...YumZ... yah... den makan le all of us took bus 10 back... den adam, karl n choony say wanna play BBall... but me damn tired + throat sore like shit le... soO decided not to go play...haha...den chris n james went to parkway... yah den chris like soO sad like taht... someone nvr go wif him...lalalalala... den on the bus i think the TKGS gal sitting behind brit is Gladys...frm Ngee Ann Pri de... but not very sure...coz the face is similar... but the hair abit funny lehz... den nvm... didnt call her... den go le lor... i soO evil rite? haha...

Ok... im realli tired... seriously...

2dae maths lesson... got HW that pile up till its as heavy as Kamlesh... WaHaHa... im soO evil...haha... iM a FaTisT...haha i mean like ... HW super alot lor... like 16 qns of Trigo frm TYS (got part a part i,ii, iii, iv, etc)den still got mensuration like 10 + qns... den got differentiation... 10+ qns... sianz like shit sia... (altho i love maths...) Yah... den kel fwd message frm soh... say wad tmr got training for those goin competition of sundae... den was like... what the heck lor...after sports meet... after sitting or standing 4 hours in the scorching sun... u want me to go down to the stuffy range to train...sianz lor... no meaning...

2dae damn tired sia... during english n phy lesson, i was optimising any free time to sleep... damn sleppy... n yah... was alert... soO nvr kenna caught by cher...LucKy ...haha ... den 2dae after hw time gtg hall 4 SL meeting... den quicky rush like mad to classrm o2-o8 to do zuo wen... soO pitiful sia me... ming hao ku wo... yah n i think i flunk it...soO yah... 2 me ... total waste of time, effort, energy n ink ...other ppl all dun need to suffer... y must i? sad sad...

Tmr's sports dae le... as per normal... sunburn again... red skin... burnt skin... haha

2dae hmm... Kamlesh's first lesson... think he's quite a good maths teacher... he teach i can understand sia...haha... good cher...den first surprise... miss low say tmr got zuo wen test after skool at 4... sianz... den nxt...patsy neo... gave us a surprise open bk geog test... was stunned... think i realli flunk this test... altho open bk... coz nth is frm the bk... all have to write in own words...sianz... den chem... chooi lost his voice... soO didnt realli do much...

After skool got CCA... supposed to shoot 60 shots... but ended up wif 50 onli... coz realli hot n stuffy... like a pig in a baking oven....lalalalala... me= pig...haha...den yah... after that watched netball match wif Vick, Brit, n Jaz... later james n choony oso came...haha... both B n C gals... both TMS win Greenville...haha... summore the B gals one is trashing sia...haha... Sab damn good lor... can realli shoot well sia... even far range... n damn flexible n fast... good netball player...realli bai fa bai zhong sia...haha

Den yah went home after the matches... den cheong phy le... study study study... got test on magnetism tmr... got to do well... so yah... gtg le... study again... haha

Im realli lost now, realli feeling very useless,not doin well for anything i do... n im beginning to sense the urgency now...2 months to chinese O levels... but here am i slacking my life away...sadz...maybe my parents r realli right, im beginning to slack le... but wad can i do? im kinda tired of work all the time... stressful ya know... n yah... work is also piling up higher n higher, and its not that im not doin my work, but instead the teachers are overloading us wif tonnes of work, n that is realli stressing me out...yah... depressed 2dae... altho im sure i didnt show any signs of it in skool 2dae. Got back bio test 2dae( finally) n got onli 20/35... seriously depressed man...never ever get soO low for bio b4... maybe its time that i face up to reality and learn that no one can score soO well for every single test... seriously ... just take the chinese scholars for eg. they can pass all their subjects wif flying colours... but a single english language will bring about their downfall... sad rite?

Yah...ok... 2dae found out i was in English high achievers group... the one wif Mdm Wan... ok lar... feel quite surprised at 1st... coz i got C6 for last CA...lalalalala... nvm.. den found out they based it on last yr's final term results...haha... got B3...so ok lah...haha... den was surprised Fahmi n John was not in HA... realli feel they deserve to be in there...den 2dae finally got a maths teacher to replace mrs lim... MR KAMLESH! haha... quite happy sia... he's a good teacher... but to us 4E'ers... no maths teacher is better than mrs lim... heard from Kamlesh that mrs lim had waited 7 years for a kidney... n finally she got it... n according to lela... she's recuperating... n she will not b teaching us anymore... as the school does not want to stress her out by teaching a graduating class... n seriously ... we dun blame her at all... realli wanted to visit her... but bcoz lela scared that she may be infected by us that will lead to tissue rejection... soO she didnt allow us to go... but nvm... we understand... realli hope she will get well soon^_^ Yah... n we also got alot of catchup work to do for maths... differentiation n integration... madness ...hell of alot to study...realli got to brace myself...

N yah... the ARC camp was alrite... not perfect tho... but its a good enuf effort considered that the sec 3s organised it by themselves... soO yah...well done...=P Realli wanted to put up some fotos of the camp... yah but my PC abit mad mad... so cannot le lor...haha...

Yupz... 2dae miss low mad mad de... rushed finished the entire 4B tXb... n yah... in one hours...9 chpt lehz...walow...she mad sia...haha... but ok lah.. since its not tested... so ok lah...n almost 4got tmr got ting xie... got to go study... dun want to do badly for anything again... new term... n a new beginning to everything...the future's bright...wahaha