Haha... these daes... lots of absent teachers...yesterdae got 6 free periods... coz lela missing... lim oso missing... soO boring lor... strange arh... got lessons complain boring... no lessons oso complain boring... haha...den yah... 2dae chem got back test... got onli 19/25... realli idiotic sia that Ah chooi... minus my marks... bcoz i 4got to write the words "tapped out" ...lol... sianz lor...but yah...thought about it... i realli wasnt that bad after all... anyway... at least we learn something yes...haha... found ways to convert unhappiness to something useful... haha...hmm... if i can do this 4ever... den yah... i wud be stressfree...*YeAh!...

Yah... ok 2dae once again lim missing... yah... asked around... den realised that she found a donar le or something... so yar...soO happy 4 her... finally can lead a normal life... sympathise her... such a good maths teacher wif kidney prob...nvm... this is sure gonna end...soO happy...yah... den 2dae free periods again...haha... wan oso nvr come... den got fire emergency thingy... miss one period of CL... yah... n heard of lots of rubbish... like ting xie more impt than life... den like if got test den can do our test while running downstairs to the field...haha... very stupid lor...haha... but fun^_^

Den CCA... sianz... that soh arh... meetin meetin meetin... thats about it for AR... boring lor... but 2dae at least get to train abit... 20 shots... got time limit de...haha... soO kan cheong sia... panick... yah... luckily still manage to pull thru... got abt 170/200... good enuf... coz i think have to go Dunman High invitation on Sat... must win them sia...for once at least...haha...den cherie oso came back 2 skool...yah... so long nvr see her le...haha...so after training went to makan wif Vicki, Billy, Addy, JP, Cherie go eat at Cafe Cartel...haha... yumz... the food was alrite yah... den realised that besides cherie.. the rest dun even noe how to cut a loaf of bread properly...haha... cut cut cut ... all like out of proportion de...haha... yah... den qing JP n Addy makan...haha...coz billy treat Cher, n Vick... den makan makan... den realise 5 plus le... eat le how to eat dinner at home sia... yah... so mian qiang eat less abit lor...haha... den go home le lor... eat again...wohoo! Haha... put on at least a pound...haha...=X

Yupz... miss neo 2dae say tml got geog test of Devt. n yah... at first panick... dunno how 2 study... den britney 2dae go confront neo...den think she shouted the F***...yah... den she like suffer abit of mental breakdown... stress lor... den neo think changed her mind... said maybe she will onli give a very short test or something... maybe even no test...soO yah... 4 safety reasons... just read abt it abit lor... no harm... anyway its time to revise le lor...haha... Os comin...haha... goin to be very guai(1)... goin to start revising CL noW! Haha... realli hope to get an A1...feel that i can! So jia yOu lor...haha...

I am really sad 2dae... coz my stupid EL essay got 16/30... and its the onli test mdm Wan including for CA... im soO freakin dead lor... C6 sia... first time in 2 years plus... cant believe it... realli... such a "morale booster"... n bcoz of this like 2dae very bo chap... yah... to whoever i have offended... paiseh lor... sorry...

N yah... alreadi in a bad mood... on the way home... went to 7 eleven buy newpaper... den like the guy in front of me was soO freakin pissing me off lor... after he paid for a can of coke... he demanded that the cashier(who i happen to know...) change for him $50 worth of coins... den he was like SUPER ATTITUDE lor... bcoz the cashier needed time to count the money... n there was a long long queue... so the cashier kindly ask the customer to wait a little while as she deal with the other customers 1st... n than the trouble started...that guy started crappin... " i am your customer, i buy things from you. When i ask u to change money for me, u jolly well do so. Customers always come 1st, and when i buy things from you, you are like licking my heels, begging me. How could you ask me to wait while you serve other customers? I am also a customer and i am in front of the queue! What kind of attitude is this man!?... ..." Blah blah blah... i soO pissed off with that guy lor... i mean... the cashier is not obliged to change money for you lor! What gives you the right to scold ppl for doing you a favour. And another thing, you said customers come 1st... But think can? wif ur attitude... y must the cashier respect u?! Respect is a two sided thing... u must respect others in order for u to gain other ppls' respet! Get that in ur head can?!n u think u're so great isit? Buy one can of coke very liao bu qi arh! come on lar... scram lor...

Haha... ok 2dae i write alot of crap... i am not scolding anyone else besides that SAP guy (super attitude problem)... Haha... so hope no one offended...haha...just want to let out my frustrations... bad mood plus more agitations n ppl who simply piss me off...equals to me goin crazy... mentally unstable...haha...enuf for 2dae le... gd nitez...=P

The weekend is ending soon...3 more hours...sianz... weekends... y do u fly soO fast... i havent even have enuf rest n guest wad? Its gone... ok about blaming the weekend for flying past soO quickly... yah... yesterdae nite while sleeping kenna migrain( stress headache)... haiz... pain until cannot sleep... lucky this is not the 1st time i kenna... so yah... i got medicine...yah... so take alreadi... still cannot sleep... yah... until like 4 am then the pain subside... haiz... now still pain pain...haha... yah... but ok lar...aiyah...bcoz of the headache... not enuf sleep... summore woke up at 8am... go old airport road food centre makan...yuMz...haha...den went ECP have a nice walk... the breeze soO nice sia... make me 4get got headache...whootz!den reached home like 11 am... den watched F1... stupid sia... Renault win... not williams... ok... quite disappointin yes... but oh well...nvm...

Den headache came back in the afternnon again... realli struggled to even do one newspaper review... yah... so still got one more to go...haha...den downloaded more songs 2dae... updated my mp3 player... den yah... dad was asking me which digital camera is better... den discuss.. and sianz lah...

This comin week shld be quite a relaxing one... no test if im not wrong... n yah... lessons plus HWT onli...haha... i am soO goin to start being hardworking man... time for slacking is long over... will start with chinese... tmr start readin the sec 1 stuff...haha...den slowly progress...haha... n yah... tml A maths starting Differentiation... soO exciting rite?! haha... thats all le...haha

Hmm...tiring dae fer me 2dae...got chinese tuition first thing in the morning... soO boring... do exam paper again... more revision 4 me...haha...den after tutor left... did my chinese test(the one that i onli got 66...bloody sad sia...)corrections... alot sia...haha...den suddenly reality hit me... chinese exams in a couple of months..(3?) haha... den suddenly very inspired to do chinese revision... bud den realised that i've got to hand in another 4 newspaper articles by this comin fridae... so well... panick panick...den yah... spend the entire afternoon cheonging my newspaper reviews...den yah... sense of satisfaction... completed 2...haha...2 more to go... tml do it lor..haha... n yah... my bro's A levels results was ok... got c5 for GP, C for physics, B for further maths and A for C Maths...haha... dad quite proud of him... considered that he onli got 190 for PSLE and got onli into Telok Kurau Sec...haha...yah... n 2dae jus went back to Pulau Tekong...haha...army... yupz... but will finish his BMT this wednesdae...*Celebration*...haha...den he like realli hope can go to engineering course at NUS...a course that i will NEVER go...haha... cant stand the physics thingy...haha

Yupz... den 2dae went to siglap center to print some photos... haha... didnt noe can use bluetooth to print the photos...haha... den tried...soO fun sia...haha...excited onli...haha...den met Keith there...haha... yah... was in a rush... so yah... printed the photos den go home le...haha... den as per normal... watch TV... coz im like TV deprived 2dae... n as u have seen... added one more person to my links... Benny... haha... didnt noe he got blog until 2dae...haha...soO fun... another person's blog to read...haha...yupz... got to go le...haha...cyaz=P

Hmm... rather slack dae 2dae...hmm... 1st SS... sho fun sia... do the make more babies poster...haha... cut cut paste paste... write write draw draw...haha... time realli flies... den maths... yeah... haha... mrs lim nvr come 2dae.. so jus did the emaths test on statistics... argh... minus 4 marks le... draw my histogram wrongly sia... plotted freq against weight, instead of freq density against weight...haha... nvm... no one is perfect... ppl do make mistakes...(haha...but i hope to make as few mistakes as possible though...haha)... den PE...Wahaha... Played volleyball... so fun sia... learn the serve and spike...so fun den play play under hot sun(actualli the weather was rather good...haha)den the lower sec ppl keep watchin us.. make us feel so good sia...haha...den recess...den SLI...haha... tok tok sing sing... sho fun sia... n when the EXCOs are flipping their blazers, the ppl was like "wow"... hha den when the sec 4 councillors were on stage... we were like catwalking in... den we were like moving steps forward n backwards...haha... sho funny sia...haha...

Den after that miss low say zuo wen ban start at 1.30pm... den was like rushing to eat like mad like that... swallowing all my food...haha...den zuo wen ban... my zuo wen got 70.5%...haha... sho happy... coz that compo i anyhow write de...haha...den 2dae oso anyhow write my essay...coz very tired le... den after that got to go trainin... haha... shot 40 shots 2dae... onli counted 20 shots though...haha... super happy sia...got 179/200...haha...1 more point to average 9 sia...wahaha... if can do this 4 interskool... den shld get like 2nd in team event..haha...record! Haha... den after training when to eat wif billy n vicki...haha... feel so gan ga sia... feel as if im this super big light bulb( tian teng pao) haha... oso actualli dun want to go de.. but den they force me go... so yah... tok tok eat eat...hmm.. the salad frm KFC taste not bad...but den quite ex loh...haha... den tok tok... den i went home le lor... TiReDx... den billy n vick oso went home le lor( i think soO ba...haha.. u may nvr noe... rite?) haha... den watch TV le lor... no test nxt week... soO at least got some time to relax...after much stress ive been thru...haha...

yah... jus saw this very shocking news report on newpaper 2dae... TKSS O levels got 48 ppl fail english sia... was like soO shocked lor... always tot they were better den us... but u may nvr noe... saw this yr's sec 4/1's results... was like soO damn good lor... esp CL... got like 31/34 of them got Distinction sia... summore taught by miss low...stressed sia...den the rest oso damn good lor...like Bio, Phy, E maths, a maths, etc...realli dunno how they do it...den lela oso expect that frm us... stress...den lela oso say some ppl complain our class like photocopy factory like that... copy copy copy HW...haha... but i know who complain le... must b miss low...she always say we copy HW...den lela oso say wad... at the rate we r goin... we r soO goin to flunk our O's... that was when reality struck us... time to study study le...haha... e maths test tml... gtg study le cya...haha

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HaHa... Very stress now sia... found out all my O levels dates le... i realli freak out sia... If im not wrong Physics and SS on the same dae... den A maths n Elective Geog on same dae oso... den summore the 3 sciences are on 3 consecutive daes... bio den phy den chem... This is the first time reality realli struck me... exams r comin... n i realli have to buck up n stop slacking ... or else... i realli dun wanna noe the consequence ... n worst of all... chinese O levels on May 30... n i have to score an A1... or else have to retake... den i will realli be stressed out like shit sia... realli dunno y... nowadaes every tests seems soO scary to me... every test oso no confident... realli not the usual me... todae got back 2 phy tests... very sad sia... first test got 20/24... den second test got 22/26...very bad sia... alex i think got like 23/24 and 26/26... i was like soO damn depressed... that simply shows that people nowadaes r realli cheonging alreadi... n me leh? still slcking... haiz... but realli got even more depressed when heard john say he was like 1 mark away from full marks... 4 all 4 tests add together sia... wad the HecK! Cnat stand him sia...den bcoz of these 2 tests my phy drop to 71/80... which is like onli 89%... expected better...but its alrite... gotten over it le... den came add maths... i am SHOCKED... i onli got 29/40 for the second test... realli depressed sia... soBs... den now my A Maths total 49/60(82%)... lucky 1st test got full sia... or else...

Ok... aT this very moment i am writing this entry... im realli realli very stressed... realli have to relax a lill...cant take it much longer... i always seems soO happy and laughing like mad in skool... but realli... im not feeling that happy...haha... n im laughing not becoz i find it funny... but instead... i dunno wad to feel... Realli dunno y... feeling soO stressed altho my parents dun give me any pressure...neither do my tutors... but jus feeling like im soO useless... always not satisfied wif my marks... altho they r good enuf le... actaulli... haiz...i oso dunno lah...maybe i compare myself wif those realli good ppl ba... john...Choon Wei ...etc or maybe teachers' expectation ba... i dunno lah...im simply MAD now...realli...-_-'