Ok... end of another very tiring week... now i really understand y many sec 4s complain that sec 4 life is very stressed... ok... 1st my score... good news and bad news... good news is that i set the school record... 545/600... bad news... i think that its totally an unacceptable score... its kinda pathetic considering that i've been training for 3.5 years already... thats y i really got to give credits to aqilah n shazunnah... aqilah scored a wooping 385/400... and shazunnah scored a great 379/400... really... its not an easy feat... n their lowest score is... 9... wth... haiz... the feeling of losing to your junior is not very nice... ok... i will strive harder after my Os yea... i will be back...

Study wise... i think there r ups n downs... haiz... all i noe that its kinda in a terrible mess.. i did not do much revision this week... so think that i've got to utilise my weekends very well... 1st i realli got to start my geog... coz prelims geog is on 29 August... n im soO dead le... haiz... mugging again... n seriously... do anybody realised that i've become much more mad than before? haha... i really feel a significant change in my attitude man... all i do is luff all dae n act crazy... (if u noe wad i mean... ask gerry n jk lah... haha...) Hmm... i think its really stress taking its toll on me... n acting crazy is just a way to reduce my stress... haiz... thats my life... Really feel like sleeping now... coz i've really had insufficient sleep for the whole of this week... the maximum amt of sleep i had this week was 7 hrs... on tuesdae nite... coz sumone forced me to sleep... haha... den the rest of the daes? 5-6 hrs... haiz... im exhausted...

Ok... on the brighter side... 2dae's maths pyramid game... haha... really just went there to have fun... haha.. then there was like 3 boys team n 1 gals team.. which consist of a god... haha... no lah... its Gao Yuan! haha... representing 4I... haha... den us boys were like praying that we dun lose to the gals... haha... we r male chauvinistic pigs... haha... n yah... me n john got 2nd... haha... 1st was 4R... haha... they were real good man... haha.. really pei fu sia... haha... but they still lost to miss yati n mr oh... haha... but poor 4V.. haha... lost to the gals of 4I... haha... lao kui sia... haha... no lah... jkjk... yah... soO i won 10 bucks times voucher n 10 bucks popular voucher... haha... yah... so gotta go stationery shopping one of these days... haha... den after school there was the teachers' day performance auditions... haha... thought that we did not bad... considering the fact that we started thinking of the performance on monday... haha... ok lah... den mdm wan called n call me go for oral practice... omg... i was soO unprepared lor... really is ling shi bao fo jiao... (a.k.a. last minute hug buddha's leg... haha... lolx)... den kenna fired with comments from mdm wan... i really mean fire... haha... lots of comments... yah... but at least its good... i can learn from my mistakes... haha...

Ok... tmr got to go school for chemistry n geog... haha... so much for the 5 day week policy... haha... yah... but i really dun mind the lessons... its like free tuition + revision for chem... n for geog.. i desperately need it... i'm a map reading idiot... i cant read maps... haha... i keep failing it can... haha... sianz... soO tmr chem from 9 to 11... den geog i think from 11.30 to 1.30... soO fun rite? haha... lolx...

N when i think back nowadays... really enjoyed those days where i could sui xin suo yu (a.k.a. do whatever i want whenever i want...) like in lower sec... " wanna go out arh? set lah... anytime..." thats wad i wud say 2 yrs back... but i now lehz... " wanna go out arh? er... er... got to check my schedule 1st... confirm with you tmr can?" haha... c the difference? thats y i really admire my bro sometimes... he can stay soo carefree all the time... even just days b4 the Os... he can still stay late in school to play soccer... n at the same time do reasonably in the Os... Sometimes i really wonder how he do that... i really dun noe... haiz...

N at this very moment... im watching this horrible show called extreme makeover... dun anyone think that this show is soO crap? Those desperate participants go on TV n get this fantastic cosmetic surgery that can change them from looking like a 50 yr old woman to a 30 yr old woman... n before the makeover they would say..." i feel so horrible. Wherever i go, people will despise me because of my looks. And when i look at the mirror, i feel so inferior...(n blah blah blah blah)" n after the makeover they would say.. " This makeover really made me regain my confidence n i feel soO pretty(or handsome for guys) now. I really have to thank the extreme team for this makeover.. it was great..." Now... dun anybody realise that the things that those contestants say b4 and after the makeover is almost identical? I mean its always those loads of crap that is very unoriginal n crappy... haha... not that im against the show... but dun u realise that those ppl who under went the makover look soO synthetic? Like soO plastic n fake... Is physical appearance that impt to those ppl? When they say i look so pretty (or handsome).. do anybody have a fixed definition for "pretty(or handsome)"? is there some sort of criteria or something? i think its really whats inside that counts n appearance is exterior.. Beauty is not only skin deep. N there's a proverb... " do not judge a book by its cover" really agree to this... some ppl appear soO nice on the outside.. but inside... haiz... dunno wad sia... crap...n do anyone realise that i always use this... "pretty (or handsome)"? haha... coz those ppl who go for extreme makeover are mostly women... that simply shows that women are more ai mei(like beauty... haha...) than men... wahaha... but yah... many women r arguing that men nowadays are becoming more n more metro sexual... haha... but women r still the more extreme case.. haha... (sorry if i've offended any women or pro-women men ard)... haha...

Ok... officially... i really dunno y am i blogging about some crappy stuff that is kinda unrelated to my life... altho to a certain extent is relevant... (like SS le lehz... SEQ!) haha...but its really that im soO disgusted by that show.. haha... ok... i will jus cut the crap...

Ok... only 2dae i realised that gerry is as ba gua as me can... i noe alot of rubbish that many ppl dunno lehz.. wahha... if only i am as talented in my studies... haha... but these gossips really make life soO much more interesting.. dun u think so? But im soO considerate... i wun amplify info unless its necessary... ok... im crapping... no gossip is necessary... haha...

Ok.. im getting very sleepy le... i WANNA SLEEP... ok... go sleep soon le... ok... end here le... THE ENDZ... so sadz... hahah