Woa... this week has really been the worst n most stressful week of my life sia.. ok.. om monday after my bro went to Taiwan... my great grandmother was sent to hospital immediately.. dunno complaining her back very pain.. so yah.. doc checked it out.. one of her kidneys almost failed le.. but other den that.. everything is still very gd.. den dialysis lor.. den on tuesdae.. for dunno wad soO every reason( now i noe le..) she wanted my mum to bring her her wallet.. she kept waiting till my mum gave her her wallet.. den she was like smiling n luffing.. den counted all the money... den slept le.. eveything looked fine until the nxt dae.. she instructed some stuff.. money issues.. den just soO suddenly.. her heartbeat dropped n blood pressure slipped tremedously.. den the nxt thing i noe.. she passed away.. sadz man.. dunno y oso.. she seems soO healthy.. haiz.. nth is forever in this world... accept the fact...

Ok.. soO these couple of daes was funeral.. very tiring.. slept max 3 hrs a dae.. took care of the place wif my 3 cousins.. morning 9am to nxt morning 5.30am... everydae for 5 daes.. (dead beat) yah.. because everybody sae wad my great grandmother pampered the 5 of us (including my bro) most when she was alive.. soO must respect mah.. soO everything we do... tired.. den the worst was wed.. that nite when i came back from the hospital 12 midnite le.. summore nxt dae got geog prelims... n i havent even touched my book.. haiz... panicked like hell sia.. den my parents was like telling me relax lah.. n just study abit go slp lor.. i very guilty mah if i dun do well.. soO studied until 3am.. onli got time 2 study 2 out of 5 topics.. very scared sia.. but i think thursdae ok bahz.. i noe i will not do well.. but at least will pass bahz... haiz..

Ok.. im officially in deep shit.. havent started revising my bio yet... n bio prelims is tmr.. im soO gonna die.. die die die.. sianz lah.. soO unfortunate that my great grandmother have to pass away now.. realli adding a huge burden on me.. really going to jing shen beng kui sia.. mental breakdown... haiz.. im tired... i just wanna slp...