Ok... feel that im 4getting how to use English... kkz... my Eng here is crap... ok... i've been like studying my chinese frm like 10am to 2pm... den 2pm to 6pm... den 8pm to 10pm... gosh... my entire dae has been solely dedicated to chinese and onli chinese... yah... jus takin a break frm the stressful condusive studying environment(my room...lol... kkz... actualli takin a break in my PC room...blahx...)ok... feel like i've done soO very much todae... i've been a million times more hardworking... i've finished memorising my Sec 3 and 4 syllabus... n sec 2 im oso nearly done... guess i just need to mug for another few hours later 2nite... or must i sae early tmr morning... haha... crap sia me...

Realli took some time in the morning to reflect... (during breakfast lah...haha) i think that this O levels have realli wake me up... make me realise that i've realli not put in enuf effort... this is realli hao gao wu yuan... yupz... n miss lela was rite... ive slacked alot this term... thats y my result have dropped... jus feel that im such a failure... took soO long to realise such a simple thing... n jus realised that my parents have also been rather supportive of me... altho this yr i've been very much occupied in my CCA... n did not spend as much time on studies... they did not blame me... they jus advised me to try harder the next time... coz this is jus a "battle"... losing a battle does equal to being a failure... there is still a war ahead of us... winning the war is the most impt thing... n in this case... the battle is the CT n the war is the Os... n yah... dun have to remind me... CL Os... on mondae... yah... gotta win that war... n this war is not onli impt for ourselves... but also to prove to the teachers that we r as capabel as anyone else... in another words... its for pride...

Kkz... dun have much time to slack away le... got to make full use of every single second i got b4 chinese Os... suffer a lill more now n reap the benefits later... A1!!!

Ok... away frm studies... watched F1 qualifying just now... shocking... but also happy... haha... williams BMW's nick heifield n mark webber got 1st n 3rd for qualifying!!!... wohoo...haha...rox man! haha... tmr's the race... hope that Williams BMW win...haha... n American Idol...haha... Carrie Underwood won...haha... felt that she deserved it...haha... loved her rendition of "Angels Brought Me Here"... tot that she sang as well as Guy Sebastian frm Australian Idol... ge you qian qiu...haha... Bo Bice was ok... but jus dun like his rock style... n he doesnt have as good of a voice as Carrie... hmm... soO lookin forward to her new songs...haha...

Ok... enuf of the crap... gtg continue mugging le...CyAz~